FREE | If I Die Tonight - XXXTENTACION TYPE BEAT | @sketchmyname 

Still here in 2024. Who's with me?

I hope that all who comes across this message get rich and achieve their highest dreams, my highest dream is to be successful with my beats, bless up and have a great day!!!!

I feel like X would've used this.

Too Much/ Crizzyless Verse 1 Too much on my mind i just up and lose focus, how am i suppose to live when money is the motive So called love from the people thats the closest, behavior starts to change im just hoping that they notice Sleepless nights praying I don't get a diagnosis, they say a flower sprouts even in the darkest moments If i were to die tonight baby would you notice, don't pretend to be thats how people end up broken. Verse 2 How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health. How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health. Lord forgive me as i vent, instead, i confess Inner heart hurt less stress. You know that feeling in your head , when u feeling soft. When your best was ur top but not enough girl i'm feeling lost, , feeling cold, feeling sold, to the devil. you and me. Sun to see, On repeat, on sleep, Can't breathe , Can't see. Why can’t I just be free Verse 3 Feeling so alone, I don't even want a phone When I look at it, blank, but I guess I should've known that nobody text, but nobody impress me But I still want love and I'm sure you agree No sign of help, tired of being by myself I got up, on my own, every single time that I fell But I want to tell you But I want to tell you Feelin down, feelin like a clown I just hide my sadness underneath this frown I'm sure you can't relate, or feel this burdened weight But it feels like the devil's got me stuck in checkmate Cuz I'm depressed but take no medication Only the raps I write calm the frustration Of never feeling better, they told me go get her But they never took it when I offered my sweater If I had a dollar for every tear that I shed Maybe I'd have friends for all the cash I could spend Last Verse (Verse 4) Tired of this pain Feel like I’m going insane All the these thoughts running through my brain, nobody understands the pain that I feel deep within Can’t trust nobody when they always switching lanes, messed up society when they all chase for the fame Instead of helping the people in front of their face Instead they make fun of people & call em a Disgrace Living life like in a horror game, passing the levels like I’m in a hail marry maze Trying to fight through depression with gods blood in my vein but how could I do that when I been losing faith How could I be strong when I do not have the strength How can I be happy when I drink to numb the pain Feel like I’m in a dark place, 10 feet deeper then my grave People act like they care but there all slithering snakes 2 faced bitches can’t choose a side I can’t relate, I keep it hunned so have some respect on my name What a messed up world we live in Judge someone by there looks no one cares about your opinions People rather act out in front of friends and put a fake smile and play pretend But what the fuck is wrong with being different Want me to put up a show for ur entertainment? Cause easily said then done but that is out of my intuition People rather copy and hate Instead make a change they all stay still the same People needa start looking at reality more put the jokes aside & start thinking deeper to the core Cause people have feelings to & they hurt more a lot deeper then the wounds but everyone is so blinded surrounded by the fake but this is the hell that I live in, trying to find the exit seems that I can’t find it. Took A Long Time Please Like And Comment How You Like It

If I die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take Dealing with these demons everyday They take my soul away

What thaaaaaa fuuuuuck 😭 way too talented my guy. How much for thaa exclusive

soundcloud.com/rnx-promotion-inc/silhouettes-mix-1 VERSE 1 If you saw the fire burning from horizons away. Would you say it’s too late? Would you say it’s too late? Would you let it consume, everything that it takes everything that it takes , (everything that it takes ) All the damage that cannot be undone, all the battles not won, This is only the beginning you wish you could outrun BRIDGE (You’re on a run away train without me, what have i done?) HOOK Silhouettes of my old dreams, the old things, all the memories, that I keep I wish I could go back in time Where problems were not present in mind Silhouettes of my old dreams, the old things, all the memories, that I keep I wish I could go back in time Where problems were not present in mind VERSE 2 Take me to that place Where the Problems erased Nothing really in mind I was just keeping pace I was living my life, n not running a race Nothing is the same Nothing is the same slowly over time it seems that everything will change BRIDGE I’m lost on a road of uncertainty Why do you choose to follow me? HOOK Silhouettes of my old dreams, the old things, all the memories, that I keep I wish I could go back in time Where problems were not present in mind Silhouettes of my old dreams, the old things, all the memories, that I keep I wish I could go back in time Where problems were not present in mind

The best part about this song, is the cringey raps in the comments

when this came out my sister had just died in a accident and i played this while intoxicated just to vibe to something, it ended up being a song i listen to when i need to think, to who ever made this i shake your hand

The day i lost you i could kill myself Stay away and work on someone else This life has cost you put it on the shelf Good thing i love you i cant kill myself These voices loud and i cant hear myself My brithers proud cuz he see us here Over came everything i dont have no fears Them birdies sign its so quiet here

when i see that sketch posted, i click simple as that

The vocals on this is so lovely 😢 it really gets you in your feels

This might is one of my favourite beats of all time. So cold, dark, and unattached. One of the few beats I would truly call a masterpiece. Truly amazing beat. Absolute 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Chorus: How can I love you I can't love myself. So I'll save your pain for someone else.

