Hello Christopher, may real name is Cerasela, nice to meet you! Glad to se you're fine, l understand how it is, l have a heart condition since l was born and all my life a had a long lust of "not to do" things. But despite my doctorat, l did get married, l have a beautiful a son (he has 27 years old now) and hope to live more tot see BTS together again in 2025 ... l'm kind of joking but times go by and l'm not getting better or younger...but finding BTS was a great thing for me, they make me laugh, and cry, and happy, and sad, but most of all they are next to me all day long. I work at home, șo my schedule is flexible and while my husband is at work, BTS and Army are my best friends. So l hope you'll have a good, nice and happy life from now on. You're young so take care of you and you're loved ones! 🤗💜🇹🇩