also how he whispers "depression" is really significant to me. if you're chronically depressed you generally don't want to tell other people, studies show they will think less of you and want to deal with you less.. so it really is a sort of awful secret
I see them everywhere Around me Talking and laughing Around me Ignoring me like I was nothing Like I was of pure air They do not sense My spiritual loneliness I see them looking Around me Not seeing loneliness Around me Treating me like I was nothing Like I was their plaything They do not sense My spiritual loneliness Alone in this I am Feeling what nobody feels The spiritual depression Pulling me down Alone in this I am Living in my world Released is my soul As light flickers