Fuiste lo que más quise en todo el mundo entero Pero yo estaba segundo otro estaba primero Y lo entiendo pero no mentí siempre te fui sincero Pero espero que te quieran tanto como yo te quiero No queria pero nuestros caminos se dividieron Querias alejarte y tus ojos no mintieron Me miraron con pena y tristeza a eso me refiero No puedes negar lo que nuestros cora' sintieron Yo se que tienes miedo, de que te puedan dañar Pero el que no arriesga no gana, me lo dijo mamá Y si no confío en ella dime ¿en quien voy a confiar? Se que tienes miedo baby pero naciste pa' amar Dame una oportunidad y solo déjate llevar Que si te arriesgas conmigo nadie más te va a dañar Te voy a cuidar o al menos eso lo voy a intentar Porque no puedo con todo y en el mundo hay mucha maldad Mismos gustos pero no los mismos sentimientos Perdon si soy tan directo con todo lo que siento Pero es que trato y no te saco de mis pensamientos Recordando tus besos y todos aquellos momentos Eramos dos tontos pero felices por dentro Pero es que desde que te fuiste ya no estoy contento Seguramente estas palabras se las lleve el viento Le pregunte a la luna ¿que hago?, y dijo: date tiempo Me siento triste de nuevo por pensar en tí Porque no estoy seguro si tú te acuerdas de mí No sé si esto no ha iniciado o ya le pusimos fin Es un sube y baja de emociones como un balancin Sinceramente fuiste lo mejor que conocí No sé lo que tu sientes ni yo se lo que sentí Mi mente dando vueltas to' el día pensando en tí No sé que más esperas si yo a ti todo te dí Dime cual fue mi error y en que yo te fallé Ojalá todo fuera como la última vez Quiero verte y decir después de tanto, lo logré Y si no funciona pues al menos lo intenté Tengo en mis pensamientos siempre presente Trato de no pensarte pero dícelo a mi mente Me esfuerzo pero creo que eso no es suficiente A pesar de to' te quiero mucho y para siempre

feeling this vibe fam, good work!

wavy af, you always make some heat

Jah would have been amazing on this😔

can i use if i plit pay on soundcloud with repost? my cloud is ALWAYSFOREVER

Choking by society Fear and anxiety Police keep stopping me I said please get offa me Heart stop can hardly breath Mum asking why I wear heart on my sleeve Honestly hate authority said plesse get offa me Heart stop can hardly breath Find space in the sheets with this freak now she get rough caught deep Issues of the past on her sleeve Daddy left home what you mean Tryna escape with substance might turn fien Everybody looking for the scene Had to leave job follow dream Choking by society Fear and anxiety Police keep stopping me said please get offa me Heart stop can hardly breath Time to make a change Free my mind from these chains They just wanted change now they trapped in cage Broke and hungry stories always gonna be the same Thats a shame , that's a shame , that's a shame Choking by society Fear and anxiety Police keep stopping me said please get offa me Heart stop can hardly breath Stuck in this system Back in school i didn't wanna listen Whys Everybody tyna play victim Like what happened What hit them Tryna keep these teens off the streets That's my mission

Girl how I love you, I can't love myself, each day I wake up wishing I was someone else x2

I literally made a song with a similar title like 2 nights ago I'm probably gonna hop on this tonight or tomorrow.

Thank you so much! This beat made my first, very own track!

Where are all my old friends. Sometimes i wish i could go back. Hanging on street and going know where thought my Brothers never leave until i know them They break my heart that never opend. Fake love was all that they showing YEah i was dumb yeah i know it Left me scared and my heart is now broken On the road with my homy But i ask myself do i know him Hes my family i dont chose him It feels weird that i dont know him Same old momy think thats the only

0:44 this part gave me chills

Lord forgive me as i vent, instead, i confess Inner heart hurt less stress. You know that feeling in your head , when u feeling soft. When your best was ur top but not enough girl i'm feeling lost, , feeling cold, feeling sold, to the devil. you and me. Sun to see, On repeat, on sleep, Can't breathe , Can't see.

Dont wanna hear about "you on your own" just come tonight and i'll hold you close.. Cause if i die tonight girl i die 'lone..

Two in the morning And Im feeling fucked up Two in the morning And I'm thinking bout you I know I ain't gonna sleep tonight And it ain't because I'm on that cloud No it ain't bout that I haven't looked back since that night I came clean When I told you everything I know it's hard to believe When many times I gave you bullshit apologize I know I ain't gonna catch up on my sleep When I'm trying to wake up from this fucked up state of mind Convincing myself that I really don't have you Can't close my eyes When errday feeling like a bad dream 2 in the morning and I'm feeling fucked up 2 in the morning Think8ng how I lost you

The Beat is an instant high. With his song with Lil Wayne Don't Cry it's a story within itself. RIH XXX Tension

I feel a lot of pain and a lot of sorrow, people living their life’s like there’s no tomorrow, without realizing that their life is but borrowed, so people take it for granted and fail to see beauty of it, while I’m looking on, trying to wake em up, call their bluff, but it feels like whatever I do just won’t be enough

If I die tonight I got a lotta rhymes to write To get it off my mind So you can read it while I'm leavin Got a lot to find I had it locked inside You never seen it but fuck it we all get lost in time It doesn't matter if you know that you the love of my life You the light in my night You the life in my last breath While I'm fighting the light Getting brighter by the second takin over my sight Hear the other side beckoning to listen and fly I wasn't living to die Get a vision and I Can see you shiver and cry It ain't too late to revive me, so I give it a try Every muscle in my body Every inch of my might I can open up my left eye I go for the right Where the fuck am I... To be continued

This beat really reminds me of the last xxx's album, got me all nostalgic in a second. Crazy matching the vibe dude.

