guardin - at least i try (prod. jody) (music video) 

lyrics: Oh my This just doesn’t feel right I’ve been in this car all god damn night So high Smoke until I go cry You say I’m a mess but at least I try Oh my This just doesn’t feel right I’ve been in this car all god damn night So high Smoke until I go cry You say I’m a mess but at least I try Oh why does it always feel like I’m a ghost I’m Floating in and out of all these homes I Don’t even have one to call my own I’ve Been on tour for such a fucking long time Can’t remember what my bedroom looks like Cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all I See when I’m away and I don’t know why I signed up for this until I go live Talk me out of fighting with myself Right now I could use some fucking help I scribble words until I feel myself Homesick has never felt so fucking swell

Guardin literally has the most supportive fanbase bless

I want Guardin to be our secret. But I also want to see the alien grow so much that the whole world can see his great work. I hope you get to a better place mentally. All of you. -Love ya, lil Monster💛 slightedit fromahigh me(: lil monster used to be my screen name for some reason😭, relax

love guardin's music, so good

This guy, is a legend. U need to blow up soon! Ur music is literally everything! 💚

guardin is the coolest area 51 alien i know

Stopped everything I was doing to watch this

heres the lyric yall : [Intro]
Oh my
This just doesn’t feel right
I’ve been in this car all god damn night
So high
Smoke until I go cry
You say I’m a mess but at least I try

[Chorus]
Oh my
This just doesn’t feel right
I’ve been in this car all god damn night
So high
Smoke until I go cry
You say I’m a mess but at least I try

[Verse 1]
Oh why does it always feel like I’m a ghost I’m
Floating in and out of all these homes I
Don’t even have one to call my own I’ve
Been on tour for such a fucking long time
Can’t remember what my bedroom looks like
Cause hotel rooms and bnbs are all I
See when I’m away and I don’t know why
I signed up for this until I go live
Talk me out of fighting with myself
Right now I could use some fucking help
I scribble words until I feel myself
Homesick has never felt so fucking swell

[Chorus]
Oh my
This just doesn’t feel right
I’ve been in this car all god damn night
So high
Smoke until I go cry
You say I’m a mess but at least I trye

One of my favourite songs from you ❤️

this song reminds me of my cousin. we used to smoke in his truck and listen to guardin for the entire day sometimes. all these songs bring good memories

Hahaha, literally pulled my phone out in the middle of my shift to watch this. It was worth it getting bitched at

His voice is so pure and the lyrics of all his songs actually have meaning

this bangs

I actually really love the flickering of different clips put together when hes outside that's sick as hell

this guy i’ve been talking to introduced your music to me and i’m really glad he did because the music you produce is amazing. update: so uh he ghosted me lmao but jokes on him cuz he left me with good music.

I’m scared to show people this I want him to get far but I don’t want to lose him after watching my other brothers fall

i love you, please keep producing great music that makes me happy

I can’t stop crying my soul is emerged in his embrace of emotions I. Can’t stop listening to his music

When your depressed listen to guardin its let's you know you arent alone.

Why are the constant cuts in the video so satisfying. On repeat till I fall asleep.

We still going strong still here liking every vid and loving every second. Keep grinding nick

You’re words, your everything is just how I’m always feeling. Tbh homesick for a place I’m not sure exists.

Honestly you work so hard and produce such art that its unbelieveable. Making songs is hard, and editing your own videos adds onto the work. Youre also such a happy person and your live videos sometimes make me laugh in class and people think im crazy but fuck it 😂. Keep doing all of this amazing work and being yourself and helping people. Also drink water 😎

came back here after years, honestly this is peaceful, its 2019 again for one last time

guardin i love u dude keep it up i wanna be able to see you on tour 1 day

i fricken love you man, you make me so happy, i can't see where I'd be without you, convolk, and 9TAILS. you guys made me who i am, this music video is super well edited and i love your style. and you're a very pretty dude

This is such a dope video and I love how smooth the cuts are and how well that match the beat. I love you, you're beautiful

forever underrated 🖤

I need an album and for that album to go viral, then all with me balanced in the world.

I love guardin he knows the feeels on levels I thought I could only feel he makes me not feel alone in this vast universe that is never ending

I love this beyond words can explain, so proud of you Nick. Love you sm

Never listened. Heard his voice in the intro and I instantly loved it. Chills

Love this so much ❤️❤️❤️

Literally could not be more proud of all the moves your making from beat maker then artist to touring dude thank you for always being here for me

I swear Guardin makes the music to my soul.

It’s only been 2 years and I already got nostalgia from this

this song and video together are such a good combination ❤️

...i've been really sad and your music helps with the pain.

I've missed you for so long. ive got your songs on repeat every. single. day. you're my inspiration, your music has helped me through so much shit. i just hope i get to meet you someday.

