I dont really feel alive, Swear I'd rather fucking die, So much pain that i feel deep inside, Look into my eyes, can you see I'm suffering, From all of this depression, You know it's cold outside, But I'm colder from within, My heart is broken, Ima cause erosion, Fuck layin my head down on the pillow, I wish the pain would just mellow, Sipping on this lean mixed with crystaleen, countin up my blessings with these bullets in the mag, (Click, Click) Now you see I'm gone in a flash, Dont close the window, I want them to hear my screams for help, My heart feels like snow when it melts, Cant you see the pain inside of me, Feels like a tsunami crashing over me, My lifes been nothing but "YOUR NOT ENOUGH, NOT ENOUGH) The anger builds from within, This why I balance on a pivot, I come from the trenches of hell, Oh now this rings a bell, Its "satan" show and tell, Watch as the demons creep around me, It's getting cloudy, My Mind goes black, They pronounced him dead on the track, My heart keeps stopping, Dont know when god will pop me, I feel like a fuck up, It shouldn't be this way, I shouldn't feel this pain, I'm getting closer to the edge, Grab my glock, Grab a bullet out the box, Put it in the chamber, Put the barrel to my skull, Say one final prayer to the lord, Let him know I'm giving up, I'm tired of being in this fucking rut, (But) "Sorry no buts" your a grown man and you need to be a grownup, (Fuck it) Pull the trigger back a Lil further, (POW!!) I'm gone now, I bet you miss me now, You thought I lied, When I said I wanna die, You were the beauty in my eyes, But you were the devil in disguise. (TBZ_PRODUCTIONS STORY)
Broken glass and open novels, the night is draggin' After the breakup, no make-up as one might imagine His last text is past tense, he can hide the passion Passin' a message, I'm breathless that he's unattached and My mirror is shattered, tears are drippin' like raindrops Hopefully, the catharsis is a point where the pain stops Repressed emotions, trynna restress and notice That I tried to hide from the Sun, 'til he suppressed the solstice Mixin' lies with the truths, 'til we can ingest the potion However, it isn't magic, it's tragic being a notion That the truth is what happened, where the lies are what could have He tried to convince of the things that he took back But I cannot look past the hurdle of reality Imagine I jump over that obstacle of mentality Without breaking an ankle, but I'm straining my heart Trynna send my love although my tears are staining the card With the ink of loneliness, folding my love in two Toss it in an envelope, told him "I'm grateful to you," Now, I'll meet the second one, who'll piece the missing half We'll understand the honesty, being alive to kiss and laugh
They tell me to kiss and laugh, tell me why I don't feel like that, can I still carry this weight, will I still be ok, will I shoot myself in the brain, but the blood won't spray as long as you stay,do a crime when your away,why do my own brothers hate,digging each other's grave,this don't feel ok,won't go behind the bars, I'm gonna make it and reach the stars, getting so hot but I'm past mars.
