Bonnie I'm praying for you, You are so beautiful and the sweetest person ever! A pray God comforts your heart, and takes away all burdens. We love you!!
Hi Bonnie..I am so sorry to hear that your heart was hurt. You aren't looking like yourself, so it's not in your head. I wish there was something more than words I could do to help you...You are never boring. You are my favorite RU-vidr :) You are in my thoughts and wishes...Fairy Blessings to your beautiful gypsy soul xo #OOM
I'll never understand the rudeness of some people...I guess the best way to explain them is entitled...there are just some people who are not happy unless they are making other people unhappy! You are beautiful, your personality is great, and you are a truly great person! I love your videos! Get well soon!!!
I am taking untidepressing and xanax for my depression and i am getting fat, so i went to my doctor and he told me not to eat so mutch...and eat more fruit.
About the hateful comments...its not just your channel they are abusing they are doing this to many many others as well not sure why or who but they are terrible ...hang in Bonnie girl 💜🎀💜🎀💜🎀💜🎀💜🎀💜🎀💜
1st Who the heckkk is sending mean comments!? 👊🏼 -.- 2nd I’m so happy you did your best to make a video for us! Thank you 💕 3rd I’m prayin for you and I love you Bonnie! Unconditionally !! 🖤💕💕 xoxxo
Praying you’ll get all your medical answers soon Bonnie. Been threw several frustrating appointments with my mom when she was so sick. It was so hard to watch and feel so helpless. SENDING LOVE. #OOM
Don't let the haters get you down. I suffer from depression, mood disorder and panic attacks. I have also gained weight. So know that you are not alone. You are beautiful. I love you. 🙏❤
Hi Boonie we love you do not get stressed I'm 65 end I stop eating sugars milk chees no gluten, do 4 times a day breathing 4x4. I do feel a lot better God Bless you I'm praying for you DARLING 🌹💓🌹
Some people truly just enjoy being a bully, belittling, and insulting others. It must somehow make them feel superior, and keeps them from focusing on their shortcomings, and low intelligents. Lately there has been an abundance of trolls saying cruel things on other youtube peoples channels. Extremely hurtful things. I even turned a few in to youtube. No one is forcing them to watch any youtube channel, so they could move on, but they chose not too. Lack of intelligent on their part, and Bullies. I understand so much of what you're going through Bonnie, I have so many similar health problems. On the couch for days, just wanting to be better, the weight gain, etc.. I pray you find some relief Bonnie, Love and worry about you, Watching your channel is like, being with an old friend. .•*¨*•.. .(^_^). .._/l\_..BLESSINGS ღ Hugs.
Bonnie, dear, I have taken radioactive i-131 orally to “kill” my thyroid tissue. Can’t tell you how many CT scans, 2 myelograms, nuclear imaging studies with injectable radiation, probably over a thousand X-ray studies and I’m not radiation poisoned yet. I know anxiety sometimes doesn’t make sense but hopefully hearing this will at least slightly ease your fear about the testing. Hugs.
I’m new to your channel and I have something to say about the negative comments...”If you can’t say anything nice people then keep your damn mouths shut and move on.” She doesn’t need it or deserve it. I don’t tolerate rudeness very well, I sorry Bonnie ❤️❤️❤️
I have always thought you were beautiful! That's because you are. 😁 I recently had a very ugly comment on one of my old comments. I stumbled across it months later and deleted it without responding. They aren't worth a second thought. 😊
Hi Bonnie, new sub here although I have seen many of your videos. I've never understood a persons need to bring you down to their level. Even with your illness you always seem to uplift others.I too have gained some weight due to meds and inactivity and I'm dreading this years family reunion because I know there will be comments. My wonderful husband of 45 years still calls me beautiful so I'll just remember his words. I'm praying that they find a cure for you and you start to feel better. You are what I like to call an "Earth Angel" with all your positivity. You have given us many giggles with your videos and even on your "down" days you still give us smiles. Feel better soon x
Your such a beautiful person inside and out even though we have never met Bonnie. I love watching your videos I’m sending you so much love and hugs we are all rooting for you keep strong you can do this ❤️❤️❤️
Aw I feel so bad for you. Ignore the haters you're a beautiful woman. Tell them to f.. off. Sorry it makes me so mad. You don't deserve that. The clothes looked very nice on you. 😘
Please make sure your heart valves are checked! You may just need a valve replacement - rather than your whole heart failing etc. I had so many of your symptoms and ended up needing an aortic valve replacement and am doing well now! Who knows, I only have my own little experience here, but thought I'd share just in case. Much love to you!
