*FREE FOR PROFIT* NF "Trauma" Type Beat / Anxiety 

Big thank you to my violin and cello players! Hoping to have more real instruments in the future!

Hook a (Sophie): Don’t think I’ve seen him cry like that All that time I won’t get back Never seen his lashes wet Didn’t expect all this regret Verse 1 A (me): Life is depressive, I struggle just to find a message I struggle knowing I was nothing special Just another leaf on a pedal And I wonder Did you mean when you said you’d love me Did you mean it? Or did it mean nothing I swear I thought we had something But now you got my mind running and I- Verse 1 b (Sophie and I): Just wanted to hold you one more time But I was too scared of all the lies If only you could see inside my mind Someone needs to stop the drowning from my eyes I just don’t wanna see you end up with him Because I know the lies that he has fed you I was hoping this wouldn’t be the end Baby I just wanna hold you Hook 1 b (me and Sophie) didn’t think I’d make her cry like that All those tears she won’t get back Never made her lashes so wet Didn’t expect all this regret Verse 2 a (Sophie) honestly there’s nothing i can feel anymore can’t speak can’t pick myself up off the floor you said you were sorry but then i told you we were done i expected this from myself cause i know you’re one Verse 2 b (Sophie and I) Hook a (Sophie): Don’t think I’ve seen him cry like that All that time I won’t get back Never seen his lashes wet Didn’t expect all this regret

it takes a perfect artist to create from something perfect and keep it perfect 😭😭😭

Bruh this beat alone hits home. Gonna have to use this too. Mixtape gonna be mostly your beats ahaha

Amazing. Now if only I could sing lol.

Darkness shining, Stuck in a loop fighting, Hiding - from my greatest fear, it’s frightening, I’m fearing my hope disappears, Tryna start gearing up cause I feel the devils near, Whispers in my ear, Telling me I’m weak, Tryna make me break, While fighting a battle I didn’t choose to take, Yo, I’m regretting decisions I didn’t mean to make, Telling myself it wasn’t my mistake, Truth be told, I say my shits real, But my mind says I’m the biggest fake, And I’m too prideful to say I need some help, Juggling all my shit by myself, I need some mental help, My girl wants my love but.. how can I love her if I can’t even love myself? Yo, I’m anxious Wanna take a moment to get things outta my head, Get some shit off my chest before I lay to rest, You see not long ago I was at my best, But one sinful day, life put me to the rest, It’s not easy doing shit on your own, Having to be brave and bold, when the worlds so dark and cold, And I wanna say “I did it” or “I now understand”, But the truth is I’m still just stuck on reminiscing bout my dark past, Bad people tend to hate, And the few good ones are never late, Choose wisely, You never know who the people close to you are meant to be, And it might just end in a tragedy, They’ll either break you or make you, It’s up to you to do, What you gotta do to make the people around respect you, And yeah, shout out to all you fighting through a struggle, The ones working on outdoing all the trouble, The ones that never get what we needed, but still do their best to come out undefeated, Middle finger to society, So called rappers these days have no variety, And get outta here with all your drugs, and negativity. Fuck all the wack “music” they try to feed you, It’s sad how easy they can mumble and it deceived you, Get your mind off that and listen to the fuck I teach you. Damn, (Not done yet, still workin on it)

I love you man, these instrumentals are perfect!!!

so deep and emotional, i love it. def gonna use. keep up the good work

Great job tommy heads flooded with words and emotion

was singing one of my brother's lyrics about a girl he deeply loved that he just broke up with, and damn this song really fits with it

you stay putting out the fire holy shit that violin!!

Very nice

100000/10

this is incredible man!

This is actually so good, makes me wanna write a song for it

beautiful. i am legit speechless

this is just brill. omg, luv it.

I'm late but I'm sooooo glad you did it! This was my request

Using this. This is beautiful! Those strings are tearing me apart 😨

Can you hear it; Depression is knocking; I’m stressing the small things; Will I be enabled to make the voices stop talking; I’m infected with the stressors; I’m in hell and I’m crawling; Through the flames of my own mind;

Absolutely beautiful

This is really pretty

When We fall down He’ll rise up On the wings of morning Rising past the sun Though we die We can hope cause we know God you are enough This is our story ends But this where life begins

Nice one

thanks for sharing! beautiful!❤️😊

All my past mistakes stare down on me and regret cement in me good memories fleeting living in these freeing tell me it is going to be okay tell me that you will stay tell me that the trauma will go away today i want to start new help me to come to people tenderly and without animosity tell me that this wont last forever when will this ever be over I thought it was over but somethings attach to your soul and leave a big hole I didn't ask for drama i didnt ask for a dead momma i didn't ask for this life im stuck and still i search i suffering yet i smile if you could see the person deep in me the one who has fears of failure fears of abuse and the one who has contemplated the noose why must these destructive thoughts be on the loose tell me it is going to be okay tell me that you will stay im sorry you cant live with me tell me the trauma will go away she just want me to hold her love her be there for her be the dad she didnt have be the husband that wouldnt abandon her i left her the distrust now deeper that a mine this shit got me going out my mind love dont leave please understand me hold me listen to me im crying out for love baby i dont have it to give baby i dont have it in me what could have been will never be to much water under the bridge

Ey man, anyway you could make the Instrumental for "Gang Shit" by Marlon Craft? That'd be insane 💯

THIS IS SO GOOOOOD 😍❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭 Can i put my song on Spotify using this beat because it's say free for profit.

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Yesssssssss

Donde estas? No te escondas más! Me dejaste en este cuarto obscuro Rodeado de muros De los cuales este corazón es prisonero Regresa por favor yo siento que muero Ya nada tiene color no siento el calor Me aferro al dolor Me hace sentir vivo Lo saco a flote cada vez que escribo Soy tu esclavo soy adicto a ti Pero huyes de mi Quiero salir y huir dejar a la depresión Atrapada en la letra de una canción Aun recuerdo el principio del final Diciendo adiós a mi familia desgarrando tu brial Poco a poco te alejabas más y más Sin notarlo me estaba quedando yo atrás Desde que no estás aquí Cada vez poco a poco más crece mi abismo Desde que no estás aquí ya nada es lo mismo Mis papilas gustativas perdieron el gusto por la vida

I don't know what changed me/ I think I need some help/ Tryna put on shoes that belong to someone else/

what's the tempo and key

This sounds way to similair to trauma like some parts including the vbeginning and chorus are almost identical

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Beautiful my friend😢