Stay awake wishing I was someone else. Girl that I love you, I kill myself ?.. stay awake I wish I was..

Still here missin u x 😭

This is what I wrot elmk what you think! This pain so bad I swear it's something else I wish I loved you like I knew I should voices in my head tell me to carry on, but with all of this pain in my mind I'm feeling so alone I cannot breathe, it's hard to see , the reality this grave i'm digging seems to be the place I call my home man I'm out here on my own don't hit my phone hit my line i need some time spent thinking cause I swear I'm sinking im drowning in my thoughts my visions and my dreams, almost like this music comes out like machines, cause theres no emotion seen its just all poetry in motion, showing my devotion, to these lyrics drinking pain like its the potions, the cure to happy i won't be so sad everything will just dissolve their will be nothing bad

Yeah if i die tonight Maybe they will be right If i die tonight Would my momma be alright? Nah man i couldnt stand it I am so deep in my mind Am lost, so gone , not feeling fine Deppresion struggle me i cant breath Poision in my bloodstream unregular heartbeat Connection with the people i know Why i am still feelin alone? Nah i walked so far, i still cant see the light I am tired, no more puttin up fight to be alright Damn, you feel this, real shit And you cant do anything about it Standing in a crown feelin i stand out I dont belong here, inside i got fear And that shit i dont feel when you were here Lettin it go, findin the flow, going in the motion and keepin up with the ocean reflection moon deflection And i forgot to mention that I vibe this life in the other dimension But girl, listen My mind is the prision In fuckin depression It aint my decision to make the misson Sitting here my thoughts bleed Going in deep, isolated My life cant change i am painted black Emotions i cant feel them all anymore

How can you love me but don't love yourself Everyday you wake up just hurting yourself She don't tell you she see you for you Look me in my eyes What I say is 100% true The thought with some one else hurts I know But you need time to grow Sweet Xans is what helps you breathe Yet only acid is what helps indeed You take it to get away from your own mind But boy your so much better than what they are combined You should feel it deep inside This is my mind, a roller coaster ride Deep inside I hide with pride I kill myself hoping to end the hide But baby your one of a kind (x2)

I think its "girl how i love you i cant help myself each day i wake i wish i'm someone else"

0:22 I’m Tired of this pain Feel like I’m going insane All the these thoughts running through my brain, nobody understands the pain that I feel deep within Can’t trust nobody when they always switching lanes, fucked up society when they all chase for the fame Instead of helping the people in front of their face Instead they make fun of people & call em a Disgrace Living life like in a fucking game, passing the levels like I’m in a hail marry maze Trying to fight through depression with gods blood in my vein but how could I do that when I been losing faith How could I be strong when I do not have the strength How can I be happy when I drink to numb the pain Nd smoke OG’s KU$h strain to a deeper extend Feel like I’m in a dark place, 10 feet deeper then my grave People act like they care but there all slithering snakes 2 faced bitches can’t choose a side I can’t relate, I keep it hunned so have some respect on my name What a fuxked up world we live in Judge someone by there looks fuck your opinions People rather act out in front of friends and put a fake smile and play pretend But what the fuck is wrong with being different Want me to put up a show for ur entertainment? Cause easily said then done but that is out of my intuition People rather copy and hate Instead make a change they all stay still the same People needa start looking at reality more put the jokes aside & start thinking deeper to the core Cause people have feelings to & they hurt more a lot deeper then the wounds but everyone is so blinded surrounded by the fake but this is the hell that I live in, trying to find the exit seems that I can’t find it. Surrounded by fake love I can’t stand it..This is my world and your living in it, this is your time and how you define it. -𝒟𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 My insta is @babydolldess

I’m feeling perplexed I got you on my mind And it’s building up stress I didn’t want this roller coaster To come to an end I can’t seem why I couldn’t confess But now the time has passed and I’m sitting here pissed I should’ve done better You deserved better I wanna make things right so I’m writing you this letter I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you You’re probably feeling fed up No hidden surprise I’m leaving my cards faced up I have a tendency To keep my feelings inside Buried deep underneath Where I’m tryna put my pride As I sit here tryna write I’m barley noticing the effort you put in to making things right I fucked up, no lie I walked away cause I was afraid I would get my feelings caught up in the mix Of being just friends I see I’m being a bitch and I’m calling how it is I’m sick of not telling the you the truth I wanna burn this whole bridge so we can build something new Cause really I’m tryna vibe with you If that’s fine with you No more lies with you I’m tryna dine with you Maybe lie next to you I know that it’s gonna take time Before it gets there, If it was a race I’d be the tortuous gainst the hare Slow n steady is the winning pace I’d do whatever it takes If not feeling the same Ill give you my thanks respectfully walk away With my best of grace From a heart with no hate I’m in a better place

