I’ve been following you for almost 2 years now, crazy how fast the time has gone but I am so happy for you and proud that you are still making these videos 🥰🫶🏼 much love
Hey! So much love for supporting! This comment means a lot to me 🙏🥰 The time has flown by and I have many things I want to bring to the channel in the future. I’m excited for what’s to come!
I’m the same way .. so funny I thought I was the only one. I’m 7 years sober from adderall addiction and alcohol. I do think adderall changed my brain where I’m super sensitive to caffeine and even tea to a lesser extent .. your story resonates with my mine 100%. This evil drug stole 8 years of my life. 6 of it while addicted and other two because of the withdrawals.. I would love to message you privately if possible! God bless
Caffeine greatly exacerbates my borderline personality. Makes me ruminate excessively. Though its awfully boring in my head without it. As with any other substance, the post-acute withdrawal syndrome is very unpleasant.
My theory is because you and I abused adderall so much, I also did cocaine towards the end of my addiction which was the ultimate rockbottom. I think we overused our dopamine receptors that it’s damaged and therefore it’s super sensitive to caffeine which gives us energy and focus. I’m 100% sure had I not abused adderall and cocaine, caffeine wouldn’t have affect me the way it does now. Unfortunately or maybe fortunately I have to rely clean eating and exercise for my source of energy and focus which is healthier overall but it’s not a quick fix like coffee or energy drinks etc.. I do think in the long run we’re better off not taking caffeine. Just my opinion 👌