Dearest Bonnie. This is my 2 nd time watching this video. I'm so sorry that some jerks don't have anything better to do than to go around n leave hurtful comments on your videos. Noone deserves that, especially someone that is as sweet n genuine n beautiful as you. I'm sorry that you still aren't feeling well n that the Drs can't seem to figure out what is causing it. My mom has been weak n dizzy since January n the Drs don't know why. Depression n anxiety n not feeling well is something I live with daily as well. Plus I have severe chronic pain issues as well. I have been so inactive lately too. I have gained like 30 pounds or so the last couple months, even tho I have been barely eating. Of course that makes the depression n pain worse. I was just talking with my friend last night about going to the gym n doing what I can. She has a membership n can take a guest anytime. So we're gonna try n do that in the evenings. I pray that you start feeling better soon. No matter what you look like on the outside, you are still there same beautiful soul inside. You have a wonderful husband that cherishes you as you are. Don't let anyone, especially these trolls, bring you down. I could only wish that I looked as good as you do. You're definitely one in a million. Take care of yourself n know we all understand how you're feeling n want you to take care of yourself first. We'll be here waiting for you. Much love n well wishes to you beautiful Bonnie💜
I hope you feel better soon. And I to don’t like looking at my body because I am also a big person but I have been working out doing yoga this is week number 3. I lost 5 lbs if you get a chance you really should look into ddpy Diamond Dallas Page. He has workouts for beginners. You should look up some videos on RU-vid he’s got a lot of successful stories.
You are beautiful and I’m always thinking of you! Screw the haters! You aren’t fat by any means but I understand because I have body dismorfia when I lost weight I still looked the same to myself and now that I’ve gained it back and then some I feel disgusted with myself! Then I look at old pictures where I had lost the weight and wish that was me again! It sucks but you will get through! You are gorgeous inside and out no matter what weight you are! I hope you get better and start to feel better too! Love ya always Bonnie!! 💕
I'm hundreds of miles from a WalMart and my boyfriend won't take me. He says my urge to save money is an addiction and he won't condone that. I used to live near all conveniences and amenities.
I do hope you get well real soon Bonnie! I'm still praying for you! I can't believe anyone could ever be mean too you! You are the sweetest person ever! Ignore those terrible people. You have so many more who adore you! ❤😘
Try to remember when dealing with haters as hard as it is, remember who you are in Christ. You are fearfully and wonderfully made, strengthen by grace, dearly loved and by his wounds your are healed. You are a ray of sunshine in a crazy world.
Don't listen to anyone that's going to sit there and make you feel like crap. You do you. It doesn't consider them. Keep your head up. Do what makes you happy. You're a great person and they have no right to say the stuff they do. They don't even know you or your story. You definitely have a great personality and for them to say that just goes to show they don't have anything better to do. :)
Hello my friend! I just wanted to drop you a Happy Comment! you are Loved!!! by me and many many people. I'm so sorry you're feeling so crappy... I can so relate. I've been so crappy myself. sleeping most of the day. so I know how you feel. you are always in my thoughts. love you buddy
Good. I hate that you are feeling so poorly. I am praying for you. I hope they solve this puzzle. You are beautiful inside and out. Ignore the haters. We are peaceful people. Take care. Luv ya...❌✖❌
Bonnie,I am praying for you and that you find out what is going on in your body. I don’t know if it is your lighting or not, but your skin looks yellow. Have they checked your liver or gall bladder? Probably have , but just a thought. Feel better. God bless you.
Go to Santa Barbara Samsun clinic, California . It takes three days and they run every test there is to find out what’s wrong with you. You don’t have one Dr. you have a gaggle of Dr.s that all see you at once and figure it out . I worked in the medical field for 21 yrs. . I absolutely can’t stand all the referring they do! What does the Dr. do? Go to a clinic like that that will figure it out. Get well and get some vitamin D (sunshine) and the vitamin!
Sometimes your hormone levels can be in normal range and still going thru menopause. And it can last for years. I went thru anxiety real bad and my hormone levels were normal and I had all your symptoms. After being tested from head to toe and all was ok I started over the counter HRT and after about a month I was so much better. Then I started taking bioidentical hormones and again so very much better. Just a thought ❤💚💜💙💛
I haven't had my hormones checked. I've only missed a couple of my cycles in the past year so I'm not through Menopause yet but I'll check into it. Thanks.
Some illnesses take time to get over ppl need to understand that. Some meds make you gain weight like anxiety meds and steroids ect. Once you feel better & meds can be weaned off ,stopped or changed it will go away. I have to take meds for atachycardia for the rest of my life. Along with 4 autoimmune diseases. My own family doesn't understand.
