Hi I listened to it all, sounds like you are on the right track and like you say it's a home and a roof over your head. I think you are coming out of your Saturn return. They say that when you come through it your life looks very different to who you were when it began, approximately 3 years ago. Seems like the timing is right and more clarity about who you are now is coming through. Keep focusing on you, and let other peoples choices just be what they are. I think you are doing that anyway!
I really think you're right. It feels like there's a massive shift like I was saying. I love my metaphysical spirituality and Saturn won't out til September so gunna feel this shift and amplification for a while longer. But I feel like everything compounding into a much more positive view. And I hope this energy is being shared with everyone. Without sounding too woo woo! But fk it. Imma be myself an I love this sort of stuff. But totally vibe with what you said. And love it!!! Thank you for your comments, I can't tell you or convey how much they mean. But again no pressure to comments. Gotta keep off the screen as much as you can. (Hyporcirtical me being on RU-vid all the time) 😂 take care and have a lovely day, love!
@@Pyxlmynd You too, and yes you're right, the universe is always expanding, even when it feels like not much is moving. It's small things slotting together, moving along, I feel it too.
I'm a Cyberpunk fan too. V! What a mind-blowing game. Try Ashwagandha. It's great for A.D.H.D. It will really help you. So sorry about your family. It sounds like your on the right path. You're an amazing man, you really are, never forget that. Yes, haunted houses and the paranormal is real. I'm a psychic and the paranormal is an every day occurrence with me. I'm a hippie too so you're in good company. Take care bro! ☮️
🥰🥰 I don't think you can quite grasp how happy what you just said made me :) thank you dude!! Truly. And I will try that ashwagandha, I've heard of it before and see how that does me. As still on the waiting list for another 5 months before I get any psychologists help or medication but I don't think I fancy their medication either. So I will 100% try thar. Thank you again! And have a lovely day. You made my morning 🥰🥰 ahh so happy lool
Aw bro. I'm so happy that it could help ya and resonated with ya. Family csnt be so fucked up and life is just a rollercoaster without the rails sometimes 😂 but welcome to the club 🤣 appreciate you bro!!! 👊
Absolutely. F*cken good on ya my man!! It's hard work but feels so good haha. I find youtube to be a bit of a life saver. Not gunna lie haha. Glad you appreciate it and thanks for the comment my man, keep it up dude!
@BaldHeadDaily flipping hell that's amazing!! Bloody amazing!! I'm now gunns take up running. I've passed the walking test now, so you'll see me running and talking from now on, swear down. Or at least some of my videos. 😂 but barely now ya but Bloody proud of ya!!! Keep on going. We'll hold each other accountable x
@@Pyxlmynd Yeah man running was the best choice, feeling accomplished before anyone is awake is a blessing when trying to stay sober! keep it up dude!! look forward to seeing your progress!
@BaldHeadDaily Appreciate that so much cheers, my man. That's the kinda accountability that really does help tbf 🥰 take care and also keep up the fantastic work :)
It sucks so much but all I can promise is that it does get better if you keep going and stay as active and as creative as possible or we just seize. But as I say. You're always move forward if you're even remotely looking for self improvement. I promise. You got this. Its hard and fked to start with and always will but it does get easier if that makes sense. I'll do more videos abkut this topic and give as many insights as i can to help. As I'm as transparent as air and hope to help people like me and you to see that it can almost be a blessing. Infact talking to you has just given me a great idea for a video tomorrow so imma Screen shot this for my prompt for a talk one day very very soon :) keep well and stay safe. Speak soon bro 👊
@@Pyxlmyndyeah I mean, I'm a point now where I couldn't give a fuck about fitting in. Tried that, big mistake. I go to restaurants on my own, hike on my own and the amount of looks I get as in "what a loser" is just funny.
@al8061 ahh dude yeah seriously fck what others think. It just shows how strong and independent one is and people find that intimidating because they can't do sht like that so they just judge to make themselves feel better. I do most things on my own. And I prefer it that way. No need to put on a front or wear yourself out and can just do your own thing. I'm like that and I love it. Let them judge, stupid fcks 😂
also thats crazy similar to my situation my mum is disabled and has mental health issues and my crackhead aunty and her daughter were leeching off my mum, my ex broke up with me after 7 years and last year I moved back to be mums carer and kicked my aunty and cousin out of her house.
