Lately I've been acting more than I've been relaxing My actions just keep taxing and bad karma keeps compacting One day I reigned as captain, I'm retired like Hugh Jackman How did all of this happen? Need three wishes like Aladdin See I don't give a damn about a bad reputation No one knows just what I'm facing And I'm trapped inside a basement while chasing Angels, demons, kings, queens, and dragons Revert back to what had been, what happened Play back the scene like action The Sandman keeps taking my dreams away The scape's reduced to shades of grey I'm living in a vacant state of questioning the sun's decay And penciling til break of day Just play it off like you're okay and maybe they'll all go away But who out there can understand? Please stop laughing when I think I can I'm learning how to be a man Yet sometimes I miss the days of crayons Of innocence and holding hands Sorcerer's stone and Spider-Man That's where this story first began like damn.. But I'm a different kind of breed: sentimental Miss your smile, talking dental We keep drifting like Pangaea, continental Seems like every time I mess up it gets more monumental Don't give up, this is something that I'll just have to get over Wishing I was older and my shoulder's growing colder Let me smoulder til I'm sober No use dwelling cause it's over Fuck the past, present's closure Hopeful future, four leaf clover Edit: Thanks to everyone for the helpful, positive feedback. If you want to listen to my music my name's "Retrieverr" and I'm on Soundcloud.
you can't change the world but you can change your mind try to change your girl and she exchangin guys this a crazy world imma stay inside wanna say a word but i'm afraid to die that's my cryptonite i escape and hide every single night when i sit and write
Yondo I'm a underground landmine Just wait until this bomb blows Never change sides I'm still rocking the same clothes Maybe I can change minds While spitting these damn flows Ridiculous penmanship Just a old soul 19 years old With nowhere to go Envisioned with out of the box rhythm The make you sit stop and listen Gifted with these sentences I've written Got so many bars I've been living in prison Superstitious My group malicious This food for thought is delicious Rap is my religion
So many soft ass dudes these days man . Nothing wrong with a man crying . But yall be crying to stuff like this ? Almost at least ... damn dog if you a straight male please don't take this as anything other than helpful advice but NEVER speak like that around women . I don't care what the movies and TV said. You will cause a drought trust me
Trapped (Verse 1) gotta get this off my chest feeling like my lifes a mess why do I feel so lost tryna piece all I’ve got everyones moving fast I feel like im stuck in this spot and I got no where to go just taking life/as it goes is the big man really upstairs ? does he gotta plan/just for me this another step/in my book lil insight/of my story Just another kid/in this cold world see the dark cloud/over my head and when there’s/people around me I still feel alone inside of my head this my therapy/this my call out if you can relate/to my fall out know your not alone/on this road have a lil faith/youll find hope This the realest shit that ive wrote straight from the heart/aint no joke (chorus) feel like these walls/all around me trying to trap me in been in the dark so long I dont know how long its been is the light ever gon find me or is it because of my sins been in the dark so long trapped in the darkness with in (Verse 2) Fuck this depression/has me suppressing Control over my mind/never eases the tension now im use to the feeling/these days never interested tryna cancel my plans/and be in bed 24/7 I wanna be on my own/but dont wanna die by myself Its so hard to explain/the damage done By mental health i hope this song right here/helps someone else And I want you to know/that its okay to get some help (chorus) feel like these walls/all around me trying to trap me in been in the dark so long I dont know how long its been is the light ever gon find me or is it because of my sins been in the dark so long trapped in the darkness with in
Well there once was a kid named Mak Got caught by the corner store selling that smack didnt even know he was sellin all that Did it so can pay fo ma's pad Would you believe me if I told you he was white not black Now sit back While I gotchu in my grasp N Listen to my rap All those rhymes spitting like I'm mad All the time From deadbeat dad Writing all this on my lawyer pad N a G2 pen need Inspiration Disappeared like vaporation But im Snoop doggy dogg after probation Peace at heart no discrimination need my unemployment compensation So I can go To a studio N get My shit On radio stations what you guys think??