You said you'd be there when I'm feeling down Yet you're the one who put me 6 feet underground My head is always looking at the ground Because you broke me even said you wouldn't Turns out you're just another woman They said to me I shouldn't but I didn't listen Now I ain't feel the energy to keep on living
Tryna rekindle a distant past, A life where we’d live and laugh, I pulled my heart out the garbage can it isn’t trash, I put my art on the canvas then rip it half, Disgusted by emotions that I shouldn’t of had, You were someone I trusted and you did me this bad, The man in the mirror doesn’t mirror me, He’s just an invention of the reflection of my insecurities, My self esteem frowns upon me, The sky rains and god looks down upon me, I feel like satans on me, God gave me life but I wished he’d take it from me,
You've been by my side and you tell me i'm hurting for nothing I drown in my tears every time that i open my eyes I need only one more reason to really just stand up for something But when i'm looking at your face you laugh and tell me pretty lies We will be together with a big red heart It is What you told after we fell apart After that you became a Ghost, welcome to my life Send me to hell, i'm living it right now, Christ Tryna remember the days, with you, my best friend Who left me heart broken and open until the end And i just feel so fucking lost in the deep end The ocean of tears i been sweeping All the countless nights i been sleepless Tryna remember the day i fucked up my daydreaming (Chorus)
Me he dicho mil veces de no escribirte este tema Porque no mereces que te incluya en mis problemas Me he escapa'o de tu prisión rompiendo las cadenas Solo hay egoísmo corriéndote por las venas ¿Y qué más da? Eh, me quema Siempre he si'o el segundo plato para tu cena La segunda opción por si te falla la primera A todo ladrón le toca cumplir condena Te va a perseguir el tema que te escribí estando mal Tuviste los cojones de decir que era uno más Si no eras mi única musa, no lo veías especial Besabas otros labios, ¿Y eso si que daba igual? Dejaste claro que lo nuestro no era serio Me escribiste entre líneas que había otros de por medio Sabías que jodía y no pusiste remedio Escribo por otro, ¿Y tu lo tachas de adulterio? Compuse tu canción porque me salió de dentro No te la debía y no volvería a hacerlo Cosas de la vida, que ironía la del tiempo Pone todo en su lugar y están separa'os los nuestros Y están separa'os los nuestros No me apuntes a mí si tienes tú la culpa de esto Supe de tus fallos y aun así estuve dispuesto La luna de tu sol, rehén de tu secuestro Solo te mueve el orgullo Me tratas como mierda, ¿Cómo quieres que no influya? Yo me quedo corto si te tacho de capullo Una cara de folio por cada una de las tuyas Ahora bailo solo, no te necesito Hiciste cenizas aquello que fue bonito En el delito de tus ojos me vi inmerso No mereces ni un solo verso de los que he escrito Tu cara bonita lo facilitó Perdóname, niño, si soy explicito Ser tan cínico tiene mérito Un traje a medida con todos tus malos hábitos Y te aseguro que son muchos Escribo mejor cuando me inspira el despecho Niño de ojos rojos y de corazón maltrecho Todo por tu culpa, me estoy basando en los hechos Es la última vez que te escribo Me moría por tenerte y sigo vivo Solo eres un puto crío Con aires de grandeza, pobreza en lo sentido Esto sirve de lección de vida No dependas de alguien que no ha curado su herida Mala cara, rabia contenida Pagando por los daños de un corazón suicida Hacía mucho que no escribía de dentro Supongo que todo fue feliz por un momento Falsas esperanzas han llenado mis conciertos Esta mierda cansa, estoy harto de criar cuervos Si busco conexiones, voy a ir al aeropuerto He visto que no vale el entregar tu pecho abierto Solo he sido uno entre cientos Las manchas de un mantel, los borrones de tu lienzo Y es que aun te raya si te pienso Y si lo hago, ya sabes que nunca miento Lo siento, por ti no pierdo más mi aliento Y es cierto que te quise, pero ya no queda tiempo Ahora me queda cantar Ser feliz, recordar, olvidar Lagunas en mi mente cubiertas con tu inicial Ya no te dedico ninguna canción más Hm, ya no te dedico ninguna canción más Ah, ya no te dedico ninguna canción más
This is how we boutta be?/ Sheltered from each others feelings/ I took your world and tried to give a sense of meaning/ Wanted to help you out of your hell but it seems you hated leaving/ Why does it feel like everyday we are together, I catch you grieving/ ~ Over who you were/ Sad over your damaged life/ You would’ve killed yourself/ If I hadn’t taken your knives/ ~ If I hadn’t put myself on a wire/ To help you overcome all your desires/ To hurt yourself to kill your health/ Now your hearts on fire/ ~ I did it cause I love you/ We all have bad days but doesn’t mean this is a bad life/ We can’t live the perfect days without the days filled with some strife...
