Start at 00:23 Hook- Lately I been thinking Of course I been drinking too Left without a reason Jus Couldn’t fix your attitude Left without a reason Jus Couldn’t take the altitude Said her heart was breaking Fuck she said she shatterproof Bridge- You left I guess You left I guess You left Verse1- I just couldn’t face it Drinking without chasing you You were so complacent I was so complacent too 40 on me stainless Ran of we jus stain a dude Wild I can’t tame it Wilding in the things I do Hook- Lately I been thinking Lately I been drinking too Left without a reason Jus Couldn’t fix your attitude Left without a reason Jus Couldn’t take the altitude Said her heart breaking Fuck she said she shatterproof
Based on the rythem of heart you wanna find some space But then get agitaded when you feel alone oh grace What's the meaning of this persons intuition now I think he's feeling super lost he starts to go around Late drives late nights on the road now Playing music in the speakers boutta blow oww It clouts his head from negativity he starts to breath His hearts pounding super fast right in the road wow Better not look down, keep your eyes right in the ground Avoid hitting other cars keep that chest split down How does someone your age start to feel pressure now Only just a kid that doesn't even know how Everything stacks up right on your future bill You don't have it that rough I think you needa chill Only just a kid you using pharmesuticals Mix that with lean you pop off another one of those Situations were I walk into the grocery store My daughter sees another body laying on the floor It hurts my heart to see the start of future followers I try my best to stay away but I can not secure The path in which they will proceed to keep the rythm flow Always looking at her eyes finding more and more I'm sorry didn't mean to overdose again Just had a long night with a couple friends Rocky mountains in sky's and for minute I Start to get away from everything I feel inside Why you high and so drunk I get it all the time I don't do it to be cruel I just feel tantilized My life on daily seems to always die They pressure me into the point where I feel suicide I try my best it's not enough they say over again You see the clouds up there try go catch them Top stacks on job it's always mandatory Work 24 a day and go to feeling lonely Your dreams are dreams and for reason homie We ain't got anytime to live this life is phony Always looking for some help I keep those pills right on me And I'm sorry boutta use it else I'll still feel lonely Instagram: alost.soul1 Soundcloud: ŁostSøuł Fivver: lostsoul1 For ghost writing dm
somewhere-$cartier i never been so fucking stressed in my life my demons chase me in my dreams every fucking night i wish that i could go somewhere and shut my inner light but deepest inside me my head is telling me that isnt right i wanna go somewhere yeah somewhere i can breathe my feelings are hiding somewhere underneath my skin inside my skeleton deep in me theres no one home theres no one i could call my own pour some lean smoke a blunt alone missed calls are empty nobody cares for me if you wanna see how low i am just walk and come to see there is another person living that i would like to be but its locked inside cell and theres no chance to get him free stress starts to rise its gonna be hard day again i need you im serious so why you gotta play baby dont break my heart yeah this is not a game i watch trough my window but all i see is rain tears runnin down my cheeks when im walkin to my crib i crack my bones and push my finger trough the paperclip im in a blind alley of my mind i think im loosin grip no way back, i need a map, tell me what the fuck i did shit i wanna go somewhere yeah somewhere i can breathe i need to go somewhere somewhere i can sleep i wanna go somewhere somewhere fucking deep somewhere where i can rest and where i can be me yeah i wanna go somewhere yeah somewhere i can breathe i need to go somewhere somewhere i can sleep i wanna go somewhere somewhere fucking deep somewhere where i can rest and where i can be me yeah bitches after me cause im baddest boy in hood i block them in my dms please show me something new i wanna real love but you broke my heart to two pieces i cant fix it its broken and you were the glue im trapped in this body it feels like cage cant stand the fact that all my friends are fake smash myself into a wall till my bones break till my blood flows down like a snowflake
I’ve never released any music, been making it for a long time tho. I’m writing a song about my girl and Fosho gonna use this beat. May be the first song I post to soundcloud.
rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise high to see the sky, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly, fly high to reach the light, die, die, die, die, die, i been dying in my dreams, freinds left me in my dark realm, parish my self from this dark realm, no need any fake world in my breeze, get new soul to see bright light shine, no more dreary feelings in the life ride, sloughter all the demons of my life right,
Somebody pray for me i almost died im wasted (wasted) im on a roll im out my mental out my soul there aint too much i cant handle im like a pro im in my zone
I been tryna find my way back home but I got way too deep out of control somebody pray for me I´m on a roll im livin life for me out of control I want some more for me im up tonight and youll stay up wit me u on my side somebody pray for me I almost died im wasted (wasted) Im on a roll im out of my mental out my soul there aint too much I can´t handle im a pro sittin back in gucci sandals lemme know -- im up in my zone Im drinkin patron so leave me alone im on savage mode so Im turning off my phone I close up my eyes and I catch a little lome cuz when I come alive im out of control out of control
It’s just another day im stuck in the gutter It’s just another day ima end up arguein with my mother Fuck how ya feel fr theirs no one living I’ll like all us
Tired of all my demons I’m gone I’ll see you later I’m on my grind sun like a skater I know all these haters gonna fall I’m shaking all my demons look my mom ik it was hard growing up so I’ll tell u here thanks here a few bands I’m off back to chasing paper Look told my niggas my niggas that’s
I don’t really you should be here Not even sure you could befriend My mind it’s split into pieces Have to find the why’s, reasons Feel so ill Wanna kill Sounds surreal Want them pills All i want is happiness Ain’t pull up with a glock, but i really saw it happening There really ain’t no stop, feeling like it never going in Don’t have punching bags, where do i put all my anger in? Getting all these nightmares Definetly not having the greatest can you never tell «He is such a big fail» Never knew all of this was so fake, like a Fairytale Ain’t no director But i feel like giving some oscars to all of these actors Actin’ like they know don’t nothing, man what a disaster They be cappin’ all the time, getting no real answers Not sure ‘bout the lifestyle Those people actually hella fake like a funtime They be acting so wild Never changing my real state always on my side Feel so ill Wanna kill Sounds surreal Want them pills (2x) Never complainin’ Never wanted them to be more stressed out just because of me But my mind goes every single direction like a centipede Running from all of the problems really should’ve set a piece They be askin’ why you so scared I got many fears Wish that i could fly sky high like a reindeer Have plenty of dreams wonder why they never fading They be acting hella fake, why they always playing Truly know it’s all a bait we all know the same Escaping from all of this hate closing all the gates Trying to forget the fate, can’t hear what you sayin’ Not sure ‘bout the lifestyle Those people actually hella fake like a funtime They be acting so wild Never changing my real state always on my side Feel so ill Wanna kill Sounds surreal Want them pills
(Hook)(x4) She said she want me I come with a fee Lil baby a dime but ima 13 She say that she fine Cant live without me She say that she fine Cant live without me (Verse 1) She say that she fine Cant live without me She love me to death Its vast as the sea
0:35 {hook} What would you do without me, yeah What would you do without me, yeah yeah What would you do without me, yeah What would you do without me, yeah yeah {verse} Have I ever told you that you drive me fucking crazy Smoking so much pack until we feeling lazy Double cup, yeah my vision turning hella hazy Me and you can skrt off in a Mercedes Lately, I been making so much money, lately Taking 5 blunts to the face doesn’t phase me I heard you talking shit behind my back, that’s shady She left my ass, and hit me hard like a running back But now she wanna come back, cuz I got stacks Then my stupid ass, told her throw it back And then I hit it from the back Then I asked what she would do without me I just want her to fucking love me {interlude: 1:25-1:36} (Throw some ad-libs or something in there) {hook x2} What would you do without me, yeah What would you do without me, yeah yeah What would you do without me, yeah What would you do without me, yeah yeah What would you do without me, yeah What would you do without me, yeah yeah What would you do without me, yeah What would you do without me, yeah yeah
Dang the flute tho! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Also I'm not trying to self promote or anything, but I'm a 12 year old producer looking for feedback from someone who knows what they're doing
Confusion it’s so crazy it’s so crazy it’s so crazy it’s so crazy it’s so crazy I got niggas calling me otp just to roast That’s how you know they hating cause it be niggas i don’t know and then you turn around and say that you don’t like my music but then another day you bang man i’m bout to lose it you say you my friend but i say that you not yeah i really don’t know if they hanging wit me or they on the other side plotting that’s why all this social stuff can mess up wit yo head you be having weird dreams at night while you in bed my mind be racing it be racing racing raging not gone rush , trust the process , and be patient If the shoe fit then i’m gone go ahead and lace it i can’t believe that i really got all this hatred only in the 8th grade all these niggas childish i can’t even do me cause all these niggas grimy but it ain’t gone stop me i’m gone keep on grinding i can’t even see str8 they all up in my lining dang i can’t even think str8 wit all of this stuff on my plate i don’t even know what to say just a basic nigga from the scrapes yeah they all changing it’s to late yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah cause one day i’ll be rich and i’ll have all the money niggas that’s laughing now yeah it’s gone be really funny i’m gone succeed in life and y’all gone still be bummy it’s gone be sad , when you 30 living wit yo mommy i’m not gone bash tho i’m not type of guy i’m gone do what i know , and that’s too do what’s right enough off of y’all tho , i’ll tell you how it is i’m living pretty good , i don’t got no complaints cause i’m not like everybody else , who say they hood i don’t go round pointing guns , and smoking weed , not good i’m proud of who i am , wouldn’t wanna change at all cause my family to strong we never gonna fall Lately it been cold , yeah my heart been getting cold i’m gone tell mama to go ahead and turn the a/c off Put on the fire place , turn it right back on i need to warm my heart , cause it don’t got no more go it’s been getting pretty cold outside if i feel a lot of pain , then i’m go ahead cry but i ain’t no soft boy so i’ll keep it inside when i got some problems got to put them to the side all my story’s , all i do is put em in a song this what i loved to do ever since when i was small i just wanna keep on going , i was just wanna keep on going unless they try to kill me , then ig i will be blown they don’t know what i been through had a surgery age of 8 Yeah i was about to die had to take sum out of me , i was about to lose my life cause once i lose it , it’s no where to be found means i just got knocked out . that was my last round .