How can I love you when I don’t love myself ? Counting my scars recounting my steps Back in the past when your warmth used to help Now I’m in the dark the cold winds what I’ve felt Belittle me now and be rid of my peace Take my soul tell my demons I’m free Hold off the blasphemy You are my causality Walk off so calm but inside I’m raging heat I’ve walked a path I would wish for no other Carried my heart but gave to another I’ll give my last to you or my brother For the rest of our days we carry each other

This dark oppression, man it brings me some depression, every day you live just know it's a blessing, relating to the pain, I ain't got nothing to gain

Dear God, I love you I can't fear myself Stay away from demons, Please Stay awake Keep dreaming

Cut me off from who I thought I was You cut my heart in pieces and it’s obvious You don’t want no problems with, me So take a compliment Your love is much better Since I let go of the arguing

Hope Jah up top

If I die tonight Don’t worry you’ll be alright I belong to a different light If I die please don’t cry It might take a while But I promise you’ll find another reason to smile I don’t even know if I was one in the first place My life’s a dotted line because it’s incomplete and going absolutely no where I try to call for help indirectly in a snap or a post But it’s ignored due to the intentions and motives of most Having these “false” claims of sadness Making me battle with myself driving me to madness If I die tonight Please find a way to have fun Don’t think my death came from pills, knives or even a gun Think of it as a race with depression and I couldn’t run There was no way I could’ve won I love you all or at least I think I do So for that I’m sorry to the few people that care I couldn’t stand the darkness I was way too damn scared If I die tonight please don’t mourn With my soul gone A better person is born All I was good for was making others feel broken and torn I’m sorry but I gotta go Just gotta take off Ain’t nobody gotta know To anybody reading this Please don’t follow my footsteps Please find another path Because if you do what I do you’ll be consumed by darkness and all it’s wrath So please for everything you love or believe in Pave your own way Life is a marathon and you need to pace it If I die tonight Please know I was just a kid trying to be happy Until karma came back and hit me This depression is an itch I can’t scratch Death is a drug and I just feel so attached If I die tonight I can go knowing my story is with you and that I tried as hard as I could.

I said I’d never do drugs And hang with thugs And seek attention from the men that they mamas never gave em hugs So much suspicion It haunts me and I’m tossing and turning I need attention I eat it up like a blunt burning My solar plexus is feminine I’m a sexist for women Without the dresses we winning Confined and reminded that sex before marriage is sinning But I started questioning god And all the sudden I’m a freak for always peeping the signs I’m drunk, fucked up ,violent and suicidal I crash like a drink pilot and I question the Bible This is not a recital I’m not reciting no lines Im not excited at the fact that I’m addicted to lines I keep a grip on reality, for what? I make my own reality, so what? I’m paranoid and hyped like steroids Congratulations, to the system you won Bite the bullet, swallow hard Pop that pill, yeah swallow hard, I took a trip from reality so what? I make my own reality? So what, Liquor is my new love, and don’t forget the pills, I love that shit, it makes me forget that I’m real Tell me how does it feel To be accomplished in the eyes of your parents It’s apparent that I’m transparent Always n my feels I stopped loving people when it started to hurt

You made me stand on my feet Made my life full of enemies But you turned the table around me Got me doing your evil deeds Made it phrase for me “It’ll be the death of me” You gave me hope and prosperity But you knew what life you gave to me You told me “till death do us part your soul belongs to me” Been closed to death Knocked on his door What more could you ask for Done your deeds you still took my life And more away from me Till the point you branded me It wasn’t meant for what I got myself in for Now I got the death sentence for eternally sins I’ve tatted on me were my old memories “The more you walk the more I go,you run fast I’ll end you slow” I come to you face you End of the line My time is near Got tired of your red face Blacked bearded Did the good to end the madness So I can atleast have the life how I once had it If I die tonight just know I’ve had it

when try to get in your feels because it makes you feel something .

herkes bir bilinmezlik kimi kime işi düşünce akbaba gibi olursunuz devran dönünce iyi niyetimi asıyorum hayatıma kalabalık yapanları atıyorum ben senin gibilere katanlmoyorum