yea ive been dreaming is something must people hide in side there feelings how are you doing bitch I'm chilling cause Im young holding the world in my hand and all this bitches thirsty for a rapper and his bands I aint talking about musicians, talking about whats on my hand damn I just wanna rewind this shit, cause life moves too quick and soon I'll be lying in a pit but for now I ma shine like my name brad pitt never switching for no hoe never snitching on my bros they wanna see me grow, so they can pull me low I cant be fucking with that shit cause I'm balling like LeBron and some weed is what I'm on everybody moving on karma be so heartless and life has no passes spreading to the masses and for my haters like cancer on they asses rapper of the century this the shit they should of tought me in elementary life is nothing but luck and lucky be when you end of the cemetery I keep it going never stoping after the punch line/ In my work I'm detecated I aint stopping for no half time/ so much gold and no silver we aint counting dimes/ The shit I tell is on another level that elevator can't handle spit bars like I was mental life is only temporary issa rental I feel like spitting up bars, never wasted in no bar, cause I'm always dreaming cars, I ain't saying my life terribly cause its not its amazing,I just wanna reach another level never settle for less, If you tryna impress, you can't, I'm your fucking luttenet and you better adress me when I speak,
cussing and discussing im glad we entertwined I'm on a whole other level my mind is so confined seems scripted by the the devil it would really blow your mind the type of shit I really know i keep it in disguise you may think u had a come up i stay steady on the climb Cause karmas like a woman she vengeful but she fine stay faithful to the truth that bitch be sweet as wine u might have a bad bitch but she ain't as bad as mine I tell you hell hath no fury against the likeness of my kind (bud) hindsight 20/20 always searching for rewind but I could never find it now I strive to change my life learning to live in the present preserve the good inside my mind the blessings manifested by my God he by my side free will is to be tested swiped your card it was declined the knowledge I've accepted did not cost a single dime it's all a part of life learn one lesson at a time so take it fuckin slow kick back enjoy the ride
campaign for more life pulled over twice i'm 2 fine chase shots with diced limes same game with more dice that means more numbers in your mind, more about champagne on pure ice same lane the whole time race in cars while i rhyme same gang that's 4 guys with 8 sides split symmetrical they all have 2 eyes bbq with my new chick got me trigger happy might just pull it, she made desert topped wit cool whip
soundcloud.com/user-640283707-350869195/running-on-empty-prod-by-yondo I posted a track to this beat, let me know what you guys think. Thank you so much Yondo for the tight ass beats!
raise up my guard leaving this pause many they set out to fall mind on my zone can't lose nothing at all fuck what they mean I can count up stars still don't mean shit you gonna stall
going down this road for the last time Really thought I would’ve learned from the last time Now I’m steady tryna stretch out my dime Cause my bank account all but flatlined Always had my friends backs, but who got mine? Had to learn to learn the hard way, cut a few ties Times are dark but I know the sun will rise Got a couple scars on the way but I grew wise Won’t lie times got tough, and I grew out of touch Just about ran out of luck Still drank. Still smoked. Still fucked. Turned a blind eye to my ways I Couldn’t see myself in the mirror for days I Had to get myself up out that maze I Had to ease up on that lemon haze Had to grow up, think smarter Improve my flow, go harder Won’t compromise I won’t barter Won’t rest til go farther Than I ever have, cause I never had Anything worth working towards Growin up on the boulevard, Where every whip is a hoopty civ’ or accord We were the poorest, had no resources What the fuck was we gone do? Legally forced into becoming whores Strung out on the drug that we turned to
if tomorrow was yesterday, you would miss today… something wrong with right now huh? everythings okay right now everything alright right now take it for what it is not what it could be right now is the best its ever gunna be. life is only gets harder the devil only gets smarter no sense in being her martyr if tomorrow was yesterday you would of missed today… Pockets empty, down and out. Extra extra read all about the prince who lost his crown. Small town no space to think, third eye open never blink, call up shawty kiss the pink, loud on 11 what you think? Crew heavy, you can call my Mr. February, Cupid for short, holdin down the north. East to be exact, I'm me homie yall just act. I keep it chill, Pop a xanax pill, shoot to thrill. phone bills late, white t dirty, trying to change my fate. Keep it real, fuck a deal, nerves of steel, what's up homie how you feel? Glow up never grow up, Iont hold the rock I throw it up. Then I hold it down for the diamond city, twirl shawty round cause she so pretty. Iont pray I just let my rhymes pave they way.
