I try to find the words for why, I can never love you. I would think about your face when I needed the rage And now I'm built and on my own a million dollars richer I could never call your phone but I still kept that picture. Pages fill up with my lyrics I can't seem to find this happy place you put me in for like a month.
I don’t give no fucks I keep on fillin up my cup Try n love I get cut So I’d rather be loaded off the mf drugs Or maybe I just need a hug Nvm Ay just point to the plug Getting fucked up till I’m pissy drunk Getting fucked up till I’m slumped My heart is down up in the slums Getting way too crunk getting way to lit put me on the crucifix It’s funny how we were making out next day you act like I don’t exist Getting fogged out in the mist 🌫️
Your voice is still up In my head All the pain I see Inferred I think I’m for it I need cigarette I’m drowning up in my regrets Inhale all the smoke till it fucking lock my chest Yeah bitch im gon twist up Yeah these drugs up in my system My heart cold just like a blizzard Sipping on that shit Yeah till it fuck up my liver I dot got 2 fucks to give yuh
(1.25x)Rocks in my pocket eyes out of socket when I park it to fuck this bitch How high is my self esteem become a feen with a dollar and a dream Under a bridge light it night in these crystals be shining