I got a lot of pain behind my eyes sold my soul for a bigger price wanna see my lil bro strive can’t wait to see you in your prime my life is falling down the drain smokin keeps my mind insane it makes the pain go away depression harder than clay lost in my mind I’m like a stray walking in many different lanes I see so many blue flames faceless pictures on frames I see nothin but pain many people lost in the rain answers really can’t be explained know I’m really feeling alone always listen to music on my phone my favorite artist is post molone his story’s are always impacted by this voice of his tone I wanna make my momma proud I wanna show them what I’m about but I have my own doubts
I know I’m messed up in the head… but the way you broke my heart I might just end up dead… my feeling are being said …you left me yelping… now it feels like I’m drowning and nobody is helping… now all I do is cry ..my pain is deep inside… you can see it in my eyes… you left me sleep deprived… I loved you girl but I guess you had me hypnotized… now I turn to rap…feels like your tore me now I’m leaking like sap… you told me that you loved me please stop the cap… (that’s all I can think of rn hope you felt my pain)
Lifes a gamble and I've been rollin the dice, I can hear my demons screamin cus I'm rollin it twice, Had a little faith, but it takes my hope and my pride, Hopin I'm right, That the pictures clear when I open my eyes,
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Пролетают звезды но жизнь остаётся светлой Езжу за рулем и вижу тебя посередине света Забираю с собой, посмотрим звёзды Пролетают года но жизнь остаётся светлой Когда есть та которая продлевает вечно
You're Love So perfect You've love So different You love Like I could never love Cuz let me tell you You neverbeen inthe other side of the bullet You've never seen love get burriend beneath the ground This l Love I worked so hard for Taken away Ina moment Haven earth now dragged to hell You've never been scared to ask that So called perfect love for some help You've never
My father once told me walking this road will hurt our soles especially with a heavy burden within our souls the truth hurts just remember one step and we're closer to our goals you're not alone don't carry the weight all on your own you suffer and I suffer we're both on the same boat we can't sink in the dark sea rethink our negativity and abolish everything that's unnecessary and right another chapter to the story we're not finished yet so don't feel sorry we all fall don't worry just gotta have the balls to keep going life is scary it's not a tale with fairies there might not be magic...
You were the best but you're not here anymore you decided to leave on my side and hurt me more My heart is bursting of pain and you laugh more look me in the eyes and tell me what failed I wanted to be the best for you but you dress it like a slip and you are not here anymore your memory quenches my soul
every time i looked into your eyes made me really nervous I really fucking love you I don't want to be your burden, wanna talk about the pain and explain why I've been hurting, but I think that I should go think its time to close the curtains.
Эсимде атыбызды жазганым дарака Азыр болсо жазып жатам абалымды барака Сен менден кетип калдын канчалык бир алсыка Айтчы элен кетпейм деп сенден никогда Менин суйумду, жаным баркта Суранамын мени жалгыздыка калтырба Билем бирок азыр, баары баары алдыда Кала берди ушул ырым ушул тарыхта
see it all in my head As I crawl out of bed What’s with the distance I thought we were different Keep it all in my head As I crawl into bed I thought we were different But somethings still missin
Знаешь ты дороже всех на этом свете В чьих жилах купит кровь кто не бессмертен Я ведь встретил тебя в этот осенний вечер Белом платье окружила мое сердце ты на вечер Я так рад я снова начал любит перестал много курить Начал
A broken phone, shattered over the last text, A broken home in ruins, covered with sadness A broken heart ice cold, because of past shit Rewind the tape with no film and you won’t have shit Just static a bunch of lines and dots madness What happened the same dark hole he was in he went back too Depression is real and it will kill you any chance is has to, Confused and lonely this is the shit that I had to adapt too
Mis actos hicieron que me miraras diferente, debi pensarlo antes de perderte, se acabó eso de amarnos hasta la muerte, este dolor al parecer va durar por siempre, perdí al amor de mi vida que es lo siguiente, que estés con alguien más de la mano verte, todo quedo en palabras no di lo suficiente, y ahora que te as ido es cuando más quiero tenerte,
