grief 

hope you’ll get through this well, he’ll never be forgotten

I know this is hard and u think u doing "nothing" is stupid but I feel like this will rly help u feel more productive and help u have a outlet

I love the cat ALWAYS being with her and following her around. It’s a „small pet“ doing small things but it matters so much and helps so much

Im so proud of you for making this video. You got up, you cleaned your apartment, you washed your face, you sat down and edited this video. You are doing it.

Hi Sabrina sweetie, I just wanted to say I’m so proud of you for showing up. I came across your story without really knowing cooper or yourself and I was moved. Cooper looked like such a ray of sunshine and I could tell how much you guys loved and respected each other. Grief is such a rollercoaster. I lost my newborn niece a few hours after birth and it broke me. It still breaks me. I appreciated you showing the lil things as I could relate a lot to those moments. Sending you my love and care 🫶🏽

it’s normal to feel like this. many people take it different, he was such a precious soul and he is with you and watching over you. take it easy day by day. emotions will always come and go. proud of you 🤍

The fact you can even get out of bed is amazing and you’re so strong. He’s looking out for you babes🤍 you’re so strong❤️

"Grief, I've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in the hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go." ~Jamie Anderson~ Hi Sab, everybody's journey is different but this quote really helped me through mine; once I learned how to give him all that love, everything became easier (for me it was, and still is, to write him letters and buy him flowers). You'll get through, I promise. You'll reach the acceptance stage even if it seems something far away now (it took me two years). My mom used to tell me: Break down, but don't let it destroy you. Hope you find it useful. All the love. 💜🕊

I love you so much Sab ❤️

This video was so comforting for me, as someone who has been going through grief aswell for the past year you have no idea how this helps and how so many people that have lost a loved one will relate to what you are feeling right now. You are such a beautiful soul, take care

Hi Sabrina, I haven't seen any of your videos before, but you popped up on my suggested videos just now. My boyfriend passed away last week from suicide and my god it hurts so so much. This has given me a lot of comfort and I haven't even watched it through. Thank you x

Im literally balling my eyes out. Grief if such a hard and long experience and I truly feel for you. I genuinely cannot imagine what you are going through. I know it may seem like you are just doing the mundane normal things but that’s good. You are still being productive. Don’t be too hard on yourself and don’t listen to the bull shit. We love you and so does Coop.

i cried throughout this whole video just imagining the amount of emotions she’s going through losing someone who she loved the most🙁i feel so deeply sorry for her and just so heartbroken for her i really wish she can find light in this world again, even though it’s gonna be one of the hardest thing knowing the love of your life isn’t by your side all the time anymore but will always be in your heart 🖤🖤

can’t even imagine what you’re going through rn. so proud of you. love you so much sab. ❤️

I lost my dad to suicide a month ago and it’s been so tough. More than anyone I expected myself to grieve very differently, I imagined myself sad every single day, not eating, not wanting to go out. The first two weeks were like that but now I feel ok, and sometimes I can’t help but feel guilty for not grieving “enough”. People always say there’s different stages to grieving but I think there’s really no way to go about it. You just have to let yourself feel anything and everything whenever. The pain never really leaves you just learn to live it. You learn how to cope with it in a healthy way, whether that be getting professional help, taking a day off to do things that you feel happy. One thing that has helped is scheduling my crying/breakdowns and I know that sounds weird but it helps sm. I truly wish your days become easier and you wake up with a less heavier heart every morning. Keep taking care of yourself you’re doing amazing and you’re never alone xx

I’m such a huge empath, and my heart literally hurts so much for you. You don’t owe ANYONE an explanation for anything you do. People too easily forget that celebrities of any kind, are human too. You take all the time you need to grieve, and you grieve however you see fit. I obviously didn’t know Cooper, but man, theres only been two celebrity deaths that have eaten away at me like this, Cooper, and Mac Miller. As someone from the outside looking in, I can tell you were his soulmate. He loved you with all his heart and soul up until the very end. And I truly believe with everything inside of me, that he is still here with you. After I lost two of my friends in less than a year of eachother, they came to me in dreams. Look for him in everything you do, he will come to you! The grief never goes away, so please don’t feel like you ever need to rush this process. I’m so sorry and I hope and pray that you begin to feel like yourself again. You got this! And thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share with us how you’re feeling❤️

