I’ve tried everything. I keep praying, fighting, and giving until I’m empty. Why am I being punished???? I beg you, God..... help me , heal me, and lead me down the right path. I know I deserve a better life.
You are not being punished. God loves you, ask him to be with you and show you. I understand though. We are breaking generational patterns and no it’s not fair but it will be worth it with God in Jesus name. Amen.
I really dont know if it will help bc I cannot even imagine the pain of losing a child but there is a song by Gordon Mote called faith like that listen to the words of it...you are in my thoughts and prayers I pray that our lord and savior will hold you in his arms and comfort you through the pain in Jesus name...Amen
I graduated from college... and I kind of lost myself. I'm not who I was in college... I'm not really sure who I am now. I don't like where I am and it's nothing like I thought it might be after I finished college. I go to my reunion this summer... honestly there's a major part of me that's terrified of going because... I feel like my life has just been one big disaster since I left college. I'm ashamed of it, feels like everyone else has gotten married or have careers and here I am... struggling to get anywhere at all. So this song really found me at good time I needed to hear it... but I hope this isn't as good as it gets though. I want to believe that there's somehow more... than this.
I feel that way often but I still keep up hope . Hope is a very powerful feeling. Hope keeps me getting up and moving regardless if I’m feeling better. Living one day at a time sometimes one minute
My brother was also a drug user he’s currently in prison now and iam praying that when he gets out he’ll be ok and not go back to drugs , I can feel your pain I’ll be praying for your brother!!!
Lost, my partner, the best chapter in my living days, and I'm still a mess. God bless this mess, I'm holding on. 2000-2014. For those few years feel like a lifetime. Honey I miss you everyday
2 my Bear: For everything we have been through together these last 3 decades, I'm holding on like it really is going to be ok" God Bless this mess. TY Jillian Jacqueline for this awesome song!
I do pray every day, even during the day, He is with me in the supermarke, even every story, I talk to him, however i fall short, I am nothing without Him. And I ask my Abba to bless my mess, because I can't do without Him. Amen !
God bless this mess. Thank you Lord for carrying me through the darkest times...I know you going to help me and my little boy fly when the time is right. Thank you for this song.💚💛🧡
U can't belevie who came back in my life Rosie we have laughed cussed each other out and she is trying her best yo help me if it wasn't for her I would been gone nuts
I don't know if anyone will read this but... I've been in a bad place and spiralling back and forth for years now, I still don't feel well, and I promised myself so many times I will do better but I never did. Today I decided that I'll really do better, take the next five months and grow and heal and learn and get back my life. It scares me but I want to do this, for my future self and for all the people who loved me and will love me in my life. I'm eighteen and I don't want to cry over more time I lost being depressed and anxious when I can change now. I just saw this before going to sleep and thought that this is where self love and acceptance starts - you deal with being in a hard place, and believe it will get better, and take steps to get better, learn to accept the failures, but love yourself even for the smallest wins because you really are doing your best. I wish you all the best!
@@smithmeg Thank you. I wish you all the best for your kindness! An update: I honestly forgot about this comment I left, but wow, yeah, those times were not fun. It took a little more time than those 5 months, but I did get better and in turn it seems life is a little nicer to me now. To anyone else who reads this, I stand by what I have written at the end, and I'll continue. I still have to unlearn so many things, but if I can do that, anyone else can. It will get better. Not all at once, slowly, painstakingly, and it will suck sometimes, and yes you, your life may never be what you think of as perfect - but it will get better. You will get better. Give it time and be kind to yourself.
You are wise beyond your years and your posts just helped me immensely to help find the strength to fight through another day!!! Been in a series of nitemares for longer than you have been alive. About 25 Years! I'm 46 and have been thinking a lot about giving up. Thank you!!!
I glad I found this song cause I been thur alot of shit since 2003 until now an I been holding it in an doing shit I shouldn't of did an lost my family cause of it
I lost my adult child, and then I got him partially back when I lost my dog to cancer. I live in a constant roller-coaster of emotional pain. But I'm trying my best.
Families is all dead even my sons father and a 12 yrs relationship a scam a lie. Thank u for this song maybe people will realize messy people just don’t wake up that way on purpose
Losing my son same week my relationships then my sister the government pick a good time for the mind control GOD is Good praise tHingis happo. Keep head up
Psalm 134.praise the lord all you servants of the lord who minister at night in the house of the lord lift up your hands in the sanctuary and praise the lord may the maker of heaven and earth bless you from zion HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH HALLELUJAH in JESUS magnificent glorious precious almighty denamite perfect holy name and the magnificent glorious precious almighty denamite perfect holy god name and the the magnificent glorious precious almighty denamite perfect holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy HOLY PRECIOUS ALMIGHTY SPIRIT NAME AMEN
I thought he loved my mess. I thought for once someone would have my back and show up no pranks on holding my hand. Now I'm a bigger mess without the one who is running with my soul. My past ruined my dream so I pray for this mess
Love this song as ..its true trying my hardest my best tho yes please god please god bless this mess ..i hope its gonna be OK agin tho right now i am tired ..and yes i am a MESS....god blease this mess xxxx