Late Night Reminiscing... Smoking On Blunts Thinkin Bout How We Be Living, Shorty Calling My Phone Talking Bout Ion Listen, Shorty Chill Out Why You Tripping?? Need A Moment To Myself That's That Shitt I Been Missing, Niggas Been Acting Different, Acting Distant I Just Sit Back N Give Them They Distance, Praying To God Asking For Forgiveness, Gon Make It Out The Hood With God As My Witness, I Can Hear The Homies Saying Brogod Take Care Of Business, Gotta Do It For Them Gotta Do It For Me Nigga I Really Gotta Get This, Lately Feel Like I Been Tripping, So Don't Get Me Wrong But.. I Don't Got No Time For These Bitches See I'm On Money Shitt, I Don't Got Time For Dat Funny Shitt, Chasing A Bag On Some Hungry Shitt, I Don't Got Time For Dat "Ricky Do You Love Me?" Shitt, Don't Misjudge Me I Just Ain't No Dummy Bitch, My Fault I'm Frm A Place Where It Ain't Always Sunny Bitch, N When I Make It Out Ion Wanna Hear You Lucky Shitt, Cuz Ain't Shitt Sweet Round Here Unless You Going To Da Store To Get Some Honey Bitch, Ain't No Love Out Here Just Money Kidd, It Is What It Is So Fuck It I'm Feeling Lovely Bitch, I Don't Even Drink Like That But Fuck It Pour Me Up Some Bubbly Bitch, I Don't Want You I Just Needed Company Bitch,
i turn a blunt into a roach everytime my heart is torn beating slow, depressants hitting sweet as candycorn haunted times that keep me born, mickey down the hatchet never poured something i cannot afford, for my liver or my wallet thought id be heavy pockets, heavy bladdered never heavy chattered, buy a drink six next will leave me hammered as long as i aint seeing straight ill be feeling great pour another up, keeps me clean like arm n hammer its the intake that keeps me mannered cant go out in public unless im hygiened like kernal sanders fried as it seems like the scent on leather jacket ima note that middle C, AR like automatic melodramatic but far from all the antics the past the future, store it in my mind i call an attic cover up the scars with alcoholic habits i wish i was on the road to victory but i passed it like the spliff i smoked before the demon in my mind just keeps wreaking havoc i said im far from all the antics, no im far from all the tragic thoughts that leave me panicked, no opposite a sober, looking ways to make it over im still feeling destraught thought that I'd be plucking clovers as a matter of fact these posers notice im constant pushing daisies 6 feet under is my basement, hide away from looking faces run a mile in my shoes tell me what the pace is my heart playing catch up, acts so painless complexion white, leave me vulnerable like a bitch i live basic stumbling through the living room, knocked down all the vases cant control my cravings, hopefully this just a phase when, will intoxication leave me sedated i hope i wake up saying i wont drink again constant spend my paystubs on uber and some jamie walking home is no probs if my daysight hazy i could check in to days inn, drinking in the morn i feel crazy, where the paramedics when my kush is laced with cokaina, too late i blazed it i feel no reprecutions of what im faced with i downed the 26 now and i felt no ways with whether i chased it, my tongue is burning but i dont taste it, sixteen drinks over limit so its tasteless vodka, gin and tonic, thats my satan so i look up, and I'm praying i cant even comprehend what I be going through i cant even comprehend what i be going through i cant even comprehend what i be going through but its true, must be colourblind if all i see is blue Skies storm is flying in, duck your head from the goose no more drinking straight, tied up tight like a noose double knotted like a lace, its my life that shows truth live my darkest days, look up and I see grey, skies
Label me an abstractionist tryna circumlocute from distractions DEVIL use his distractions to disunite from my passion I can't go for dat gotta eat it but I can't choke from dat Like songs bout money cars n bitches my nigga but I can't cope from dat Feel like a dog on instrumentals at other times i just feel like a hopeless cat But I use the tendencies I got of a lion so dat I can grow from dat It's alotta Mc's out here lying how da fuck do u even do a show from dat Despite the fact u made alotta money how da fuck u even go to da sto from dat Ina future wanna be ina knowing dat I was always throwing back blows DEVIL tried to hit me up for my soul
Im interested in seein your work monsen, im horrible a beat making, but i have a gift with words, maybe we can get some ball rolling, just get at me. soupryotaimerica@gmail.com, facebook is Soup Ryot.
i had the same feeling! drove me crazy for i while until i found it in a comment, so here you go: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-orZvwNZ8av4.html
Hi Yondo. I wrote something to this I would like you to hear. I would like to send you a copy once the mixing and mastering is complete. This is my zone for writing a lot of material. I also liked and subscribed. Thanks!