Grief is different for everyone. Be kind to yourself. I can’t even imagine how you feel but I know that you’ll get through this. Sending love your way girly 🤍

When I was 29, almost 30, the love of my life died in a terrible accident I’m 32 now, not too far from 33 Clichés suck. Nothing anyone says is really going to make anything better You will move forward. You will feel again And the world will start moving again I’m with a great guy now, it took me a long time. And honestly I thought I would never love someone again, and it’s totally okay if you don’t He is with you always Thinking of you sweet girl ❤️

Sabrina I am sorry for your loss. Throughout the video I couldn’t help but notice how your cat is always around and it made me happy to know you have an animal because they truly bring so much light and comfort to our lives. Sending love.❤️

i'm proud of you. Hope you're getting on the level of being okay. Don't lose hope work your way up at your own speed

please don’t feel pressured to come back any time soon.. we don’t expect you to just jump into posting again. take all the time you need to grieve and try to find some sort of peace. he is watching over you and guiding you through all of this..we all love you so much. sending you so much hugs and prayers at this time 🤍

i felt so emotional watching this. grief really does feel like nothing we ever expect, it’s worse then we ever imagine. everything feels grey and it just feels like your just a body living without a soul. but at the same time you feel everything at such a deep level that it cuts right through. the good thing is, things get better no matter how long it takes. and even though things will never be the same, i hope that one day you are at peace with his passing. hope you continue recovering your broken heart, and take as long as it takes to heal, because speeding up the process only makes it hurt twice as much. feel better angel

Please keep this video up. It’s what’s given me motivation. I admire you and your strength even on your weakest days! 💕

this one quote helped me get through the hardest stages of grief, idk if it’ll help but it was “grief, I've learned, is really just love. It's all the love you want to give, but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in the hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.” But most importantly sab just take all the time you need

Sab we are all here with you. Something that helped me when I was in the depths of grieving was the ball and the box analogy. When grief starts the ball inside the box is really big. Every time the ball hits the side of the box it hurts. As time goes on, the ball will get smaller. It’ll always hurt but it’ll shrink and hurt less. I hope this brings you some relief. There is no right way for grief and NO time frame for it. We love you and will be here for you always ❤️

as someone who went through grief around the same time you posted this, thank you for making me feel less alone. I hope you know you are not alone

i relate to the people pretending to know someone who’s passed. it’s heartbreaking because they’re not there to set them straight. but he knows, and you know. and you’ll always be together in your heart. ilysm, you’re going to find your happiness. just know he’s at peace up there. still loving you

While you were talking on the bed, I could literally feel and see his energy sitting with you at that moment. I can completely relate to people taking advantage of someones death. Its sad to know the kind of relationship you had with someone and people saying they had the same when they really didn’t.

So so proud of you I never seen somebody so strong, you’re gorgeous Sab & you’re so so much stronger than you think❤️❤️❤️

that was such a raw video honestly made me cry how accurately you described grief xx

you’re soo incredibly strong sab. just getting out of bed is something you should be proud of. it’s the little accomplishments. take your time. we love you and are so proud of you 🤍

so proud of you girl❤️ hope you’re doing well🫶🏻

I'm so proud of you for doing something as simple as brushing your teeth or getting out of bed. Every small thing counts and is an accomplishment when going through the painful experience of grieving. We love you

This was comforting and very relatable as someone currently going through recent grief also. It's the weirdest feeling ever, and nothing can ever prepare you for it. Sending you all the love in the world x

Sab please don’t feel obligated to post content for us. i know that it’s your job but we all understand that you’re going through grief. we love you and will be patient with you. please take care of yourself first. Cooper will never be forgotten and his energy will always be with you. hope you feel all the love we are sending you

my heart literally broke when I saw all those wilting flowers. take all the time you need we love you

hey pretty, there is no need to feel guilty to try and go live your life rn with what your going through. i have been there i have lost three friends from high school in tragic ways and it’s definitely hard. i cannot imagine how hard this must be for you. just know that we are all supporting you and are here whenever you feel ready and comfortable to just let things out. your doing amazing and small positive steps can be very impactful for your days that pass. stay strong beautiful🤍

