Let the story be told the old me has died my smile has expired it feels like my life is mechanically wired I ain’t working but I feel retired she broke my heart in peace’s she said that she loved me she was a liar don’t get twisted I love my mum with the whole of my heart but I still got hole in my heart I’ve been the dark tryna find the light fly high to baby j and deajohn I can’t believe your gone let me rap on this beat and tell you how I feel every time they say love me I don’t feel real for all the time I got treated like shit so I think like even before I blink like dat man might take ur life so you better think twice before you make move I only speak the truth soon imma be on the stage sorry mum that ur son was crook I wanted to follow my older bros footsteps but then he found out and he said die young ur the most important to mum cuz ur her youngest son I said bro I feel like a bum always taking money from what I trap and fling dem packs like u did he looked at me and said bro are u stupid if have talent use and abuse it cuz in life no one can tell you shit if they ain’t been in ur shoes if they ain’t been wid u so I’ve been feeling tired but I’m still trying my heart hurts but my tears are drying I looked at my mum and I said why are u crying she said it’s my health I got a tumour I love u so much what if I’m not here no more I said mum don’t think like that I’ve always got ur back no matter what and Ik u miss amara my sister but she ran away because family was breaking apart back then it was nice at the start but true colours show people die people go that how the world I don’t hurt like dis this real shit
im tryna find out who i really do you hear me man fam I really let it get the best of me fuck feeling sad they never care bout how i feel until they see me mad so they’d rather see me cry then see me win so i just prove i can darg when I speak about my past darg I can’t form a sentence heavy trauma in my life bro that I never mentioned paint a picture from my past bro it should get me sectioned need a reference to my pain bro but I can’t with any efforts man I love my mum to bits man she wants to see me safe she don’t know her sons been drinking just to ease the pain and I hope you can forgive me for my selfish it’s just my brain me and broski out here robbing kids to make a raise so tell me tell you bout my abandoned adolescence and let me for I reck it cuh I’ve learnt some lessons you can have ALOT but not alot all that louie but you ain’t succession when we pull up with dem weapons check it hear the pain up in my voice wash it down with henny i been stacking all them fivers and stacking all them twenties I get food gone
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