Hey man RIP to your father and I’m sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine the grief yet. Put your emotions out to the world. Yes it’s scary but it’s half the journey 💯
Yung Dylan yes! I see you are an artist and I would like to work with you and see what you got if you are interested dm me on instagram(@throwback.jimmy)! So we could talk a little privately 🤝
Many nights I cried alone in my room i couldn't see the light soaking up the pain I couldn't stand the fight till the Lord came down an he opened my eyes x 2 yeah he opened up my eyes renewed my heart an spirit his loving is so divine I was running outta time had to pray for a sign I put my heart in these lines to make ya temperture rise I hear devil' always yapping hear em feeding them lies you gotta survive i look to the sky the king rising up I see him healing the blind the seed binding us covered in the blood of Christ pick up your cross an lead the way for the new day I've been filled with spirit im like a new flame burning bridges from the old ways I made it no hesitation no complications underated where im situated hear em calling out I was deep in the game my time was running out I knew had to make a change I was going insane Im breaking free from these chains I'm finally born again the devil tried to test me till I made a changed was a victim to the streets I was on my own till I called out to Jesus i heard him call me home
Drowning In Rain Chorus: Lately I’ve been feelin like I’m drowning in rain Cos I can’t do anything to numb or ease the pain I Tried taking percies they just made me even more insane Ever since I lost my brothers it won’t ever feel the same Verse: Yea, ever since I lost them I’ve just been down and bad Now everything in the world just makes me sad
This song makes me want to write a song about my twins I lost 3 years ago. Suffered through depression and suicidal thoughts. I didn’t wanna be here in this world after I lost them but after I while I realized that life is a story and chapters pass by. Forever on my mind Elle and Elaine..
Yo my best friend passed away due to a drunk driver who ran over the curb and hit him into a guard rail. I saw this happen with my own eyes cause I was 25 feet away and I’ll never forget the pain and the scene. This beat makes me think of when times were different and I’m definitely making a song to this beat
so many nights i cried she wanna fight, i tried i couldnt stop thinking bout u all those sleepless nights she tried to gimme clues, i couldnt see the signs its just my past that im lookin to leave behind I medicate with this music when i speak these lines no one can see my pain, cuz i only weep inside i know life is short im only tryna beat the time Theres a part of me thats missing i cant seem to find i knew i loved you that one moment when you walked right by me, tears falling on my paper but i keep on writing, i was tryna hold it together but we keep on fighting, it was us or you, i knew what you would be deciding, i believed you when you said you'd always be beside me, figured out it was your love that i keep on buying you said i didnt care, i know its hard to see im trying, all these knots up in my stomach that you keep on tying love your beat bro keep it up
The nights that I cried, thinking can I wake up in time it's like the world never ends, still I don't want it to end .. See I can't make up my mind, and I don't wanna waste no time so if you understand my pain then you have did this race, between 12 o'clock midnight and 3 in the morning gotta fight, and nobody wants to learn, that a young nigga been hurt, he gotta get up and even with no job he still has to work, young nigga only 15 with so large of a dream so what if he runs into a deep loophole, see all these memorized beams, if you see me up on these streets then my life wasn't easy. But I won't give up on my future, like I did past, so if I'm ever fucking broke just know this won't be my last.
I’ve done been to hell, even the devil was shocked by the stories that I tell, living in this shitty life I’m tryna make it out, My uncle commited suicide he couldn’t find reason to wanna be alive, you wonder my mum can never sleep at night, my other uncle was murdered I can see the pain in her eyes, then On top off that her sister died, all my mums known is pain in her life, I only talk about pain because that’s all I’ve known, just a brudda from a broken home, what you know about being around people but still feeling alone, 13 years old I left and hit the roads carrying secrets about the life that I never chose, My uncle was stabbed like 14 times, no one was there when the light left his eyes he was just left in a alley to die I think about that all the time, late nights I sit up crying, all I’ve known is death the roads and crime, this track I’ll leave my pride behind, talking about the reason why I got such a fucked mind, Life is cruel to me it’s never been kind, anything I wanted I’ve had to hit the roads and grind, I’m using my past to better my life one day everything will be alright but until that day We have to continue to fight, life’s hard growing up in A broken home, use to have hand me downs had to wear my brothers clothes,
I know you hurtin i can see it in yo eyes I could always hear the pain in yo crys I should have said somethin I should have done whats right But now im crying every night 2x
I know you hurin I can see it in yo eyes I could also always hear yo pain hiden in yo cry's I should have said somthing I should have done what's right But I didn't an now I'm crying every night Because of you an your impact on me... you die leaving me here with all my rest less night trying to figure out how to go back in time and make things right Yah yah you a selfish person but I guess it's alright cuz you were mentally hurting you ain't really had no one by yo side even though Your mama toldly felt so fucking useless she told her self why couldn't you see this or help her sooner she thought you was fine because your smile looked about right but turns out you was actually in hell every single fuckin night.. You hid you pain you barried it deep in side cuz you know if you felt such pain you was truly alive you had cut your self to make sure you bleed because if you did you know you wasn't dead Reality is a hash thing an an life is bitch an we both she don't fight far an you let her win, now that you gone should I really keep livin? I think I'ma gonna live for the both of us an our friend-ship I know you hurin I see it in yo eyes I could also always hear the pain hiden in yo cry's I should have said something I should have done what was right But I didn't an Im crying every night I promise I'll see you soon it's gonna couple years but I promise I'ma be there soon up in heaven with you hopefully god let you threw I promise my promises would ever die baby please wait for me on the other side......