"Suddenly he is everyone's bsf" that's so true like they met twice or sum took a nice pic and then they say "coop I love u my BEST FRIEND" they rarely where close friends (some of them) I thought it was weird when I saw all of these posts

you are so strong sab

you’re so strong Sab. you’re literally doing the best you can, and it’s going to take time to get back to your routine. don’t feel bad about not jumping into work or even explaining anything on social media. you’re doing amazing🤍 love you

I honestly didn't know who either of you were until this story came out and I am truly proud of you for making this video and expressing how you feel. You are doing your best. Grief is different for everyone, and you being open with this will help so many people who are also grieving. You are so strong and inspiring.

i lost my father 2 years ago but it still feels like yesterday. i seriously thought i could never smile again but time heals everything. rest and grief as much as you want to , this won't be easy but please know that it is going to be okay and you will be happy again. i love you so much.

i can't even imagine the pain that u are feeling right now, i'm so proud of u sab and i love u so much! 🤍

sending you so much love sweet girl. you’re in my prayers tonight. you’re doing such an amazing job. i’m so proud of you.

i lost my dad about a month ago and i relate to everything you are saying sab. i hope you heal and sending you all the love 🤍

I’m so sorry:( I can’t even imagine what you’re going through. I lost my mom, of overdose, and it hasn’t been easy. I understand our situations are different, but it still hurts for the both of us. Remember that “you can not save someone who doesn’t want to be saved” this is not your fault, and eventually the sun will rise again. Love you sab❤️

I'm seending all good energy as possible! I'm so sorry for your lost, know that you're loved ❤️

You are truly amazing. I will never know the feeling of having everyone watching you whilst you go through something so tragic, but I can tell it's a terrible feeling. You're handling this in the best way possible and I love you for that. So does Cooper. He's proud of you.

I honestly didn’t know who you were, you popped up in my suggested videos. This was super comforting and I can feel exactly what you are feeling. I lost my boyfriend the same day you did. June 9 my boyfriend passed away in a fatal accident. Stay strong girly we got this 🤍! Our little angels are watching us and protecting us!

your strength leaves me in awe. there is no “how to” on grief, it is all a roller coaster of a process. you are doing the best you can and that’s all you should ask of yourself. we are here with you, genuine people/fans will understand the length of time you need to get back on your feet (whatever that timeline is). be gentle with yourself- i love u

sending you so so much love sab. i can’t even imagine what you’re going thru but j know, as you said, your youtube audience is always here to hear you out. i’m so so sorry for your loss and i know cooper is watching down on you guiding you through it all.

I’m so glad you made this, like really. Anyone who has been through grief before completely understands all of this. Thankyou.

you heal at your own pace. what social media says about you and how you’re reacting to grief isn’t important- focus on yourself and what you need💗

I know that you are a strong person and that you will get through this little by little. He is watching over you and is so proud of you 🤍

i’m proud of you & your process. it might not feel like one since it might not feel organized or productive, but it is one. i’m not one to necessarily face my emotions, so with past losses i feel like i haven’t actually “grieved”. but everyone is different & their are so many experiences. sending you my condolences

hi sabrina, or to anyone else who may need to hear this. thank you so much for posting this video, for being vulnerable, for continuing to live for cooper no matter how hard it may be. I lost my father on April 9, 2022 due to his long battle with substance abuse issues. every day since that day has been a blur. fighting with him and his alcoholism seemed like an endless journey, but I’d endure all the pain and all the tears just to see him one last time, just for him to get the happiness that he so desperately deserved. ironically, shortly after his passing, I begin to watch some videos with cooper in them. I learned more about his story, and I really resonated with his in hopes of trying to understand more of my fathers. I spent years in agony as the victim of an alcoholic father, and stories such as coopers helped me realize that the person abusing the substance is also a victim in its self. substance abuse is a general cover up for deeper mental health issues. be there for those you love. I did what I could to love my dad as you did for cooper, and they will forever be thankful for that. let’s hope they finally got the happiness that they longed for for years. live for cooper, as I will try to do the same for my dad. also, remember that grief is not meant to be something that just quickly fades away. it’s okay not to feel like yourself. a part of you is missing, but don’t let that take away from the whole. you are strong and you are loved. by those around you and by cooper as well. I love you dad. stay strong sabrina.