I bought the unlimited use of this beat a few days ago, I fell in love. thank you so much. Definitely going to purchase more from you soon. All you work is amazingggg
yooo yondo my guy I've been literally looking for a beat that wasn't trash for hours and this shit is solid gold my guy, might be talking out my ass rn but ima come up one day, it may not be tomorrow or the next day or the day after that but remember my name man, if you ever wanna record together lmk and well have j cole bumpin' our shit real soon,.. hml
She said I'd be okay, If I pray some things may come my way, some things aren't meant to stay some words weren't meant to say but still I'm graven to my mi-stakes throw a quick shake I'm down again spinning on this plane takes its toll upon my ground hearts were never meant to break they just grow old for life full of its sakes the pain will sway between the breeze as you release upon the beats, I miss you bae for my sins ill relocate and venture deeper through the crypts full of my logic, wit and knowledge neither one iv learned from college I'm open eyed watching skies keep airways clear iv just been waiting on a future to appear..
Trapped (Verse 1) gotta get this off my chest feeling like my lifes a mess why do I feel so lost tryna piece all I’ve got everyones moving fast I feel like im stuck in this spot and I got no where to go just taking life/as it goes is the big man really upstairs ? does he gotta plan/just for me this another step/in my book lil insight/of my story Just another kid/in this cold world see the dark cloud/over my head and when there’s/people around me I still feel alone inside of my head this my therapy/this my call out if you can relate/to my fall out know your not alone/on this road have a lil faith/youll find hope This the realest shit that ive wrote straight from the heart/aint no joke (chorus) feel like these walls/all around me trying to trap me in been in the dark so long I dont know how long its been is the light ever gon find me or is it because of my sins been in the dark so long trapped in the darkness with in (Verse 2) Fuck this depression/has me suppressing Control over my mind/never eases the tension now im use to the feeling/these days never interested tryna cancel my plans/and be in bed 24/7 I wanna be on my own/but dont wanna die by myself Its so hard to explain/the damage done By mental health i hope this song right here/helps someone else And I want you to know/that its okay to get some help (chorus) feel like these walls/all around me trying to trap me in been in the dark so long I dont know how long its been is the light ever gon find me or is it because of my sins been in the dark so long trapped in the darkness with in
A boy with lots of talent, but no strive smacking words like a mallet... I Trynna act like its algood but can he sell it... I warm welcomes hello how are you bye tellin u to stay alive... die I didn't understand none of this was fair, 99 problems but the city does not care night roaming at the age of fourteen, thinking they are mean. leaving friends on the seen. "lets have a smoke"... keen trynna break away for somethin new. in foreign location. but im stuck like glue. truly a sensation.
Ain't been the same since you been gone, You was always there now i aint so strong, You was always there even when i was wrong, You stuck along babe you was so strong, Now i sit and stare like where i went wrong, Shoulda took the time shoulda healed my wrongs, But i was to focused on removing that thong, And the truth you was focused on getting that dome, A duo of vices just suplying our demons, Living these lies with no breathing I'm leaving, I'm contemplating suicide on the freeway im creepin, I just want your love but ypu say you done now you leaving, That shit broke my heart and im internally bleeding I gave you my heart and you wrote in a demon, I lost all trust yes i thought you was sleazin, But how can you blame me? I gave in to reason, But see i wanna be the one you believe in, Your king your love your prince that be gleaming, Its like I'm teething baby i want your love and im fiening, I said i love you even if i aint breathing, So if i just fuck around and i end up in the grown, then baby just smile baby just smile,
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distant memories of the old world honey pass by homie reply dog ain't that your old girl like a puppy we found love vultures in doves explaining love is nurtured not meant for you to tame it i set her free, let her be, had to be bold capital letter B. Then bold it honey slanted like italics 2 different channels, both with the static like im trying to reach your hand but for some reason i cant grab it but we all manage in this world damage is prosperous so thank that girl for me homie, whats told of the unsuccess nothing, but people cooped up in the mess take it as a test, no stress, just get it off your chest blow some trees, breathe and focus on your steps don't regret, respect what's left and invite the future
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