Vacio por dentro Me siento violento Cuando veo restos de felicidad Entre recuerdos No ha pasado mucho tiempo Sin embargo para mi se me hace eterno A punto de estallar Apunto en mi cuaderno Todos mis sueńos sin acabar Los llamé canciones Por retomar Como ideas que se esfumaron Me invaden los lamentos Por tanto que quise, no pude Losiento... En tiempos de guerra Tirar la moneda se hace inutil Versátilidad difuminada en mi portatil Hojas caduca en estaciones alocadas Donde la felicidad siempre se esconde entre caladas Todo tiene un precio Desprecio Aquellos que siempre me llamaron necio Por luchar por sueńos Que parecen imposibles Tangible, la mente del que escribe Pues si siente de verdad Lo plasma en folios y prosigue Si me muero mańana No se que pasara Alguien recordara Esta emblematica personalidad Dicen que me volvi loco Que no soy veraz, capaz Poeta introvertido Ahogo mis penas Con brugal Si vieran a traves de mis ojos Tantas oportunidades todas bajo llave Ser liberal, aprender de errores Cada vez peores Ilumino yo solito mi camino La suerte no se busca, se gana Recuerda tu destino aun no esta marcado Ya no me entristece ver a gente Que merece una dosis de karma El elemento que cura el alma Que mas da verdad...

til x descanse em paz do seu eterno fan e susesor fe im deus

X walking there and nobody noticing him... I think he really foreshadowed his death. Why i think of this? Riot: His death Sad: His funeral Moonlight: His spirit

Yeah, How can I love you When I can't even love myself Staring in the mirror feel like I'm looking at someone else Battle wounds I can't explain from the war within myself People telling me to talk about like that's gonna help I pray to god but he won't help me He keeps shurgging me off This lesson that he trying to teach me I not learning at all I never needed anyone I get up every time i fall Hatter's on my dick Waiting for me to fall off

Vamo a ver cómo yo empiezo, Por fuera yo me siento que estoy libre pero por dentro yo me siento que estoy preso, Estoy más duro que un brazo con yeso, Mi May me dijo tranquilo que el diablo siempre se alimenta deso, Que el camino es duro y va a ver tropiezo, Tu sigue caminando que eso es palte del proceso Tengo a mucha gente a mi lau, Pero te digo a la vez me siento solo, Me encierro en mi cuarto a oscuras y empiezo llorar solo, Y aunque ante nunca daba la comida, Ahora faltan gente porque sobra la comida, La personas que amamos nunca se olvidan, Y los recuerdo quedan pegau como si fueran estampita Y ahora me pongo yo a pensar, Que el tiempo qué pasó nunca ma va a regresar, Por eso tengo que vivir el actual, Solo me quedan lo recuerdo escritos dentro de una postal

0:20 0:43 (This is just something for me don’t worry about it🙂)

There comes a time when there is no more time. Now I will make this Decision of mine. This is the time when my future is no longer bright. this is the time where I am seeing the light. You know the reasons don't act like you don't. You'll see me with a rope hugging my throat. You know the reasons don't act like you don't. Don't be surprised when I don't leave a note. Offense or defense passive or violent, you know the reason my heartbeat is silent.

I had a dream last night Where you appeared/ And when you started talking To me it didn't feel weird// You knew exactly which words To use as if you rehearsed them/ And I swear your voice is even More beautiful in person// I told myself "don't cry" And then I started crying/ I think of you everytime I see the moonlight shining// I felt depressed and obsessed And don't know if I am/ Asked you if you could save me And you told me you can't// The same fucking way you Couldn't save Jocelyn/ And my heart ain't numb Even if I say it's frozen// I said fuck love 'cause Getting hurt is pretty whack/ You told me I should carry on And take that sentence back// How could you stay so positive After what happened/ You were one of my Motivations to keep rappin'// I miss you so much I'm drowning in my tears/ You left too fucking soon, man I hope you rest in peace// ... X

I wrote to this beat🔥🔥 uploaded on my channel. I gave you credit bro!

بلا مقدمات خسارة لعام لي راح معاك حبينا نجيبو وليدات تفارقنا عليا مسالات فاك وعلاش عليا كنت نية محشبتلهاش حساب غمضت عينيا حبيتك ليا ساعة غلقتي الكتاب قلبي ولا ضعيف منليجاست قاصوني فروح الحب لي كان نقي راح فهمت بلي واحد ميدوم وليت عايش وحيد حاب نرحل منا ونروح واحد مافاهمني صاهر وحيد نحكي للمون فحياتي عرفت ديب لوف نتي كنتي فايك لوف نزيد نحب نون واقيلا نساوني طول واقيلا راني فلامور صدقني عايف لامور ننكر لعشرة وندور خدمتهم هاذو ما يدومو وحدي نصوڨ فلبابور سوفونير فراصي يدور نتفكر فليامات كاره ومڨابل مون فقلبي اسير مسجون يشوف فيا مجنون متقليش يفوتو ليامات هكا راني صولو طول حكايتي بدات حلوة بحلاوة لفريدون نسيت بلي فدنيا ديما لفري ما يدوم وش نوصيك خو تعلم لسانك تصوم اقرب عبد ليك هو لي باين عليك يدور متقليش ديفو فيك صدقني كنت معاها ليزوم عشنا كيف كيف لا فولي وفلافان خرجت انا لمهبول نقولو صفا الي مالڨري لو كور بليسي حكايا بدات فليسي حكايتي شغل سير مزبوط ونكره نداصر فروحي وضايع محاصر خرجت فلافان انا لخاسر غربة نفسية نتي لو سال نخاف عليك كيما ماسار هكك وشنا شي لي صار بركاني هاج فيا دمار خرجت علين عواج المسار ضهري شبع ملهدات قلبي حالف علامور نسنا نولي فسلامات خايف نغفل نعدي للامور ربي لي عالم بنية مي دوماج وحدي نشكي للمون سحابة وفايتة وعلا هاذي جوسوي داكور . سي فري فراقك عياني وعياني التخمام نسيي نقنع روحي بل حنا جامي كنا لو مام لحكاية فاتت مي موحال نزيد ندير لامان منيش صفا ومانيش حاس بل امان عادي عدا عام ضقنا فيه حلاوة لمرار عشنا درنا درنا مي انا لي خرجت با ضرار حبينا وليدات ف لحلال وحبينا نديرو دار انيلي واصل ودارين حكايتك ماهيش افار

