lyrics -------- i don't think i've ever been this fucking stressed in my life creature part two isn't finished i lied just to get them off my back though i tried i can't create when i'm dying inside moving this weekend i wish i could fly don't have my car but i still gotta drive pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why am i like this i don't like this all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him depression take me by 25 fuck going out i'll just stay inside this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die hey holywood would your people ever like me? misunderstood is all i ever might be
"Creature part two isn't finished I lied" it's ok guardin no need to stress it, if you ever feel like taking a break you probably should. Love you guardin boi ❤ also nice hair
@@schizoautist nah i do understand i just want the dude to pursue his dreams if thats what makes him happy cause i know depression can be a bitch sometimes and to know hes supported and doing good things at his own pace
Your music makes me feel better during school, for example when I’m in art class my head is always swaying to your songs. You help me turn a bland day into something enjoyable
I'm loving it. I found your music in a rough time of my life and you helped me through it all. I still remember what time of night it was, what i was doing, and who I was talking to. I thank you 😍 much love from Georgia
As a struggling artist, trapped in the plateau. This song moves me and make me keep drawing, painting and tattooing. I feel this song internally, we all just want to be good at what we do, without the darkness and Debts of the depression that comes with any art form. I thank you for this.
This song is honestly one of the most genius and most well made songs I've ever heard I only discovered you from a spotify recommendation but honestly I resonate with your music alot
Guardin real shit man. Your music speaks to me more than any artist right now, and I love every thing you do. Keep doing you and never give up ill be here till the end.
I can't ever know exactly how you feel but I relate so hard to your lyrics - you being you is what drives me (and everyone else) to listen to all you create, even if you feel like it's not good enough. You're an amazing artist, Guardin. Your lyrics speak volumes. Hopefully, you will create more vent music like this. It's good to get it off your chest and it's passionate and resonating. Love your music, man. Keep yourself safe.
this song IS MOOD, y’all expect so much from someone who is GOING through things. You got this gaurdin, love your music, take as much time as you need.
Congrats on 100k buddy. I akways come back to this specific track. So relevant to my life rn.. "Depression take me by 25 fuck going outside ill just stay inside" FEEELT THAT
why do i have to be the way i am i keep coming back to these songs when there isnt nothing to do or when i cant feel nothing so i just pretend :( i love your music guardin keep doing this please
Guardin you’ve been on repeat since I found you last year, helped me get through so much, and your music continues to help me so much. Don’t change please!
I discovered you on soundcloud a couple months after this song came out (i think). I absolutely love this song. It helped me a whole lot. I just wanted to thank you for writing this song, and i hope you're taking care of yourself Peace
this was the exact same thing for me except i ended up finding this song like 3 days after it dropped and i became addicted with all of guardins music but i havent listened to him in like a year so im coming back and revisting some of my fav songs lol
I saw the acapella okay video and recognized where you were, and knowing the area you grew up in (and growing up closeby) weirdly makes it way easier to understand and identify with your music. Keep up the struggle man you've been helping me for years
Hey Guardin, just coming from someone who got into your music over the last few months, as fire as this song is and is somewhat relatable to me right now in certain ways, I can see that it might be a sort of catharsis for yourself. Take the time that you need for yourself man. Having you upload great music is always a great thing, but your fans also care a lot about you and we want you to feel better. We might not understand what’s going on in your personal life but we don’t need to, all I know is your music is great and you deserve to be going big places with it, but if you need time to yourself for a while to get some things figured out however you can, we’d all understand. We’re all here for you and mental health is the most important thing to take care of above all else. Love ya man and I hope to see you in a better place, I really do. PS: if you ever got the chance to come perform in Fresno CA I’d absolutely love to come see you and hang. I’d offer to smoke up but I quit smoking weed recently as it fucks with me too much, but I’d definitely offer a beer or drink or something. Much love. ❤️
dude, your music mean so much to me I was working doing dishes and was having a bad day. I got the noti that you dropped a song and It made it so much better. Hope you get better soon
another amazing song and dont worry take ur time on things if u need to bud world doesnt stop for anyone at all .... gotta find a reason to crawl out of bed... lately ive been trapped in my head... what im trying to say is life is an a hole and we all know that but im willing to wait as long as need be till ur feeling better
Take your time, find yourself and show it through the music... This storm will end, keep pushing forward... Love your music, it gives me hope, and i pray you find what you're looking for in this life... Much love ✌✌✌
So proud of you I love you and this song take your time do what’s best for you true fans will understand that you are human not a machine that just comes up with music instantly the more you take your time with it the better everything will turn out in the end♥️
Hey Guardin ... I just want to let you know that, You save me with your music on the daily. I dont think i could keep going without you playing. Sorry ... But please, Keep going. I know thats quite selfish but I follow your insta and it makes me smile when i watch you do silly things or just ignore the hate you get. Sitting above the waterfall with Flowars or sitting in the car with savage. Love you man.