Deep in my thoughts over thinking I’ve been drinking Sat down in my feelings I need to talk But I can’t talk Without a meaning Or when the timing feels off Cuts me deep and I use to numb myself with pain Now I’m leading See the world through different lenses Time is creeping And I don’t like to be inside Feel Deceiving Introverted to max Do you feel it I’ve been sensing different things Do I believe it Should I speak out my mind Or should I keep it Should I read between the lines Should I deep it If the energy is right Then I’ll feel it Been invested for some time But I can’t speak it I feel there guarded up inside But I can’t read it When the energy is right Then I’ll feel it Takes time when outside Without a greeting
U can either love me or hate me Ppl 2 faced act like its cool but really they trynna flaim me In the trap i was fightin addiction daily In a feild of dead people talking to them like they can save me Went thru the strugles this boulder on my shoulders is gettin heavy Alcohol in my system im jus trynna walk steady Bro jus passed me a gun nd asked if i was ready
Double back double strapped Lookin for the opps ,where they at where they at Look at that look at that They dont dont want it now I could tell they all act By the way they all lack