Ive spent my time in a bong tryna blow my pain away Every days a different day but everyday i feel the same I think blazing all this haze is damaging my brain Things need to change cant be scrapping round for bits of change Ive got some Old memories buried deeper than a body I used to believe that i smoked weed purely as a hobby I got myself played like the puk in ice hockey Real drama not corrie to late to say sorry I was adopted at age 3 had to change family I grew up unhappily life lived in vanity drove to insanity Im so mad at me everything i do i do it angrily Time to switch the camera g dark thoughts anger me Anchor me like a wreck in the see but soon they will sea When a monster arises im full of suprises herbs and spices for the right prices The kid everyone despises u dont even know what life is or what it symbolises Time wasted love lost hot summer with a touch of frost
Hey I've just recently set up youtube to start publishing some of my music, Is it okay if I use this beat for my next track? I'll link you in the disc and shout you out on the vid :)
Lately I've been feeling depressed Way too stressed But I've got a roof on my head So I'm blessed But on the inside I'm hurting My bro's in jail for what we call working He's jus praying that he buss like a virgin Until then he's on the wing like sterling We ain't never waved no wands like Merlin But we were selling rocks on the block and it was cops we were curvin I didn't run the drugs so I could have nice stuff Tried to pay the rent so I could show my love I'd be lying if I said that my mum was the greatest She slept all day and didn't work no late shift She was consumed by the drugs yeah my mummy was a fene To live a normal childhood man I couldn't even dream But i Couldn't show my pain I had to stay strong for my sister Taught myself to be a man cos my dad weren't in the picture By 14 I was kicked out of school Bunning crow with the olders cos I thought it was cool I swear every single night I'm not sleeping when I blow watch all the fake ones they'll be leaching Acting like were friends there's a difference were jus from the same ends Matter fact fuck that I don't rep an area Say your on to me blud shut up my little sisters scarier Go get a life You ain't bad with your mum's kitchen knife