Another sick rap written by rudy rudon 🔥 had to post nigga was to be maid..... Start reading at 45 sec Yow am like if i die tonight That day when i am in my silksuit Balck shoes . Tie around my neck Pastor n every body paying Respect where its due Yow am like if i die tonight I wana be remembered for the real See the fire in my eyes fock the fake Am on bigger dreams wanting major deals every time i close my eyes i See that rapper dream Niggas be living life love n hate as i be investing in real estates major moves nigga Hit the block focking checkmate

Uh yeah ..., Girl I hate the way you make me feel, i hate that I miss you still , if I die tonight will you miss me still , I hate theses pills but They make me feel so when you peep this please keep it real ..... girl I hate the way you make feel I still wish we kept it real

Wrote a song to. This, and it got copyrighted, and taken off youtube.

Yo continuo pero ella dice que pare pase lo que pase,pero es que pasó el peso de tus mentiras hace que cante cuando vengas a buscarme ya no estaré ya será tarde,demasiado daño ya me hiciste me has dicho 1000 veces tk y ninguna la sentiste mentiste,y yo fui tonto al creerte la verdad cuando escuches este tema te romperás aún mas prefieres a un pavo que no te hace feliz pues muy bien,que con el te vaya perfecto y bueno,la diferencia te la explico aqui el quiere billetes,yo olerte el pelo y si te piensas que te volveré a perdonar mejor vete por donde has venido y tío,si te piensas que esto va a ser el final ni te ralles, directamente no hubo principio Soy 500 árboles destinados a darte oxígeno cuándo con los demás te falta el aire y ahora mi corazón está un poco insípido igual que tus promesas, todas en braille nose porque me tuve que enamorar de ti a cupido la flecha se la romperé para que no se vuelva a repetir,no vuelva a sufrir cuando escuches esta canción no sabrás ni que decir espero que mis sueños nunca se cumplan pues esta noche soñé que te ibas y no volvías nunca esa frase la dije hace dos meses cuando lo mejor que se te daba era querer y no echar culpas Y lo mismo, este tema ni lo grabo No quiero demostrarle que me dejó tan tocado Supongo que a veces el orgullo va de lado Que con tu apatía, fijo no lo tienes claro Y me jode, querer tanto y que ni lo valore sin ser romántico hasta te daría flores Si he pasa'o por ti el peor de los dolores Si te dedicado cada una de mis canciones(X2) me daba rabia que te agobiaras por cualquier cosa que tu forma de quererme iba a ratos,iba a horas solo que el tiempo hace reflexionar,igual que tu amor que sufre el efecto mariposa el efecto mariposa el efecto mariposa No puedo quemar tus fotos Sin antes arder en cada una de ellas Odio tanto mirarme al espejo Odio tanto no tenerte cerca ahora m tienes escribiendote cnciones ala mdrugada pensando si eras o no la mujer indicada yo me guiava por mi cora y tu por la gente,por eso ahora no estas presente en mi madrugada en mi madrugada en mi madrugada yo me guiava por mi cora y tu por la gente por eso ahora no estas presente en mi madrugada 08170

Hook: Stay I love you more then myself. Stay I'd love you more then someone else.

The title hit hard RIP our dear angel 😔💔

*How could I love you, I can't love my self, each day I wake up wish I'm someone else....* 💔 the icon that walked amongst this earth is now walking in the heavens above us👀 RIP jah we're still here bro💪

If yall aint heard Mic Righteous go in on this beat, you needa listen, shits incredible, check Mic Righteous - Because I Love You

If I die tonight I'ma bet it will go without a cry, I Remember back when my parents used to fight, and i ain't even trying to lie waking up I cry, wondering why every time go out it's another crime, I just wonder why, I wanna see us ball, I was always trying, they want to see us fall, we been in the field, posted with them all, And its fuck the streets, they be in the cars , you want all the smoke, but you got all the cops, you been on the road, you want all the shots, posting at the school, we gotta keep it hot, We steady grinding still, we wanna be a star, So I won't ever stop, they be with the squad, Taking off on the quad with a little heart, We be up in sandy filling up the carts, They be in the cold steady leaving one a part,

