This life’s been a nightmare I swear At times It ain’t been nice Fair Shits been a mess Constant fighting to survive N Find the light Through these dark times (Yh) I’ve Made some mistakes Along the way Got regrets N I’ve Wasted time Had some shit I’ve had to cope with By myself Keep quiet Shrug it off Keep my chin up N Just keep moving on Like everything Was alright Try put a fake smile On my face For every one else N Ignore the pain When Deep down Inside I’ve been feeling Shattered Like Glass Broken Like My heart turnt cold N Frozen over Like Ice Tryna disguise The pain in my eyes Even tho I was feeling Hopeless Wid No emotion Lifeless Like I Was dieing Inside Trust Ive Had all this pain On my mind For hella time N I couldn’t even cry Shed a tear from my eye N Release Any of this pain Of mine Thats been trapped In my mind N Deep inside But now I’ve Had enough Of Reminiscing Feeling Stressed Depressed N like I’m Lost without life So Now I’m Tryna escape N stay Way Clear From all these Demons Of my mine Gotta keep moving forward Cah I know They’re always lurking Behind Following me Constantly Tryna fuck wid my thoughts N my mind Tamper wiv my luck N This life of mine Trust This life’s been a battle For a long time I’ve Had to Fight my luck Put up with this life Many times Stay strong Fight N keep soldiering on Through this war of mine In order to survive (Swear) I’ve really Had some Bad luck Can’t lie (Yh) I wish I could just Go back in time N make everything alright Go back N change everything Wiv a split Second Like the butterfly effect But I know I can’t N it’s hard But that’s just Part of Life Life’s hard N Sometimes U just gotta keep trying Ignore the losses N Stay Fighting Till u thrive Make it out N make it right On my grind Till I Change this life Find the light N I shine Trust I’m on my grind Till I shine Cah I’ve Really seen some Dark times Been through Some hard times Enough times (Yh) I’ve really had enough of dat life So now I’m Getting all this shit Off my chest Tryna free myself N my mind When I’m spitting these Rhymes on the mic Tryna free myself N my mind From this hell Of mine That I’ve been stuck in Felt like It’s been forever Looping Just adjusting But now I’m breaking out of the cycle (Yh) I’m bouta corrupt it Trust me Bouta switch this life up On my grind non stop Till I’m at the top Only surrounding Myself Wiv positivity While I’m chasing this vision Optimistically Like now I Can’t have No fakes Or Snakes Around me Wiv all that Negativity Jealousy Bad energy Hipocracy Ain’t got no time For none of that mockery Comedy Na Now I’m Committed Strictly To my business Aiming For higher places Chasing The dream On it properly N they’re ain’t Nobody stopping me (Yh) I got big dreams Big schemes For this vision I see Progressing Swiftly Gotta stack it up Plenty of ps Quickly N Cop all the shit On my wish list That I’ve dreamt N wanted For years (Yh) I’ve wanted this Ever since I was a little kid I dreamt This So now I’m manifesting All these dreams Till all this shit turns reality Till it all turns reality Believe
I said I’m taking over , I got that pain up in my heart I know it’s getting colder I got that smoke up in my lungs I’m tryna keep it sober , I got that blood up in my eyes I’m tryna sweat the motion I’m staying high today , demons they’ll be here tomorrow I’m tryna hide the pain , I can’t let me drown to sorrows I’m taking off no plane just landed myself onto mars You said its love forever I can’t seem to fill the void
