[FREE] Santan Dave Type Beat "Where To Start"| UK Storytelling Rap Instrumental 2021 

I don’t know where to start, last few years my life fell apart, this is a heart to heart, switched from a young boy to an adult the grow up felt too quick, suicide really made the switch flip, and hit me like a real trip, don’t know what’s spreading quicker, depression or covid which one of em bigger, so we can tackle it, so we can battle it, so we can somehow try and manage it, see I thought it was calm till berettas started to bust, and next day I see my youngers with like 6 hammers tucked

U was busy in school i was figuriing Out how to get out thid midary How to to get momma out this cold city got shivering Order som happiness it never delivering Whats point of building n empire that gone fall apart If i never was invited how imma play my part If nobody taught me shit how imms be smart If i never had a fkn push how immma get a start We was small fish swimming with sharks We was just som candles tryna light up the dark Surrounded by darkness we had just a spark How tf. Imma play if i nevet seen a toy or a park

Please make more of these kind of beats bro. This is a banger

Expect to see me on this VERY soon!

Lemme tell you about Leo yeah he was caught up in the streets Hiding a hunting knife underneath his bedsheets He’s always had his knife on the waistline of his jeans On the side he’s selling drugs he was tryna make p Mashing in works he was well known on the scene Caught up with his gang he was neck deep in the beef This beef was violent 5 man died within week On the snap he’s posting videos on the other sides streets People started sharing that for everyone to see Leo was swinging his knife singing run you little neeks He was on the block everyday it was gettin hotter by the week But the money turned him blind to the truth he coulda seen He’s mum was broke on the estate but there’s other things he coulda been Couple months went by and he was riding out on blocks In the van with his gang had their weapons on lock Leo’s loading a revolver hoping someone gets dropped They jumped out the van they were all licking shots Both sides shooting led taking cover by shops Civilians dashing into flats screaming what is going on 6 people died that night the whole estate was on lock Leo loved the thrill he’d killed his first opp And the money he made from the drugs made him feel on top Leo and his gang went to ride on their opps Fingers pulling triggers letting bullets go off In the corner he saw his best friend get shot So he dashed over to his friend he was coughing up blood Leo then realised that his heart had stopped He wasn’t thinking clearly he was in a state of shock So he pulled back the hammer starting letting off shots He was lurking on flats with a loaded dots And if he saw that yute Leo swore he’ll dropped He laid eyes on this boy and his gun was already cocked Leo started pulling the trigger till his ammo was gone And he was pissed he’d missed every shot So he backed out a knife he was wielding it around So he started dashing quick tryna run this killer down All of a sudden the killers gang appeared holding up rounds 10 bullets flew in Leo and he fell to the ground The block went quiet aside for Leo’s painful growls And in a couple of minutes he wasn’t making a sound Leos killers got life and they’re serving it now And for young little Leo he’s buried in the ground He was only 15 and he’s up with the clouds There’s really no winner when your playing with the gun You’ll either be doing life or being buried by your mum It’s really a shame Leo’s mums in pain Crying everyday cause she misses her sons face The griefs made her ill she’s going insane She raised Leo on her own there was never no dad Her son was all she had now her mental healths bad She stopped eating and washing she just stays in her flat This went on for months she’s feeling more than sad Bills piling up she owes at least 10 grand She’s in debt the only thing she loves is dead When one day she cleans her flat has a wash and changes beds She goes to the shops buys a rope and a chair Comes home writes a note while clutching her hair So she got up on the chair put the noose round her neck One final cry before she kicks the chair to her left She drops a little bit ropes tight round her neck Suffocating slowly in 4 minutes she was dead

This beat is so 🥶

Melody on this is fire

I love this beat

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This is 🔥

Wtf 0 dislikes i never saw that before

i rate this a 10/10

Perfect! 💯

I really don’t know where to start see this world is full of art They try pushing all that blame on to someone that is smart They try hiding in the dark For all the times they shot there darts They try stepping up there game For all that shit that never sparked Now I’m sparking this essence Try to show them what I’m repping See this sheff city live ain’t for weak ones not a question Now I’m on a different quest to try and reach what I do best See I’m supprised with what I’ve seen That I’m alive to live my dream Now I hold it down correctly told my brothers not to fein See a fake smile shows whenever I try to join a team Now my friendship group is fucked I don’t know who to love or trust I don’t know who is even there for me When I’m down in the dumps got a few people there for me I’ll always show them love

Ima have to do my next freestyle on this one 💯🔥

This was hard🥶 had to sub for this one🔥

Drums go dumb 🔥🎸

Thankyou

this is crazy bro!! :) 🔥🔥

Shheshh 🥶

0:16

Bruh. 🏆🎰🎼

Listen, where do I start. This worlds messed up, just like my path. I tell people I'm fine but they can tell when I laugh. That tt keep things hidden in the dark. I aint a boy with toys hidden in the park. Got a j o b but still on a mission when I graft. No d o g I wont let the thing bark. Me and G o d even after I depart. I won't right it if it aint from the heart.

Im different from the rest Ill never lie even if comes to lie down i aint resting I dont want mummzy working so imma grind know I opened the blinds so i can see the light know If it aint right know its know or never Medicine wont help this feeling get any better If i tell her bout my vision i hope she dont switch to a different channel Smooth like pannel Before i talk to any girl I prefer to to tie my laces Cah i aint the one to trip over any bitch Ill rather look broke and be rich Then flex on the net Cah the fisher will look at u And try take u away Im tryna say watch who u trust And thats a must U can be a ruler but still get lined up If i was a window id deffo be tinted Cah jealous guys look through ur life They give u evil eye Single mum so i gotta work harder Me and my dad talk like that Hes done bad stuff that i dont talk really talk about i aint the one to judge like judy But some man switch over change or fame But i will remain the same U and ur guys say lets shame When u are the guys who are shamless U wanna get drunk everynight like frank gallager My guy think about ur life U out here having fun When ur mums providing for u Dont sit in that spot Cah when shes gone U gonna feel so alone Its gonna 10x harder trying cope I keep my grip on the rope Even if my hands turns red Cah i tryna fall like fall guys Like ksi im tryna get in my prime Ive always hated the feds cah they wanna lock my older bros up I was so young when my house got raided i hate em Because i seen mummzy collapse on the floor Moral of the day even if u lock ur door Theres always way in My sister left home shes never gonna text mummzys waiting I would say the reason why she left but its too fucked to say U gotta live life sometimes Even if it cant be ur way Dont cop want u cant a ford Just wait time will come If u put in ur grind For my mum im the sun im the light darkest days u will still see me shine Good judgement u can only call me wise U can lie to me But i can see the truth with my eyes When i was young i used play hide and seek Stormzy made that song so deep shall i tell you why He said need you time for yourself you gotta heal this aint suen u felt its how u feel Deep its its painful and real Mandem wanna move like a rambo u aint stainless when u steal youve robbed man but you hate man when they rob you u dont know how to feel karmas real I only got love and respect for my mum cah she taught how step from knee high and i got resepct for my bros who a real I love my older bro with my heart hes been in the feilds and hes been through that pain Hes the closest to a father figure Man think there bad when they pull that trigger Freinds gas em up like car Saying hes hitter But he ruined his life now hes got a sentence think twice because whatever u think is right might be the reason you die Its pain full watching ur mummzy cry when ur grandma died

Cold broo

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Stupid hard 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Is this beat for sale? Where can I purchase it at

No first play

No pictures

free for nonprofit?

I’m sorry I had to make this I just gotta get some shit out my head

Dien gaan ander dan een En zijn

Love this beat. Have you got discord? If so what's your username?

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