[chorus] starts at 0:26 i try to explain myself nobody’s listening The loved ones are the ones that keep vanishing No i don’t feel lonely no i don’t feel capable to do everything If i overdose there then bitch you better drop with me Ion feel high, ion feel low but when you look me in the eyes that’s when you feel low I love you with all my heart And you better know it But after all that happened i don’t think you wanna show it Everything we done i helped you get through it You left a black hole and i can’t outgrow it Slow down ion wanna get you in your feels right now I overthink and it’s night now [verse 1] starts at 0:52 The devil standin by my side Tellin me to do the stuff that ain’t right I let him stab me in the back I tell him to go back you think i don’t see you standin by my brain He told me grab cigarettes and smoke a pack Your shit makes me lose myself you make me go insane It’s crazy how people change on you When you need them the most they don’t answer you When you left you weren’t who you are that changed the fucking view When i’m high i’m a lion in the zoo Ion need your love i just need someone new I need someone that is true And who is different from you [pre chorus] starts at 1:18 Nobody’s listening Nobody’s watching When i looked at you i kept falling for you Now when i look at you i see a devil Ion wanna see you no more my girl is on another level She is something special She is someone that i need forever She is someone that i need forever (She is someone that i need forever) [chorus] starts at 1:31 i try to explain myself nobody’s listening The loved ones are the ones that keep vanishing No i don’t feel lonely no i don’t feel capable to do everything If i overdose there then bitch you better drop with me Ion feel high, ion feel low but when you look me in the eyes that’s when you feel low I love you with all my heart And you better know it But after all that happened i don’t think you wanna show it Everything we done i helped you get through it You left a black hole and i can’t outgrow it Slow down ion wanna get you in your feels right now I overthink and it’s night now
this is something i came up with i never post my lyrics but i really felt a connection to this one its just like it says in the first line im spilling out my guts getting everything off my chest in one straight shot tell me if you like the lyrics and if i should actually finish it into a song 0:12 i just keep on making music spilling out my fucking guts but its everytime i post a track its like nobody listens up i just feel like giving up, i could really give a fuck i aint really going nowhere in this life im out of luck so i just keep smoking weed and keep putting up my defense not cuz you'll hurt me i would hurt you first i have my demons im not the type to fall in love no more i lost the feeling i had to take the time to try to face my fucked up secrets i just feel like smoking and drinking till i cant feel a thing i just want a bad bitch thats savage that fucks without the strings no wedding rings no in betweens no ups and downs no ins or outs just good sex maybe good friends but no more we just fuck around cuz my hearts been broken cut open i've lost my mind i know it i feel like something is up with my damn head i cant focus i just keep thinking and sinking inside my thoughts im drowning so i take this bottle of crown toss it up and fucking down it i feel like im so exstatic so happy that i cant stand it say im doing great and im working hard to anyone whos asking ' they wont know my lifes in havoc cuz im smiling always laughing they wont know my hearts in shambles walk around like nothing happened
Write all these feelings down I’m so drained out I can’t put you first I don’t wanna stay down Everytime I trust a liar that shit don’t bound I just want real love in my world that ain’t found Break me break me I’m already damage Hate me hate me I’m already finished Give up on me I ain’t even living I already died a long time it’s livid (2x) They say they have my back but everytime I look back they in my past I don’t wanna trust I ain’t going out bad Going out sad Bitch I’m doin bad But I’m doin good but I’m still sad Look me in my eyes I can tell the lies I’m so numb I’m paralyzed I see the lies they ain’t even ride I look at my phone that shit very dry Tears can’t stop falling right from my eyes I’m so trapped I can’t even think right I’m thinking they was gonna ride But everytime they lied I hate feeling lonely I’m forever traumatized Break me break me I’m already damage Hate me hate me I’m already finished Give up on me I ain’t even living I already died a long time it’s livid (2x)
I Swear It Hurts I Swear It Hurts Me It Didn’t Work And That’s The First Thing Life Been Beserk So I Been Working Til It’s My Turn The Wheels Ain’t Turning Just Let Me Burn Swear I Been Learning Bridges Been Burnt Listen No Rehearsals On This Life Shit Shit I Want A Wife Shit Happy Every Night Shit Have A Family No Chasings High Every Night Shit
Yeah I fighting off depression, demons trynna block my blessings , I can’t go out like that gotta be lesson, know my mom smiling from heaven, promise ima teach em all a lesson, that I am not to mess with I really do it, they was calling me stupid now it’s a band for my new kicks, yeah I’m really ruthless, & I’m always in the in the lab so you know I keep the aprons, all this money that I’m taking gonna take me on vacation, thought it was my birthday the way I bring this cake all y’all keep hating, can’t rush the grind gotta be patience , see your spot then take it off the medication moving like I’m in the matrix, saw spot I had to take , all of a sudden all these hoes get naked, remember back then they said I ain’t shit had me feeling basic , the talent that I’m wasting felt like I stuck up in a grave quick, all these money ima make it, just wait until I’m famous… stay up in your lane, what another man does never do the same, pave your own way you gon make it someday, wanna wake up in LA with the sun rays…
