[FREE] Potter Payper x Nines x Emotional UK Rap Type Beat - "Broken Homes" (@lxcid_beatz) 

This beat is everything, more beats like this please?

14 leaving from my mothers house I lost control I saw the sofa More time moving house You see I’d always take the blame For every time you’d shout You see these words have got me fucked up Wasting time No help See I can’t let nobody in Without approval now Coz all this stress up on my mind Was crushing down my health See I can’t let no demons in Now I have time for self Coz all these voice in my mind Can never help don’t tell I lost control I hurt myself Could never tell a lie When I was 16 Attempted more then 20 times I lost my breath then I went Cold was rushed in by 999 Was layed out Hooked up on machines Was gettin hard to breath I was tryna take my soul They brought me back Could breath See I had these fucked up voices Telling me to sleep Was getting brain washed By a sense of disbelief But when your pinned up In a corner Don’t know who to seek all these sweet lies always Get on top of me Pushing buttons Tryna figure out How I can see Through these Dark nights Fighting Don’t have time for peace In and out of class Was getting very tough Was sectioned by the Mental health act Never felt enough I would lose a sense Of time Could never read a book But when I sat down Writing lyrics Healed a scar with love I told these people Unknown reasons Need to fly away To an unknown Town You see the skies are grey Now I’m picking up my loses I have time to pray Every days a real struggle I’ve seen struggle too Was in a women’s refuge By the age of two Had to get away From dad You see his Demon grew They took away his soul his mind Could never see what’s new

Bro. You can do so much with this beat. It's geniuses. Keep them coming

Brudda you are literally so underrated, this beat is spiritual fam!

in the darkest of the depths I throw my heart at the mess, when I would starve and forget

I think it’s so strange how we change as we grow

Banger ♥️

This beat is really underrated!

Hardesttt🌊

This is awesome

This slaps differently 🔥🔥🔥

Just finished writing for this, taking it to the stu

I was mad hurting inside the day my grandma left Ain't had nobody on my side when i was by myself

Too cold bro 💪🏽

You came to me one day And said that vou wanted to be friends Saying that both of us are the same But from different ends I thought that i could trust you But you didnt seem to trust me back How dare you say vou trust me With a knife behind your back "I will alwavs trust vou" Now you just lying to yourself How could i now ever trust you If i cant even trust myself My chest now is just empty No heart, no treasure This one just trynna tempt me No trust, no pleasure A single lie was all it took To throw all my trust away You gave me that trusting look I couldnt spot your twisted ways Painful Truths, Pleasant Lies Both living deep inside my mind You think those arent hard to find? Stop building your castle of lies 'Friends' are never trustworthy 'Friends' are simply painful Be careful who you trust The devil started as an angel People say the saddest songs Come from a broken heart I bet they didnt know Mine was broken since the start

It’s hard bro 🔥🔥🔥

When you finish making a beat do you like it or not

This 🖤

did you sample the female vocal on this or is it a plugin

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Shordy u played me like ah game Smoken gas pain fade away up late drankin drownin pain

Harddd

lately man i feel so alone, my mind is fucked i stay buisy scrolling on the phone…. ect

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Trust they didn’t know this Mway trips in the focus, I can tell ya bout days I was homeless if we don’t make this money then we’re hopeless

Remember we was writing bars Playing footie on the yard Heard the news ma bro it had me scarred Whippin doing laps round estate Make another track then we press play 30 each side of the bench when you press weight And only real ones will get that

yo my girl left me on the streets but now everytime she texts its streaks what do u mean i wasnt good enough your insane few years past i was on a plane looking hella lame as i watch me leave my family behind but i gotta do whats right to make me happy about the times we used to go out at lunch times to places you never saw with your own eyes yo i know im rolling in a benz in your endz no recomendations to your friends im making your girl roar u gonna have another baby farther knocking at your door your girl lost count of her snap score opens her legs up like a back door

Need to use this, already wrote a 16 for it gonna own a cupo more

Let me flip it back a sec Bro I can’t believe your dead Fucking thoughts left in my head Making me feel weak again Gotta try stay strong instead