Oh man. That's wildly similar to me. I'll be on discord soon. I swear on all the trees In the world's life haha Would absolutely love to chat. And come up with some kinda plan or just a chat to start with but yess. We aren't alone. People have said in person about similar situations x
A base van? What like a home-baae on wheels. I'm looking at get a van and living a bit like a nomad tbh! I love the sound of that. I'm actually looking to doing something like that out in Australia next year as soon as I've passed. I hope I'm talking about the right thing haha never heard of the term vase van though 😂 but I love the sound of it x cheers broo! I'll incorporate something like that or exactly inti my videos soon :)
@basevan 🤣🤣🤣 I'll get there soon dw my friend haha x I need a van with a fat subwoofer so I can go around blaring the tunes and actually enjoy my life. I'm on it haha 🫶🫶🫶
Your home story is different however Me living in a block of flats with thin walls and I han hear everyone. Obviously your not going to be writing a book or doing anything productively while on crack. The problem with crack its to easy to get hold of, I don't use it but I know who sells it and how to get it. I think police are probably allowing drugs in the area, current basterxx.
Yeah I mean crack cocaone is soo rife through the world and especially England, we've just had a massive resurgence of it and absolutely the police don't do sht it's being allowed to be freely sold everywhere, ruiningpeoples lives coz well fck me, its great at the time but it turns you into a lying , stealing piece of shit and ruins the lives of everyone around you. I smiffed gear coz it was cut so much with amphetamines so it was letting focus but then the stuff it was cut with only became more abundant and just fjcking ruined me lol but so glad I'm out of that rut. Now it's just alcohol I'm stuck with haha getting there though. But thanks for your comment dude, soo so muchly appreciated 🙏 x
@@Pyxlmynd Police are corrupt, and definitely letting drugs do the rounds, when a town or county has excessive drugs police have nore chance to get payed and find stuff on people or there cars, and they can get payed. It's not in there interests to remive drugs its in there interests to get enough ticks on paper and the easiest tick gets the same amount of pay as the hardest. There is no incentive to be a good cop, and thats coming from My friend who is a cop, however since He became ome I hardly see him. I drank allot in My 20s and now in late 30s and dont drink that much now few bears here and there, or some gin, or whine. I have lots of alcohol wine and gin sitting for years in My cupboard, I drink it one day lol.
Oh honestly I absolutely believe this. Police don't give a fck about drugs I know coz I saw an dealer (Part of the alb cartel) pull up and police flashed their lights and I was walking to meet him then that happened so I kept walking thinking "fck fck fck, he must be for sure going to get nicked" and they just stop him for 1 minutes and then let him go and saw him later. I couldn't believe it. But still managed to get my bag for the night. Police fckin suck. Well the majority anyway. Any police reading this get your blody finger out and I might not be so addicted 😂😂 I know its kn me too but fucin hell. Swear they don't do anything
@@Pyxlmynd Police do just enough to make it look like they are doing something about a problem but only for the news outlets to make a story locally or nationally to justify tax spending and budgets. The reality is that police get paid the same and have the same amount of paperwork for a litter drop offence or a capture of a drug addict, if they can they will spend all day doing the most basic work and tagging along with any other cops in the area and all getting that tick on the paper even when there not doing anything. Thats why when one cop car palls up you get another 3 or 4 show up and soon You got 10 cops standing chatting over a shop lifter that ran off over an hour ago. When You actually need the police they often dont show up and if they do they do fxxx all to help You.
@@Pyxlmynd yeah we all have problems, true. I am disabled. My parents divorced when I was 11. I became a people pleaser. Still trying to work that off at age 39
Yeah becomeming a people pleasure is so very commont with stressful chuldhoods, always wantingbto be feel of use and heard and seen. I feel you with that. Well I'll make sure tonsinprire you do more fun and interesting content at fun and helpful different ple or whatever 😊😊
Hey bro hope you're doing okay, really happy you're taking steps to better yourself! Im still here if you ever need bro sorry if youve contacted me on insta I really barely use it, and don't worry I have plenty ADHD friends so I know you have probably forgotten about discord lol! be cool to come hang and go on a walk with you one day brother! Sorry to hear about the situation etc thank you for storytime! anyway, don't be a stranger!
Ugh what a legend!! I haven't forgotten about it. I'm just a bit of a nightmare with these kind of things but. I will 100& get round to coming online and catching up with you soon. Saturday night I'm free so I'll join then. I'll set an alarm. Haha been meaning to talk to you soon just ugh life lol. Will speak yo you soon bro and appreciate you so much brother! Speak soon :) x
@@Pyxlmynd honestly mate don't sweat it I never take it personally I know people have things going on ❤️ yeah absolutely I am around tomorrow I might even be streaming as I was gonna today but I think it's too warm to sit at my desk 😅 I will be streaming Sunday for sure as we do Sunday Funday where some of the community grt involved and play games and I mess around trying some new things out!
BTW I'm having to make another twitch account as somehow I can access my twitch account. So will for sure be join tomorrow, just setting up a new account. So hopefully you bee streaming tomorrow 😊