Even the little things like cleaning is such a good step to healing and not giving up, praying for your healing and he would be proud of you for even the ‘little’ things.❤️

Sab it’s okay to cry and breakdown you just lost a very important person in your life and it’s gonna take some time to heal so take as much time as you need and post when your ready to post everyone will understand and should understand. And if you need someone to talk to even though I’m a stranger I’m here to listen and for you to talk too. 💕

I love that you did the 1-2-3 thing before getting out of bed! I use that method too when I have to do things I don’t want to. I find that’s it’s a healthy way of forcing myself to do things without feeling frustrated. It makes my heart happy to see that you do it too🥺💗 Please don’t feel bad for not putting out content. You’re going through one of life’s most painful, natural processes…healing. Take your time, be kind and gentle to yourself, and take breaks when needed. When you’re ready, no matter how long it takes, I promise we’ll all still be here to support you.❤️ You’re oh so very loved by many people and we’re rooting for you🥰

this video was beautiful. don't worry about what you post, your channel is your space and it's so refreshing to see honest and real content

omg I am very happy to see that little by little you begin to feel better and see a smile in you 🥺 all this has not been easy for everyone but life goes on! a lot of encouragement and good vibes for you Sab, you are wonderful 🤍

i cried the whole time thru this for you and with you, sending hugs thru the screen. he was one of a kind ❤️‍🩹🕊

I recently lost someone really close to me and I completely relate to the stage your currently at. I'm sending lots of love and positivity your way xx

This video is so real , thank you , in this day in age it’s rare. I pray you get through this, what helped me a lot is feeling those painful emotions don’t try to suppress them.

I can only imagine the pain you’re going through but you’re doing so well. The fact you’re cleaning, cooking, and eating is great. It’s normal to have up’s and downs. You’re doing amazing love🤍

we all saw how much he loved you through a screen which was more then words can describe. i can’t even imagine how much he truly did love you! he will watch over you for the rest of your life until you are able to meet again. take care of yourself sab! we all love you endlessly

can’t begin to imagine what you are going through, i’m so sorry about cooper once again sab, he will be always by your side in spirit ❤️

don’t invalidate yourself queen! it’s a huge deal period, it’s not stupid you lost someone so close and dear to you. Know you’re doing the best you can right now and that’s all you should ask from yourself!!!!

such a strong and pure human

Thank you for being so raw and really showing us how your feeling. Always here for you!” love you and continue taking your time to heal nothing but support and hugs. Xxx coop will always be proud of how sincere of a human being you are and will always look down and guard and protect you

One advice: Stop giving a shit about people. Just do what feels right to you I’m sure cooper would also want you to live your life and be happy!

Gurl I totally understand you and can relate to you ❤️ I’m 15 and have battled depression for years and I know how it feels🥺 I hope you can get out of this and not have anymore depression 🙏🏻ily🥰

I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. I’m so sorry Sab. Cooper may be physical gone but he’s still right by your side going through every step of your life with you, the good and bad. He’s always gonna be there watching over you with a smile. It’s not gonna be easy to accept that he has passed and that’s okay. It’s okay to feel all over the place but things with become brighter and your heart will heal with time. Please take care of yourself Sab🤍 sending lots of hugs and love

i didnt know who cooper was but i've been hearing a lot about him and i wish i knew who he was before all this. he seemed like such a sweet soul. hope you've been doing better

Sending you so much love. Everyone handles grief the best they can don’t feel ashamed to post. Crying, feeling, being emotional rn is authentic to you rn because that’s what’s truly going on and that’s okay. Don’t shrink for others to feel comfortable. Again, sending sm love❤️

I'm so proud of you I can't even describe it. You're amazing and I'm sure you'll be enough strong to go through all the phases and arrive to the acceptance one. You really are inspiring us every day and we'll support you no matter what. I'm so so happy you are showering, you're doing great.