I'm not even gonna front. You make good and amazing beats everytime. I have this love for your beats but at the same time. I wish people didn't notice your beat. Wanna keep it a secret. Ahah
I wish I had someone near to talk their ear off til crystal clear bridges collapse all around the sounds I started on. EveRy notes a specific moment I meant to keep hold of, the story unfolds trying to grab my favorite moments as the float away in front of me like forevers just a day away from nothing meaning anything, well anyways I'm glad you came to sit beside me while I went insane trying to find a way to explain the things inside my brain that never did and may never will make sense like the money spent just trying to kill the time my watch been trying to hide, once you finally find it nothing's like being high for the first time
Nadszedł już kres, wiesz? To chwila w której się żegnam... Życie to brednia wymyślona - załoga przez gejma??... Nie byłem oblany w fejmach, nie do tego dążyłem... mamo, Kochałem rodzinę tak mocno jak nie pozwalano... Drogę wygraną, chcę oddać swojemu bratu... Jestem przy was cały czas, proszę już nie atakuj! To jakieś fatum... Niszczy moją duszę... Piszę ten list, choć wiem, że pisać go nie muszę... Mogłem mieć miłość życia i nie pęknąć już nigdy, mogłem spłodzić syna, czatować ku jego kołyski, Siedzieć przy bliskich, rozmawiać o lepszym jutrze... Piszę ten list jest zimno... siedział bym w futrze, Ale jestem już duchem, ciało zostało w ziemi. Wiesz jak się czuje? Jakby stworzył mnie chemik, Nie wiem już gdzie mam iść, nie wiem jak żyć, Boże... Patrzę na nich z góry, naprawdę brakuję sił... Przepraszam, za to, że odszedłem, Że nie dotrzymałem obietnicy jednej, Że już nigdy Ci nie powiem, że będę, (he...) Wrócę tu kiedyś i razem z deszczem... Odczuwam smutek, brakuje mi was bardzo, wiesz? Boli mnie głowa, z chęcią wziął bym silny lek, czujecie... myślę o was, jestem, aż zamkniecie oczy, Jeśli dopilnuję, nic złego się nie potoczy... Nie płaczcie nad moim grobem, przecież tu jestem, Nie ciałem, to duchem zawsze bije moje serce. Jak nie oddycham, nie znaczy, że mnie nie ma, Jak nie patrzę, nie znaczy, że nie widzę. To ściema... Dalej tonę w marzeniach, chociaż wiele już prysło. Przyjaciołom dziękuję, za tą prawdziwą bliskość... To było wszystko, ostatnie sekundy życia.posłuchaj po mojej śmierci i wszystko mi wybacz...
Alone when I cry Alone when I pray Alone I feel needs to change. Something needs to i plead Anythingthat makes me feel like I've been given a break 2 years alone in the rain Years Pryor I thought it was her, Thought she felt how I did inside Now Not even God beside me Everyone tries to hide me Now ya can't even find me Google or on tube unless ya accidentally click on a link that leads ya too me. May as well Give myself a reason to squeeze I got this pistol I'm bout ready to use it If I did there would be enough clues left They wouldn't let it happen to anyone else is that my move if it is. Only Tim will tell will I go to heaven or hell I reached out for even God to hear But he left me here Now ain't that cold Turning away from what I had known Don't wanna keep selling dreams When I can't even afford to eat. Without being a Bum living off someone..
Разбитое стекло и открытые романы, ночь затягивается После расставания без макияжа, как можно было бы себе представить Его последний текст прошедшее время, он может скрыть страсть Передаю сообщение, у меня перехватывает дыхание, что он не привязан и Мое зеркало разбито, слезы капают, как капли дождя Надеюсь, катарсис - это момент, когда боль прекращается. Подавленные эмоции, пытающиеся успокоиться и заметить То, что я пытался скрыть от Солнца, пока он не подавил солнцестояние Смешивая ложь с правдой, пока мы не сможем проглотить зелье Однако это не волшебство, это трагедия Что правда - это то, что произошло, а ложь - это то, что могло бы быть Он пытался убедить в вещах, которые он забрал Но я не могу смотреть сквозь преграду реальности Представьте, что я перепрыгиваю это препятствие менталитета Не сломав лодыжки, но я напрягаю сердце Trynna посылает мою любовь, хотя мои слезы окрашивают карту Чернилами одиночества, сложив мою любовь пополам Бросьте его в конверт, сказав ему: «Я благодарен вам», Теперь я встречу второго, который соберет недостающую половину Мы поймем честность, живя, чтобы целовать и смеяться
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