Fighting these demons I be up late Smoking back to back tryna ease the pain Look in his face all I see is you From that betrayal you earned yo karma Better learn to play it cool Cause who laugh first don’t laugh last ain’t that always been the rules . Been stack milli I’m out a debt i payed the streets all of they dues Couple my niggas done got hit up too . One day we was kickin it wit good vibes then I seen his face up on the news In these streets it ain’t no love ( but I thought I was seeing sum next to you ) I been numb to it all , ionn even cry nomo All my people dying .. guess that’s how life go Fell in love wit being alone Ion even care if they don’t call my phone This pain in my body know you feel it This apathy bad I need some healing
I gotta make these moves before I'm stuck in checkmate I been so numb off the drugs I cant feel my face Hadda separate myself cause my dawgs been eating off my plate I'm running to the bag no breaks in this race There's so many nights I could lost it all but I'm still here Granny lost her fight now I havent been able to hold back the tears This shit ain been right losin her been my biggest fear Now my first song shell never get to hear So I gotta turn up so my words make it to heaven I been scared of this day since I been like seven Granny knew I had them demons used to take me to a whole lotta reverend's Used to be skeptical now I pray there's a heaven Now you with your sister I know how much you missed her Still mad at my self all the days I had left to hug and kiss her Been losin my heart now I'm feelin like jack the ripper Lost too many they try it again I swear I'm cuttin em down like scissors Long live my Angel's I swear it's too many names Been losin friends to murder since 15 I wont ever be the same Same ones screaming gang been the same ones tryna leave me stained But I'm forever straight I just charge it to the game
2 tears up on my face, i will forever cry Arms stretched out to the sky, like can you hear me God They say never question greatness, but God i wonder why, Why you chose the ones you took, it got traumatized They say the good will die young,n the bad will stay forever Roberto cavali when i step in this stormy weather, Got to keep that smith and Wesson' ain't trying to end up on a t shirt.. When i touch down home my daughter who i want to see first.
Been so many nights I cried Yall would never understand the pain, comin down my eyes Seen so many of my close friends go to jail or die Over some strip, that ain't even ours That's how they want us to live and die It's just the way of life Young homies don't even get past their prime Even now, we still slave gettin paid hourly time Government give us food stamps just to survive Give us projects home to get by But we the project they keep a close eye We happy just by gettin a lil tree an gettin fly But they want to lock us up all the time The 13th Amendment don't protect our rights So how it look like, me fightin for a country that don't fight for me Ain't no equality, they grimey treat us just like the street Same folks prayin for jesus, rockin jesus piece Prayin for peace, yet they start the beef Christianity ain't no religion for me I ain't knockin no ones belief But even belief has a lie in between I just hope one day our eyes open to the deceive.