It's the worst when your family doesn't understand. I'm in a FB group for people with chronic illness and it breaks my heart when people say things like their spouse or family members think they're just lazy. I'm so grateful to have Dennis. Some of my other family is not as supportive so I understand. Hang in there. 🦋
My doc told me that to...I said ...give me a couple of million dollars a island with a malls and ppl to wait on me no prob.....stress is life...that’s what it is....🤐🤔🤔🤔
Bonnie, my friend had some of the same symptoms- she is a health care professional and it turned out she needed a pacemaker. Had a hard time diagnosing. Your skin is gorgeous as are your teeth! Check out cardiac, please. At least rule it out.
Sending you LOVE ❤️+ HEALING ✨ Your beauty is in your energy. It's in your smile. It's being human and sharing your vulnerability with us. LOVE YOU BON ✨♥️✨
My doctor said Fibromyalgia is a diagnosis they use when all tests are normal but you're still feeling horrible. My tests are abnormal. It's so confusing.
I don’t normally post on videos but I want you to know you and your spirit bring me so much joy.. also as a fellow chronic illness warrior, I wanted to ask if they have evaluated you for POTS a form of dysautonomia because that can cause so much of what you seem to be dealing with. No matter what’s causing it you are in my prayers to feel better soon.
I don't have an official diagnosis of POTS cause they want to use epinephrine and do a tilt table test for it and I've refused. My panic disorder won't allow me to do it. I am on a beta blocker for the tachycardia and to keep my blood pressure down but when I go from lying to sitting my BP drops. It drops again from sitting to standing and I've fainted more times than I can count.
The card meant the world to me Paula. Sometimes People don't realize the blessing a gesture like that brings to someone. I'm going to try to send someone a card to try to pay it forward and brighten their day. Thank you so much!❤🦋
Hey Bonnie, I’m so sorry that you are going through all of this. I really hope that the drs figure out what is going on with you. I myself have been so sick for 4 years now and all my cat scans and blood tests have been apparently perfect but I’ve been have brain fog/numbness in my head and my ears have been clogged and I’ve have constant vibrations through my whole body that doesn’t go away along with daily dizziness which they say isn’t vertigo because it’s not a spinning dizziness. I’ve been screwed over by so many Drs they tell me it’s only anxiety but refuse to give me anxiety meds. I've lost over 90 lbs in less than a year because I can't eat. I've been so dang scared and I've locked myself in my house and I stay in bed. I become very depressed and I barely talk to anybody my kids my friends or anybody else. I'm so sad these days and I hate it. I'm hoping they figure this crap out soon. Btw dont listens to any hate comments they are just jerks. ❤️❤️❤️
That's terrible! Can you go to a diagnostic center like Mayo Clinic? Just losing 90 pounds is enough to get a good doctor's attention. Our healthcare system seems to be failing. My doctor thinks I should be admitted but she doesn't admit patients or do rounds so the best she could do is suggest I go to the ER and hope the ER doctor will admit me... he won't because he has no idea about all the tests and doctors I've been through and the tests that have been ordered. It's a mess. I hate when they throw the anxiety label at things when they can't find answers. Please keep trying to get help. You're in my prayers.
The Bonnie Life I've changed Drs so many times because nobody listens to me all the do is read the notes from the last Dr and assume that it's anxiety and pretty much ignore me sadly. I'm so angry at the health system these days. I have to also go and get all my teeth removed as well because of the darn Drs flaking me off.🙄🙄 Ty for the prayers I could really use them.
I'm so sorry that you're feeling so crappy. I hope that they find out what's going on with you. Sending you healling and loving thoughts. By the way, I live in a small village in the Yukon, Canada, and we only have a small grocery store too, but no dollar store. I wish we did!
