(Free) NF Type Beat - What Happened To Me? | Sad Piano Instrumental 2023 

Children noises at the beginning give such a great atmosphere mate... Love it !!

Alrighty then this is deep, the children in the background the vocals yeah man

Congrets on the 6k you deserve the world bro 🎉❤

Fire!!! Melody famo!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

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That ones Great Man 🤯🚀

AYO. This one hits hard 🙌🕊️🤍

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Wow bro'... 👀👀👀 She's wonderful... I will listen it for a long time... I guess 😅😁

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going to kill this beat man

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What happened to me, when did i start to believe, i could do anything Before i was an anxious soul Before i was lost on an empty road Now im leaving home, opening up my toll Hoping you are better for me. Stuck in my mind i could do anything. Outside i was forgetting things, it all felt so deafening But im older now, i make my own choices i told her. She disagree and tapped me on the shoulder. I ran over tried to explain, the new me has exited my brain, hes real, my confidence is here. My whole school life i had To live with him whispering in ear, the old me couldn't hear. Constantly thinking overthinking, got me reading searching google trying to find a reason. I hated the way i looked, thought people were laughing at me, no they were laughing to me, me and me and me, it's all i had, few friends that did jack, self esteem is lacking, not now, whole town gonna be looking, the confident smile i have been cooking, i walk with my head high, but i still go home and cry, its hard man, but its for the best i say, no point running away from fear, because fear not, fear is you, hes in your place, you hold the keys. He drops to his knees, starts to plead, hands up like he's praying to me. I feel like a god when im in control, my mind feels like a busy road now. I can finally let go now, no need for a toll now The new me, found a new home for now.

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verse 1: remember the days when, i wasn’t fake and when i took some time to see all the light i was actually changing remember the days when i would stay chasing forget bout your eyes and i lost your smile i was getting more faded my heart it was full i was happy go lucky those were the times that you said that you trust me those were the times your words couldn’t hurt me but nowadays i just hide when they bugs me all of this time i just laid there and muttered that i was the monster up under my covers when i was the one who forgot about you my brother and left you alone to deal and just suffer no perfection is not what i am seeking but i’m hoping these days that i have a meaning all this i tried to run to jesus but i only ever call him when i need him i wish that i followed my own message but i spiraled now into a deep depression don’t need medication i just need to focus and take in every moment God im feeling hopeless for six years i called you up and for six i felt so lost all the meanwhile i’m blowing and i’m wondering now what’s the cost i’ve been doing changes cleaning up i decided it was enough and it ever creeps back up i’m take a breath and say i’m not done

Folks know exactly what happened to me

That 6.27k should be 627k.

This is a lot to take in Abyss don't do this to me lol❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Don't want to talk... I understand the way I am.... People telling you your whole life that you're nothing without a plan..... They want you on demand doing everything you can.... Asking for help is useless as a man even from the fam... Take responsibility.... be humble with humility.... You can't go anywhere in life until you reach your abilities.... Silly me, I thought this was the land of the free.... Doing anything you put your mind to except being able to just be..... Live for the moment nobody else can make your decisions.... They will lock you up take your freedom killing the heart of the village.... Making a statement taking down the best fake model...... Service on auto.... pain inside... the strong always bottle.... Pop the top.... explode a lot.... they say the best are usually crazy..... Making a way for ourselves just trying to reach eighty..... Life already lived the awesome memories remain.... Once your gone they go with you.... I've seen too many pass the flame..... No name... anonymous.... the triggers go beyond this..... No way to tell if you'll ever be what they need just being honest.... To offend to the end no point to defend.... They won't listen and even if they do others won't comprehend...... The struggles in the mind are hard to find when it's nature..... Survival mode.... soon exposed.... the small thoughts can be major...... Having disabilities that aren't easy to see..... They say they know how it feels, here's the deal, take me..... Heart on my sleeve... the veins and pain the jewelry..... Turned inside out from doubt.... here's my mind..... try to be me..... 8-19-23. 3:10am. TripPsyc.

How much is this bad boy

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