lost my grandma, uncle, and my cousin since then i been in pain and felt like i been buggin i over analyze situations that im in no matter what i do ppl seem to always been hatin jus wanna make my mom and dad proud im so tired of always letting them down tryna live up to everything that i vowed one day i wanna be the reason that they smile trusting people can come slow and may take a while good intentions never really know my past has been traumatic feels like snow i said no ig im overreacting im just tired of flippin and snappin sometimes i wish it never happend look i dont wanna lose this relationship that im in mom i know i made some mistakes in my past but i just want us to last i dont want it to seem like im moving fast always making mistakes wish i can slow down hit the brakes
This will be out 7/4 it was a pleasure to do good record like this and it came out a great record..thank you for blessing us with this hit glad to be apart of it🙏🏾
Lost my granny uncle and my cousin since then I been in pain felt like I been buggin I over analyze the situations I’m in Lord I’m just a nigga trynna win Lord I’m just a nigga so I sin Ya I’m lightskin Ian insecure about my color Kept poppin all those edibles I’m still trynna recover Every night since I been stuck down in the gutter Shout out to my mama, all the shit we been through you’d think I wouldn’t love her Anxiety while I’m sleepin I keep gettin sleep paralysis So much shit on my mind, every day a battle it be challenging Keep poppin adderall every morning just to balance it All these prescription pills, this shit might have me in dialysis Fuck dem feelings I been heartbroken my whole life
Reading through my emails These letters bringing me down I’m telling you a story but I’m Leaving out big details There must have been a reason Kept on staying While you leaving Kept on praying While you bleeding Kept on crying barely breathing
Im to busy dodging your calls , You to busy breaking my trust My heart cant fall in love no more , You busy giving it rust I been busy chasing this money, You busy chasing that lust You busy chasing round these niggas , Im sorry theres nothing to discuss
this sample making me emotional take it off 😤 lol .. I need change I look a little deeper Cause I need you Cast away the pain Time to breakthrough You know Sometimes It feels like I’ve outgrown you Need time to Heal from The things that you do I don’t want To make you feel bad For only thinking bout you I know that You can’t help what you do But I gotta be honest I gotta protect us And I don’t care What you have to say I know who I am And I’m not scared Don’t need you to stay It’s time for me So go away I hate to say it I hate to say I wonder if we’ll ever change (uh) You need balance and I hesitate (ya) Looking backwards like I need a break Going somewhere like I need a vacay I know I keep getting all these missed calls I just can’t pick up I know Somethings Coming for me Cause I never give in I’m done Pretending That I’m something Smaller just to fit in I’m done I’m gonna celebrate Give myself recognition You made be My own protector It’s a lesson only got me Least my rep Is too established I made peace With all my past I trusted you You run it to the ground I know what I’m worth Even when nobodies around
ion ever wanna let you go u my peace of mind u my only hope when the worlds movin fast, u make it slow u my first love, the only love i know thank you for the times u never left when i needed u the most u always step always showed me love when others would forget
Even when times are rough you never let me get upset everyday I even look back to the time where we first met told you bout my pain and how I never ever slept but with you I always slept
Popping percs to numb the pain Baby girl you really ain't the same Fuck the money and all the fame You know you always be before second place I'm just so glad that you stayed Niggas out there really change
I don't wanna pick any of your calls coz its like every time we talk its a missed call am cutting off to protect my soul remember when our love was young....making calls sleepn on floor rocking off the doors sounds up they couldn't get the mourns
There can be miracles When you believe Gotta chase your dreams Don’t hide your gifts Who know what miracles You can achieve When you believe Just fight for it
Yeah Got my shit on dnd u know how i go been through the downfall my homies wouldnt know she say she love me but she dont show i still daydream bout how my days would go Going solo throughout my life never quit a fight yeah all my niggas struggle da basics never stood right rest up 24 you was the finishing blow how im pose to express this pain, if ion even understand it she finally packed bag and left, i took ha for granted honestly it took ha this long she mustve been enchanted
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