@@TheBonnieLife It really is beautiful, so much land where only the animals roam. I used to live in Ottawa Ontario, but moved here 12 years ago. Love it
I'm so sorry that you are getting hate comments , what a bunch of crap , I have panic attacks severely and anxiety attacks an agoraphobic and not one time have I felt like you are right now I really don't believe that has anything to do with it but I will say I have watched you for a long time and it seems to me are looking pretty sick saying that the doctor needs to figure out what is really going on with you and I am so sorry so her telling me that you're so sick cooking my fat in that picture you're trying on your clothes for us and almost fainted got really scared me because of you because my mother was the same way she was diagnosed with cancer but I know you said that you were free of cancer with just think God but her cancer made her become anemic really severe where she had no oxygen in her blood admittedly went into the hospital 30 minutes later for blood transfusion her science were eating crap Liz ice and just like you almost falling down and being dizzy and faint e please make sure your doctors have checked for anemia and I check your nutritional type stuff make sure yourokay there I can't think of the word my head ain't working right now sorry
I'm so sorry about your mom's cancer. I hope she's okay now. I have had bouts with anemia but my last few tests have been normal for it. I'm checking with my insurance tomorrow to see if I can go to the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN. It's a diagnostic clinic where they assemble a full scale team and you spend a week there to get the answers and diagnoses you need. Fingers crossed that my insurance covers it. I'm sorry I scared you. I'm also sorry to hear that you suffer with panic and agoraphobia too. Feel free to email me if you ever need a friend to talk to. Hugs! ❤
@@TheBonnieLife I'm glad your trying to go there and I pray your insurance will let you , sorry to say I lost my mother 8 months later , I fought the doctors and none would do no blood test and then finally a residence that was burning to be a doctor I think that's what they're called that worked along with the doctors he ordered the test for malnutrition and anemia after I told him she was fainting in my arms broccoli and just so much things going wrong at that time but he admitted her 1/2 hour after the test but by then she's in stage 4 and there's nothing we could do she died of colon cancer most horrible thing I've ever went through in my life the please make sure your doctors are doing everything you asked if you have to go to 10 more doctors just keep at it your life is worth it and not to mention none of your viewers want to see you get sicker and sicker and I'm hoping you are feeling somewhat better at least bye-bye
Oh no! I will be praying for you Bonnie! I recently found out that I’m pregnant, the nausea is terrible. All I’ve been doing is laying in bed and watching your videos, haha😂❤️ I hope you feel better soon.❤️
Yeah, you can’t will yourself to have a fever honey. Keep seeking answers Bonnie, we have to be our own advocates. Have you been tested for lupus? I’ve been out of the loop lately and haven’t seen all of your videos unfortunately. You are so adored by people you don’t even know. Stay Courageous and Brave, and please just take care of yourself, you are important to us!
The Bonnie Life that’s a relief! It’s just mind boggling, but your doctors will get to the bottom of it. One thing that’s comforting is the fact that your doctor BELIEVES you. I spent years in bed being treated as a drug addict, when I never asked for the drugs they were throwing at me, I was suffering incredible pain, deep fatigue, weakness, and had to give up a job I loved. I’m much better now, but I still don’t know why I lost three years of my life and nearly died. 🤷🏻♀️ There’s more to it, but one thing the doctors had wrong was, I was being treated as a T2 diabetic...I’m not. I have a very rare form of diabetes we don’t know what was happening when I was sick, but a metabolic event caused it and Feb 2015 I was moments away from death and was in and out of consciousness, did the whole life review going through memories of my childhood etc. a week later I was released from the hospital as weak as a baby duck, but filled with joy and clarity. Maybe it’s that we are where God needs us...idk but I know you will get better!
The reason I ask is because you seem to be going through a lot of what I’ve been through and didn’t know what was going on for years. I finally got diagnosed with Parkinson’s and they went to do an MRI to rule out MS but it actually confirmed it. I have to say it was a relief just to know what I was dealing with. I wish the best for you.
Your a gorgeous woman of God and his angels are round about you. God, Jesus, And the Holy Spirit are always loving you If God is for you who can be against you. This is sent with love and respect 😍😍
@@TheBonnieLife Awwwwwww continue to be blessed God is getting there glorify out of your life. I'm sure some folks think im crazy to look this way i don't care.
I have had a rough time lately too. ER visit over a week ago and still feel weak and shaky when I try to get up. No diagnosis why, blood pressure, blood sugar and heart were fine so wth. I feel for ya girl for sure. It sucks to just sit here and look and think of all the things I want to get done. Hang in there and let's get better together. Love ya and pay no attention to the haters, karma is a B$$$$.
I would check with a wrist BP machine at home. If your BP drops in different positions you may need to get checked for POTS. Good luck. I hope you get some answers. God bless. 🙏💜
Hi Bonnie! Im from Sweden. (If Im not spelling right). So sorry yuo're not feeling well. Im up some days and down some. Life is not a rosegarden. But we must have hope! That tings are going to be better. Bless Yuo!❤
I'm continuing to watch this and I see the pain in your face , you and your husband need a week on vaca. I'm serious hun, you need a break. Sent with love and prayers ❤️
Bonnie I hope you feel better soon. People just dont think sometimes before they speak. Dollar General gets good deals should check out christacoupons on RU-vid for some scenarios. Love Ya keep your head up