So many nights I cried /so many nights I tried/ fighting my depression and these thoughts of suicide/ hanging on to dear life but nearly lost it the day my momma died/ lost and alone/ pops was trying but now my pops is gone/ trying my best to really right all my wrongs/ but it doesn't seem like thing's are getting any better/ my attitude now is like for get it its wat ever/ then suddenly my life took a different turn/ God sent me a guardian angel that I never intended to watch crash n burn/ so much misery in this life of grief/ if my momma was alive would this be something that I would want her to see/ hated by my own so how can I even believe that they love me/ instead they despise and are quick to judge me/ maybe now I'll just accept everything that will never be/ but now I fight with karma so it doesn't do them wrong/ and even then they still rather see me dead n gone/ but God seen my pain and helped me stay strong/ I learned to forgive myself and found it in this broken heart to finally move on/ so pops I know your watching over your son/ pushing back what you can of time cuz your son is far from done/ Images n memories is wat will be left of me/ but truth be told it wont matter or even mean anything/ so I pray that I finally wake up from this nightmare that is hell for me/
And now you still wanna play Ahead of all my feelings You couldnt run up on my mind I had to run it all down And now im steady on my grind Yeah I see, all the things I left behind They were nothing but to keep me from divine And now you still double What cha say when its gray Bombacha yeah it's been late I was crying just to settle for denial Yeah I see Don't just try man u hurt me for a while Don't let me move on Bitch Im king kong Where's thstt level u just smiled for U, in time Ill teach u how to row a boat But that boat just Niled, far way extend, my lil pride, arms up in the sky, dat was high, but u stayed down, I
Bro your making my type of beats even time I hear your beats I just wanna make a track and run away with the flow bro I'm crying on a collaboration. 💥🔥🤞
This is a painful story . im hurt A painful story thats gonna show me my worth Just be observant, i know im not perfect, either is the world is. Im on a mission God gave me a vision He gave me what my heart been craving and missing
And all this pain let it rain on me If I had to leave don’t put the blame on me Girl you was different no one could match it got me starting my game with tactics but I weren’t match fit Guess I’ll leave you to get with a bandit Feels like currently I can’t hack life Got battle with my mind different switch kid one of a kind I can do that slow flow frozone Or quick dash Been swerving 6th in the whip I got whip lash Big dreams since a teen Got gotta on my own home grown I’m still stuck in my zone
nights i cried i felt my heart breaking nights i cried thinking how am i gone make it nights i cry sit at church door waiting God i Cry won’t you please come on an take me wait whole time but i don’t see nothing changin fucked up vibe guess i’m gone have to shake it
Le coeur est dure Le sang est froid La chaleur dlenfer hante ma chambre donc jessaye dla refroidir un peu tous les soirs Jai du mal a y croire Si jpx pas vrm lvoir
Some times life cold X3 Why do God tel why do Why do we gotta let go Cuz if we don’t we might blow Losing all this kid to this war I know everyone cry when they alone Look I got a lot of pain Took a couple ls But I’m still up in my lane I got to much to gain Can’t be cought shooting When I’m not in the range
Vɪᴄᴛɪᴍɪᴢᴇᴅ 0:22 ʰᵒᵒᵏ Haunted by my past Wish that shit didnt last Watched them as they laughed How i wish i fucking passed 0:45 Lonely nights i sit n cry lookin back at my past Wish i could change it to make my future moments last If only he was there to hold them back maybe id be the daughter that he wanted me to be so bad But they hurt me, they fucking raped took away my pride now everybody hates me Wishing they could hv helped me but they stood n watched while they fucking broke me I cried I fucking tried to get them to leave me but all they did was grind i wish they fucking killed me Maybe i wouldn't have to live in misery and love in secrecy
46 sec You ain't know bout them nights shedding tears, take a ride with me in your city, last of a dying breed, smoking blunts keep me from spazzing,, Pop a bar to feel alright ,, zombie mode bouta kick in,, i was tripping u left,, ain't been the same,, Numb the pain,, Air around feels like a cage,, Staying up late,, all alone in the Dark,, Them memories traumatized,, Can't even lie nights i cry,, Wishing you were by my side,, I'm Tired time to clock out 🔫
The nights I cry is every night I feel like I'm gonna die and not see the light and just go to hell its not good but tonight I fell in pain crunched over I felt like I couldn't move i felt like I was hungover I felt sick and miserable I felt like beating someone up and then saying fuck it im finna finish you death runs through my head all the time I'm in pain cause of the tears I cried. Verse 1: Ye im young I'm Hurt my lifes a rush cause I'm always trying make something work and I feel like ive been through the worst my gf could be pregnant it's all fucked it's tough I'm in a rush im Always awkward I always blush. I'm only 13 my life is hard depression doesn't sit well so now I'm trying to make songs to make em blow up kinda ugly hope I get that glow up something today I dunno how to describe it I went insane I dont feel like keeping this private I felt the need to kill people and I don't know why then next thing i know I cry and I'm scared for my life cause I'm scared of myself and I don't what's happening I feel like everything hurts I feel sick my stomach turnt I fall on my knees in pain my demons are coming out at a young age. Chorus: The nights I cry is every night I feel like I'm gonna die and not see the light and just go to hell its not good but I tonight I fell in pain crunched over I felt like I couldn't move I felt like I was hungover I felt sick and miserable I felt like beating someone up and then saying fuck it im finna finish you death runs through my head all the time I'm in pain cause of the tears I cried.
lost my grandma, uncle, and my cousin ever since then i been really buggin i over analyze every situation no matter what i do ppl always hatin i jus wanna make my mom and dad proud im so tired of always letting them down tryna live up to everything that i vowed one day i wanna be the reason that they smile trusting people always comes slow good intentions? i never really know my past has been really traumatic i said no ig im overreacting sometimes i wish it never happend look i dont wanna lose this relationship mom i know i made some mistakes in my past but i just want us to last i dont want it to seem like im moving fast always making mistakes wish i can slow down hit the brakes
Plenty cold nights i was fightin wit myself i was givin to much luv and i fuck up all my health now i play for keeps i cant let em get to me its alot pain i hide it aint hard to tell u can see it in my eyes
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