I do like the designs on the cards, it's the same cards you use when streaming, I did wonder if the same people would vote to get a card read. thinking about what you said in this video about knowing myself, I never want to go back and do volunteering again, my mums idea, as she didn't want me to become some hermit. Some of the people that came for help were rude and mean. At one time there was this person, no idea who she was, Angry, loud and swearing in the library, I had volunteered at, a person that was also volunteering called me over as she wanted to speak to me, then she went all calm, she looked around the same age as me, maybe slightly older, she had turned to face me and eye contacted me a lot, she asked me about my interests and things I like to do, I didn't feel comfortable talking about myself, talking about what I like and mentioning my hidden disability because of how she was earlier, thinking, I might get screamed at, I did figure out she was interested in me in a romantic type way.
I'm glad you like the cards - I think they are beautiful. I'm sorry that you had a bad experience volunteering - your mother had the right idea to encourage you to get out and do something positive and interact with people. Maybe in time you'll find something else you could help with. Everyone is different so you won't have the same experience everywhere. Perhaps one day, when you are ready, you'll find somewhere that you feel more comfortable. Thank you for watching my video Mart - I appreciate it.