I’d like to say I’m sorry For the most of time I made you worry Forced the pressure, was in a hurry Days and weeks and months went blurry All the dark thoughts went in a flurry Tornado of shit I couldn’t bury Too many thoughts jumbled till it felt like a slurry My head was too heavy for me to carry Wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy Despite they may have been the strongest adversary See I’m not that cruel Coz thoughts I had were cruel enough To overrule me duel me ruin and fool me A ghoul inside me A light that left without me No one beside be Had support and love but they were invisible Caring words sounded finagle Thought I was mocked, my problems could be risible You told me my problem could be fixed like a wound it’s all clinical It sounded mythical I thought it was fictional I thought I wasn’t fixable You told me it didn’t have to take a miracle But you weren’t convincible That shit wasn’t believable You all sound too pitiful Too much, but the real help was minimal easy darker paths were visional And I gotta be Admittable This life just ain’t liveable So yes alcohol was drinkable And baths were sinkable And to be honest If there was a pinnacle The peak of fucking darkness I’d say it was reachable And everyone’s so fucking typical No one realises how irresistible How fucking difficult This shit isn’t medicinal You can’t just switch the ‘cure’ button you imbecile Read something factual Look at the actual It’s not easy like you all believe it is, if it were don’t you think it would be so paradisiacal? Please don’t tell me to calm down Turn my frown Upside down Bullshit you tell kids when they’re wound Nervous breakdown Making me drown And all you want to say is calm down Drink tea and “jot down” My emotions in a journal Write all the shit that’s internal Some therapy, but listen this ain’t normal This darkness is sempiternal Stuck with me it really is eternal It feels so fucking infernal My sense of time is fucked, I’m nocturnal Thinking too much, feeling too hellish Sleep all day, my time will perish But once I’ve slept my dreams I’ve relished Because dreams took away the devilish Reality when I woke up, I might sound selfish Spending my days ignoring life and people I cherish But I need to replenish In “fake happiness” with dreams I dwell in Dive in Sink in Pretend to forget that I still have my body to wake up in

These beats free to use?

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Wish I weren't always on the deepest vibe Feeling weak of mind and sleep deprived The sheen of life's depleted Sleeping underneath the bleakest skies You've seen me run, retreating, at my weakest from these evil times And me become a beast, I weren't a decent guy, at least I tried You just repeat til you believe the lie But he's a paraplegic, and she heaves another feeble sigh As it gets to screaming, cos she really doesn't need the fight And there musta been a reason why your son would wanna leave your side Man I'm sick of all this self hate Sifting through your pictures while I'm sitting in this hellscape And Wiz, I really miss ya and I really need your help mate But you give me your indifference Guess your mother taught you well mate Apologies, excuse me, but the bitterness consumed me I just stupidly assumed that you would never choose to lose me And boozing in this room with my reflection to abuse me Had me picturing a noose All while your mother didn't lose sleep So now I rest my head with spectres Half remembered memories and venomous conjecture Cos I'm past pretence I'll ever be your father and protector I'm just praying that your safe and that her darkness can't infect ya How my family just got over it, I don't know Suppose it goes to show that only you can walk your own road I just received a photo, and the location was so close, it kills to know we're worlds apart but share a fucking postcode So I'm sinking brandy by the boatload Til I'm comatose Alone, hoping that I don't choke Cos court's around the corner, but I'm told she'll be a no show She's longing out the torture, soul's broke, I know I won't cope It's no joke, to try and live your life with no hope Cos the wound you've got inside You know it won't close I spit a million lyrics on a single situation Only spirits can placate em when you're haunted by those old ghosts So my life feels like it's dangling by a thread That's why I'm terrified that I'll be hanging by my neck Scratching up the walls as I regret it last second, light flickers out my eyes The breath's strangled out my chest I don't wanna die and leave my family behind, but I don't wanna live a life just being angry and depressed And full of sadness and regret Like did I handle this the best But this was always gonna happen Didn't matter what I said It didn't matter what I felt It didn't matter what I done And, I ain't got the strength to keep on battling his mum I paid for every bout I won And it's been blacking out my sun I don't feel like I'm a man I'm just a dad without his son These thoughts are too intrusive I've fought em but it's useless To you it's probably stupid that I've put em all to music But when I try ignore it, then I'm awful and abusive, and I can't afford to lose it, it's important that I do this Searching for the answer but it's proved to be elusive And I'm clueless what the future holds, or who can get me through this I'm hurting in my heart and nothing ever seems to soothe it Cos it's blue from lacking you and black and blue from all the bruises Decade with my boy, was just a night when we were two ships If court just comes to nothing, least I know that I pursued it Just hope one day someone can come inform you what the truth is That I loved you from the start and every chance I got I proved it

I can’t tell you bout love, I can tell u bout drugs, I can tell you what it’s like to lose all of your stuff, I can tell you what’s it like to be stuck in the mud u can’t move if you do u gon sink then ur fucked, and this is life but we still move on wit it, been broke for too long now I’m back serving kittens in the kitchen wit gloves on but these ent Mittons, they act like gangsters but mum’s life there all victims, but this is how it is, I’d love to get the drop and starting fucking up his shit, but I gotta be smart when it comes to the biz, I want money I want wealth so I can’t get knicked, if i did I’d rather me die then snitch, it’s loyalty brother this is real life shit, we been through the struggle nd that’s real life shit, we split together when we only had a quid so when I make this dough imma give him half the shit,

No copyrights?

