Dear Jay Watson, You got to know that your music IS FUCKIN' AMAZING. The mind is involved in a kind of illumination with a lot of colours and happiness when it hears it. Thank you for everything, you must never die. ❤
[Verse 1] Wiser feeling, colder dreaming Seventeen and lost his feelings Finally started, broken hearted Watch the world descend into his [Chorus] Own I couldn't see past my ego Tried to say no, but I couldn't see past my ego [Verse 2] And another's undercover Without thinking of his mother Constant blaming, constant shaming Watch the world descend into his [Chorus] Own I couldn't see past my ego Tried to say no, but I couldn't see past my ego [Bridge] Tried to, wanted to Never said, never said, never said I could do any better I tried to, I wanted to Never said, never said, never said I could do any better than you [Outro] I tried to say no, but I couldn't see past my ego (Well, I don't understand) I tried to say no, but I couldn't see past my ego (Well, I don't understand, oh)
Beautiful song. It's also quite possible they are living a well-constructed lie that brings little-to-no Joy! And their ego is all they know how to fill without having access to their own heart.