Hopeless as enough I keep my roses in a bunch Cause laying demons before I cut I thought u would see it enough Trust, me finally... Cause losing you be, my dying degree If you agree suicide can't make this mind free Then you must be stupid to not know my stretchers and I-V Confined to a bed...under spells of a poison ivy all these sincere letters, signed me Undiscovering self with no ID Thinkin my steps move perfected shit not me It took words of my dying brother, to get me to escape, wildly, dreams fill my void, try me Choose wisely You special, you remind me You lose self, then it would take truth to find me You got hatred, I resume violently I loss You, You lost me You gave up the fight, You were beside me You left us, You siked me, how exciting To lose you, cam, candice, entirely Im firing up thoughts cause her thoughts taking over Im yelling, cause my rage burning, I hate to hurt her, conveying this murder Portraying this murder Wanna save you further Before you can never look at me the same That shit like stories of pain, I can't contain Piercing my heart, restricted with flames I feel it in vein, that you sick in vain It peeling my brain, that you think healing is change Nah that shit take time, scorn, loss and gain I used to tally up these faults, and put it in a frame Cryin yesterdays revealing my sane Dying to medicate dealing my ways Pride it myself while clearing my name Find it in myself mirroring my stains Hear me, I know, but that truth scary So kill me in blame Tip me over, cliff me when I'm drain See Thats the voices Inappropriate I ain't prone to quit Choices Avoiding it I got so many bones to pick Roses to sift In this garden I kiss you while ur mind harden In ya eyes I can see the skys falling I can speak to your tiredness, why is it me callin I called again, to see if your soul starving