La noche es gélida como esta realidad nada es para siempre pero mira esta angustia se aproxima a la eternidad pues tu ausencia es mi ansiedad y tu presencia una mentira. Cada día una ilusión diferente que empieza como una forma de vida y acaba como otra muerte viviendo en un bucle constante, como un pájaro que da vueltas sobre una farola de forma errante. Si hoy llego a donde llego es por todo lo que un día fui destruí mi ego y luego lo reconstruí hay que ser muy necio para luchar contra mí, me escuchan hacerlo bien y les parece un déjà vu. ¿Qué clase de frase va a conseguir humillarme? Si tengo obras y obras que son mi propio desarme ¿Qué clase de base va a conseguir erizarme la piel? Si cada vez que escribo arribo versos que son miel ¿Cómo puede ser, que tras componer tantísimo, siga con este altísimo nivel? ¿Y saben qué? Tengo miles de seguidores que me adoran, pero desde la primera hora yo soy el más fiel. Nunca se me acaba el fuel... Y ahora menos que comprendo más que lágrimas y hiel. Soy el perverso que compuso sobre hacer masacres, y el que puso los versos más acres, sí, soy aquel. SOLITARIO A muerte con mis letras, y con ellas hasta la vida (x2) A muerte con mis letras y con ellas hasta la vida, si el panorama me respeta, yo ni te lo imaginas. Me desean lo mejor sabiendo lo que dejé atrás, y por más que me deseen me merezco mucho más. Pasee por la ciudad con mi mascara de gas, hoy respiro ese aire impuro con total impunidad. Yo te doy lo que me pidas, pero dime tú qué das, más que miles de mentiras cubiertas de vanidad. Te besé y no te creí, fui sincero y me mentí, esos versos que escribí, no los hice para ti. Tantas falsas burocracias pa luego acabar así, y si me odias de verdad, ¿Por qué no te vas de aquí? Si no te personalizo es porque tan solo analizo, cada situación que hizo, que cayera en el hechizo, tú solo eres una piedra más en esta trayectoria, pero a veces una página cambia toda la historia... (Una página más, en este extenso libro dramático) Y SI ME ODIAS DE VERDAD, ¿POR QUÉ NO TE VAS DE AQUÍ?

Love this beat just wish he wasn’t singing the whole time 😭

Quick sing nice beat btw Gun straight through my heart Bullets shown with scars now Ripped and torn apart My heads not screwd on hard I Think I've had enough Think I'm out or my mind Can't get back the love Hope shatters And now it's gone And if I die tonight I hope you will not be fine I hope that you'll be out of your mind I wish you with pain and fire After all those things I gave you and got nothing in return did not expect a thing But at least you could of tried to make it work Counting all the hours till its gone Quick bullet and I'm dead (mother f,cker) Now this is how it's ending And i said it was gonna hurt If I die If I die If I die If I die tonight oh If I die If I die If I die If I die tonight yeah Caused me pain I should of know you were not good (sh, t) I hate you but I'm sorry For everything that happend Now I am lying on the floor One slit and it be damaged

Im not even gonna be edgy like most are but this song is so relaxing too fall asleep too But i cant levae without saying RIP x

I’ve lost my inner conscious I think I’m depressed, My minds blank full of anxiety & stress,

Have to learn to love myself, I’m still working at it A functional dependent, I’m a working addict I laugh behind the pain, yeah I try to mask it Biggest character flaw? How I remain static If I look into the mirror, my reflection’ll shatter The glass couldn’t be clearer, it’s imitating my pattern I am tattered and torn, just like my old notebook When’d my strait & narrow curve like it was a coat hook? I’m lost In a sea of tranquility, visibly getting rid of the ability to act willingly Sufferin mental fragility, I am waking up dizzily, drinking all of my sympathies, I can’t stand it to live with me Talking like another person is inside of me I’m wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me & If I point him out, would he say bye to me? Either way I’ll be lonely, oh what an irony It’s fine with me Grew up an only child, with nobody to vent to, whenever shit’s getting wild, I go cry in my bedroom, but still nobody can hear it Suffice it to say, it seems my only saving grace is I can make it a lyric Lay it over a beat, all with delivery peerless & then allow it to leak so finally somebody hears it Once prayed to the spirit, left with my glass half empty Now prey to the spirits, at least they fill me plenty How can I love you, I cant love myself Each day I wake up, wish I’m someone else How can I love you, I cant love myself Each day I wake up, Each day I wake up Wishin I was someone else, i threw my coins in the well I put my eggs in one basket & I hoped they would sell & I was hoping you could tell that I’ve been dreaming of this Ever since a little kid eating reeses and Twix Ever since I saw my mom being to beaten to bits & Ever since I saw my dad screaming, bleeding and shit Let’s talk about the good times, I believe they exist But not a one’ll come to mind, how memories play tricks I’m lost In a sea of tranquility, visibly getting rid of the ability to act willingly Sufferin mental fragility, I am waking up dizzily, drinking all of my sympathies, I can’t stand it to live with me Talking like another person is inside of me (who?) I’m wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me (it’s him) & If I point him out, would he say bye to me? (Nah) Either way I’ll be lonely, oh what an irony It’s fine with me

one of the best youtube beats of all time

0:56 : tu dois avoir fini la première partie

Yooo this the hardest beat ever kid way in Tampa swing to it

I would've loved you till my dying breath until the world ended and only you and I were left I forget all the bad times and I let thoughts of you into my head until I'm sick and stuck in bed now i don't give a fuck again

Oque vc sabe sobre amor??? Myd-dor

every time i feel calm somebody dies or somebody goes i lose a piece of my mind then my thoughts every single night curled up in my bed there is where i rote i don't wanna live i want to die 💯

How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health. How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health.