With each song I listen to of guardin's, the more I realize that he's a genius. Every new song has a different feel and cadence to his track, but each one still keeps his sound and energy. Fuckin live this man and I wanna see him in concert one day.

holy sh!t i'm listening to this for like the 50th time now and all I can say is that i love it omfg

My life has changed so much since discovering nicks music. It has helped change my perspective on life in general and i have never found music i got literally lost in before. It’s helps me forget everything going on around me for a moment. This kid is something special for sure! 👽 Thank you for all you do man, it doesn’t go unappreciated. Never stop being you!

yooo this looks sick dude! makes me wanna take a walk through the forest with this on repeat

been bumping this for so long my fav song to cry too🖤

The squeaky voice near the end😆Always fun to hear a voice like that swear.

You saved my life. Thank you so much for all your hard work. This is great. 💕

As soon as I saw there was a music video out i jammed out to it as soon as possible. Even put it on the big screen for everyone to hear. Love this song so much!! Love the message. Love you lil alien. I know your gonna grow so much

I literally screamed when I saw u uploaded, I'm going to ur concert in June I'm so excited!!! do u have a setlist already?

Been listening for years and finally met you when you came to Missouri. Thank you for all you do and keep being yourself. Hope to meet you again!

going through my "in my feels" playlist. i really love her but ik she doesnt love me...

the editing on this is honestly just an absolute masterpiece

amazing song and amazing video i’m so proud of u

Quality music right here, makes my heart happy

i just discovered this dude and he sounds like a mix of lil peep and all american rejects, it’s beautiful

You dont know how many nights I've just sat up over thinking everything in my life... I'm at my lowest point right now and I'm struggling to figure out who I am. Thank you for making music for us. For making music for you g. Please dont stop..

guardin is the reborn jesus of soundcloud

You always put me in the different vibe

I just reacted to this and honestly this video was really cool, hope he continues to make amazing music and thrive.

This has become one of my favorite songs. The vibe is so relaxing and sad.

love you nick. youre up next, i put that on everything

Fire i love the perfect timing visual with the hi-hats !

A beauty king we Stan❤❤❤lol im gonna be one of those fans that brag about being here from day one when you finally blow up

Literally by far my favourite artist like everything about you is perfect. Voice, lyrics, beat like it doesn’t get better

thought about doing something job career-wise and then i read guardin - atleast i try ill go for it ❤

i miss guardin so much 💖 his vibes is forever my favorite

Guys drink more wahwahhhhh!!!! Ayyyyyyy I seee you there why u no drink wahwah Hahaha gottt uuu you NOW YOU BETTER DRINK SOME OF THAT WAHHWAH IM WATCHING

All of your songs literally make my day 10 times better when I hear them.

When i broke up with my ex i listened to this at least a million times

Thank you guardin for helping me through I just lost everything but my kids and life's a mess but it will be ok and when I'm sad I'll play you and peep always gets me through

at least i tryed … not to cry

Reminds me of when I was a kid watching cartoons like recess I love your music it’s the best 🎵✝️

Хоть и при первом прослушивании я не понимал смысл и слов в тексте, но так запало в душу, что слушаю уже тебя 5 год подряд

Dude I love coming back to this song

I'm trying to win that Polaroid pic 👀👀 may 15th 😤

Sooooo goooodddddd guardin is hands down one of the best artists out rn

So apparently I've quoted enough of Nick's lyrics for my bf to look into his music. As of rn we are bonding and picking out our favorite lyrics together.

Nicks videos just get better and better. Love watching him grow as an artist and a human. Love it.

I don’t think he’s capable of making a bad song

my fav sagittarius back at it again. this video was so pleasing. & its a plus that this is my fav song atm. i love you nick ❤️

I got my glock in my hand still loaded, and you, convolk, peep, n pretty much every other sadboi have me keeping myself from doin it. Please keep it up. You may not know it but youre saving a guy from small town indiana brother. Keep it up..

Your music is so underrated and I just love your whole vibe. Keep rocking Guardin!

I eat mustard with my French fries

I’ve been loving his music more and more.

Always here for you guardin :) xcxldx_ on ig

I remember your concert in Chicago, can’t wait for the next one🔥🔥🔥 your such a hidden gem, keep workin hard on your music man

THIS VIDEO IS SO COOL

I found your music when I needed it everything happens for a reason

Кто он Лондона я один?

so i... smoke until i go cry. same guardin, same.

I have epilepsy and this video gave me a seizure. #worthit 💯😎😎👍

the editing on this is so sick!!

I love your music and the editing style, and the stream you did a couple nights ago was chill too, you're an amazing person Nick

I have listened to Guardin ever since the Gnash concert and it was so cool! I love Guardin and his music so damn much!

i love how this video is so simple and at the same time so perfect 💖

I've been feeling down and out lately and you just make me feel relieved. I love you so much🙏

Thank you for existing and making music that people can relate to and enjoy

Love how simple this but it’s great. Also can’t wait to see how far you go, keep up your hard work. You’re one of the few that I can say has there own little thing going on and it’s great. Have a good one

So glad I got the chance to meet this amazing human bean ❤️ they say don’t meet your hero’s but straight up nick is the coolest most genuine artist I’ve had the pleasure of meeting. Keep it up and much love from Seattle ⛈

One of my all time favorite artists I've ever ran across.

Found Guardin by listening to Convolk. Then found their "whatever it takes" video and now I just straight up love his music. Thanks for existing man.