Would you take a look on how far I've came These man focused on the cars and the daimonds and chains I have a feeling when I write I feel it push through my veins Only place I get to say whatever stuck in my brain These brudas Wanna maintain A synonym for the same To be brutally honest with u man think it's a shame All this talent what I have man its going to drain There's no Christmas in wigan Man it's just all the rain And when I really fucked man really who can I blame I wanna chill in Barbados with the sand on my face Brudda I just wanna level up I had to cut the circle like a box And when they bag it up Non off this is adding up How come u my brudda yesterday u wouldn't dab me up This shit got me mad As fuck I lost ties with my bro Now I'm thinking of the funny word called trust I never wanted crust There settling for crumbs While I want the whole loaf I think I'm bouta blow of these trap bars Youngest up and coming Soon I'll be the uks biggest rap star Man i can show u wer the cats are Man u a kitten Ima big cat jaguar Or a lion or a tiger I've seen so much shit so yes I am a fighter But when times get hard I just sit back spark lighter I'm spitting from the soul I think I need a ghost writter She don't want me She just want the Micheal kors My lil bro said he's down for the cause Back then ik we be splitting the draws All I want is to be heard Man I'm wiping the floor Love or pain really I don't know what's hurting me more Look all these bruddas tapped They couldn't make it here So ther tryna adapt My brothers doin better But back then he was tapped And I need to keep working I cant fall flat And all the happiness and safetyness I want all that back And all the people who are sayin my g I aint givin u crap And here's a letter to my pops Can u hear me now I've got a million questions Can u just hear me out U put the cold in fire And the rain in the drought I still get Flashbacks of how u walked out For hitting ur own Didn't even plead guilty in trail But wow How the fuck do u sleep at night On how u hit ur own child I always ask myself is my mum proud I got so many questions I wanna ask right now Why the fuck did u hit mum when u both rowd But take a good look at me now I'm spitting ur abuse and letting it

Jag skiter i stressen, de jag lever på e depressen

Tänkte på dig tänkte är allt de höra rätt känner igen dig är du någon jag har känt elller har du funnits i mitt hjärta när nått har hänt. Träffa dig för nån dag sen känns som att sorgen blev begraven känns som att livet va sista dansen på balen eller e du en substans för jag börjar bli galen.

What’s the key of the beat g?

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Meine Vergangenheit war nicht immer so einfach // mein Vater war nicht da und wenn doch gab es immer Streit man // frage mich wie es sein kann // dass jemand so ein scheiß macht// doch mittlerweile bin ich mit mir selber auch im Einklang // hatte für ne lange Zeit niemanden der mir Beistand // keiner der mir zeigte wie man dieses Leben meistert // machte es im Alleingang // und hatte ich mal Probleme musste ich gucken wie ich sie Regel // ohne selbst daran zu scheitern // gar nicht mal so einfach // wenn man tagelange nur high war // arbeit stets verweigert // weil dafür nicht bereit war// war halt wie versteinter // wollt mich nicht benehmen und befolgte nie den Regeln // weil ich damals schon nichts einsah // Änderte meine denken und wurd mit den Jahren reifer // war ein harter Weg doch es mich so sehr bereichert // vieles ist gespeichert // erkannte dann mein wesen und verwandelte mich eben in den Mensch den ich jetzt sein kann // Bewusstsein ist erweitert // fand das letzte Puzzleteil wo rein passt // lernte mich zu lieben trotz der Dunkelheit die reinkam // konnte sie besiegen // dank dem Licht was in mir scheint ja // ich fühl mich dadurch leichter // setz mir neue Ziele und verfolge sie begeistert // wollt mich nie verbiegen durch den Druck der mich fast einnahm // stolz kann ich jetzt fleigen auf dem Weg in Richtung Heimat //x2

Can i use this for tiktok freestyle bro

Yeah we're in broken homes Harder as it seems In council estates it's hard to see Ur dreams But rn u gotta grind to achieve and Excell Gone one shot and do well And them pricks who are hoping that you don't excel Fuck em all they can go to hell I just wanna sleep I just wanna dream Why's it so hard to fall asleep Now I'm ten bottles deep Shout out my bros they know what I mean Never had a father figure So I turned to different drugs just to cope with the depression Finally wake up and see my mum next to me She's balling through here eyes and wiping on her sleeve She was so upset on Christmas Eve She couldn't see her kids She misses rapping presents up and puttin under the tree I told her I'ma be home soon And watch Corrie together in the living room Now I'm in care it's dark and it's cold Still miss my mum and the stories that she told I'm thinking is she gonna take her own life Fuck not having Ur kids Must really hurt inside Now it's coming up to the third Christmas day Will I be home or am I here to stay

Mummy sed pack your bags and let's Hella love for my bro we be Trapping on the road either its flowers or the snow I got show to make sure this shit is raw why you think it's built for

Been about 5 years Since I've had to shed tears Bros never had a daddy sometimes I think he's lucky Mum and sis be crying right infront of me Feel like I should do something But I'm way too respectful If I were to let go

How come i put it on tt free for non profit and it got muted for copyright claim

16 my bestfriend commited suicide He sent a message to my phone Telling me he cant cope with his life n he wants to die I ended the call thought it was a lie

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