Hey sab, I'm so sorry for your loss Sending you lots of love❤ Cooper was the best We miss you coop

sab, don’t worry. take your time. it’s not easy going through this. you are strong. we will be here until you feel yourself again. and remember, he’s always with you.

its so comforting to see how far youve come. youve shown millions of people including yourself that no matter what grief throws at you, you can still push through. im so proud of u sab. i love you to the moon and back and always will. im a massive empath for you rn, and i cant even imagine what youre going through, but i do know that u are strong enough to get through it. cooper noriega will always be in our hearts, especially yours. i love you.

I cried watching this, you’re so strong and I’m wishing you nothing but safe and healthy healing 🤍

ur so brave sab, i am so sorry ur dealing with all of this. i admire u & ur strength 💗 i just wanna hug you :(

Honestly I feel like you’re thinking and that’s perfectly fine. People grief in different ways. Don’t care what people think but know that I think you’re doing a good job. Cooper would want you to keep going and striving. You definitely strong that’s all I have to say because if I was going though what you are, I’d be handling it worse. Much love girl!!! You got this!!!💗

I come back to this, its so comforting to know how I feel is felt by other people. I know that sounds horrible because I am so sorry you felt this low, and I never wish that upon anyone. but it helps watching this knowing im not alone, so honestly thank you and I love you

Thanks for being so open and genuine I feel so calm and safe watching your videos idk why

i love u sab!! i’m so proud of u!!! coop is looking down on you and is proud of you every second!! ❤️

i cant even imagine. i love your videos so much sab, take all of the time you need for yourself. no pressure to put content out there for us while healing. you deserve all the love in the world so many people love and care for you. i hope all is well

I’m so proud of you, I had someone pass away in my life and I was in the denial stage for 5 mounts, I really hope you’re doing better

the last clip made me tear up. your connection is so beautiful 💗 there’s power in vulnerability. you hold incredible strength sharing such a personal time period of your life to the world. this video make me feel more normal for grieving how i’m grieving. sending you my love bb

stay strong ml he’s watching over u ❤️❤️

you truly are so strong sab, remember he loved you and still loves you so much. Grief is so different for everyone and that what's makes us human. Take as much time as you need, please know that we love you. Coop was such a light in this world and truly had the most precious soul. I love you so much sab.

i’m glad that you have a sweet kitty that follows you around everywhere. i’m so sorry you’re hurting, I hope you’re able to find good moments in between the pain. ❤

I lost my grandma in 2020 and it still weighs heavy on my heart today. I wrote a song called ‘up in the sky’ and it just came out a couple weeks ago. it’s helped me grieve more than I can explain and I hope maybe it can help u too ❤️ sending you so much love. and give yourself the time you need to heal. there’s no rule book on how to grieve. let your heart process it all as it needs to. you’re doing your best and I’m proud of you ❤️❤️❤️

My heart and soul is with you rn Sab x You're so strong and Coop is with you every step of your journey. We're all proud of you for posting xx

ur literally like my bestfriend im so happy ur back but take ur time don’t rush into anything. u can be honest with us and post how u want 💖

I’ve never watched your channel before but thank you for making this. It makes me feel better and more normal when missing someone I lost. I hope things get better

grief is one of the worst things to experience in life. you will eventually get into the normal routine of things again, but it never goes away in the back of your head. stay strong

your feelings are valid and anyway you want to heal you do that! there is no right or wrong way to grieve. baby steps sab he's right there w you

so proud of you sab. and just remember take it easy day by day. he is watching over you everyday, you got this. i love u so much

this video means a lot to me and aches my heart. by you doing "nothing", helps a lot of people going through the same thing as you know that they aren't alone either. so so proud of you for even just getting up out of bed, that is a step! your not alone sabrina, i promise. things will eventually get easier as time flows by. this must be really hard, grieving is a serious topic. i recently lost someone that I've spent like almost every summer and holidays with. then the funeral was hard as well. but, besides that, you are loved and cared for. and please know you are strong enough to do this. my heart goes out to you and his family. he is always looking over you and watching you. he wants you to to keep living for the moments you don't forget. try your best to take care of yourself and mental health.

this video is a blessing. really shows the real grieving process.. 🤍 praying for you and your angel watching over you. He will never be forgotten. 🙏🏽✨