I went from a two story suburban ah neighbor with the perfect partner to… nothing. dam I’ll never get that back 😔 dam I’ll never get HIM back. I learned.. I think I’m so dam sorry, I really messed it up with you.. with him . I was just young 😔 with opinions and options I should have never done that to you.. now I have a new man, new body and I’m a different women 😩 I’m trying my best with this one.. I’m applying what I learned with you, from YOU. I hope he doesn’t know what I did that one night I went out 😔 why do I constantly hurt MY man?