How will I love you, I can't love myself? I woke up wishing I was someone else I wish for better days, but see no help I wish for better days I wish for better days but ~ Told me you liked the way I make you feel This feelin that I'm feeling can't be real You had me thinking we was something real You had me thinking we was You had me thinking we was somet-

Does anyone know how to get the beat for non profit use?

I say I'm trying but I know I'm getting worse all I can do is say. I love you and goodnight to my parents and pray for forgiveness cause my depression is slowly conquering me again

Reflecting on relationships time :(

This vocals is from "Montty Datta - i can't love myself"

can i use this for a beat for a song and post it on soundcloud?

Y cada problema que se hace me consume el alma mi mente quema quiero escapar de esta condena tantos años por vivir pero vivo con pena solo espero que me pasen cosas buenas debo llevar un emblema algo que me recuerde el espiritu se renueva sal afuera siempre despierto no te duermas dale bombea sangre a al corazon haz que se mueva busca una nueva terapia haz que se haga corta que mi mente sane antes de soplar la torta las personas de mi familia me importan siempre estan conmigo son gente que me aporta te dare un aspecto de este idiota que no le hizo notar su amor alguien que su amor si brota los recuerdos a la larga asotan solo quiero viajar al pasado y reparar su alma rota estar con ella no dejarla bota-da sus recuerdos aparecen en silencio cuando despierto y mi cabeza esta en la almohada se siente real pero yo se que no es verdad la verdad es que ella me hace mal aunque lo niegue y me diga que es felicidad solo me miento a mi mismo no es por tener mediocridad no se comportarme a mi edad la vida no viene con instrucciones falsas la vida es una falsedad hagas lo que hagas no te acostumbres a tu zona de seguridad tanta pasion por algo y luego te dejara de gustar disfuta el ritmo todo va su linea es la teoria de cuerdas feliz con poco hago hasta magia aunque no haga desaparecer esta nostalgia prendo fuego al porro cuando lo toco tantos pensamientos ideas se me prende el foco pero al llegar a casa y darme cuenta que estoy solo me sofoco ojala tener ese sueño contigo no fue tanto lo vivido pero del viaje aun me acuerdo del recorrido solo espero que lo mismo hayas sentido ese dia que decidimos ir por un camino divido.

5 years later and I’m just now hearing this. Forgive me.

was here from the beginning. i just came back in shocked. 2 months later, -1m views. congrats, you deserved it.

This beat is so bless it don't even need lyrics... let the ting vibe, most heavenly shit I've ever heard. mad. let it resonate in your soul. This the shit dreams are made of.

My eyes full of tears friends turning to enemies, people selling soul for fortunet and fame, trying to remain strong in this society where things are being loved and people are used, Nobody seems to have a clue of god This evil must stop

If i die tonight, if i run towards that white light i don’t think anyone will be by my side, all that things that happend on that day i will let em slide, i really see how much i love her i think i can see her eyes in the final breath of my life, i whisper sorry but that sorry never reached. I should’ve never got out that night stayed home to look at my moms beautiful eyes and hug her tell her that I didn’t mean to get all angry on her last night, i really need to get up this ain’t it.. this is not how it ends there’s gotta be anther way..shot in the middle of the street and all my blood gushing away, just as i open my eyes there he was siting next to me he told me: how does it feel to finally realize that this life is so short, do you feel the guilt for the things you never did but you know you could, finally you see that death was always there it would catch you in your fastest car and it would reach you in the tallest building, and yet people feel so powerful and feel immortal towards death, never knowing they are maybe a breath away from it. Hug the ones you miss, build those bridges you burned, tell your mom the food is good even if it isn’t, always find time to fix that car with your dad, listen to your grandma/grandpa stories, tell her how you feel about her and put that pride aside because I assure you, you will be taken away just like everything has his begging and his end. So enjoy this life and do good for the good will help you.

Who else heard atlus rap to this n then hinted down the instrumental to drunkenly rap with your friends? Just me?

I wonder how much the exclusive rights for this beat must cost now 🤔

most beautiful beat i’ve heard in forever, jus finished writing the song . ill come back to this comment when the cover arts done & it’s posted 💖🖤

Your locked in my mind Rest in peace I know your looking down from the sky Everytime I think About cha I just wanna cry

I just posted a song to this and it would mean the world if you just commented and lmk what you think

i can put some words to a beat if you wanna work together on a song? take a chance on someone using their non business profile?