You did awful. People that walk around with shit like this have to know others think it looks ridiculous. Just except what is. Ive been receded my whole adult life. Never once thought about painting my hair on.
God is holy and righteous. You are a sinner and your sin means you deserve hell. Jesus died on the cross for the sin of all who will believe in him alone. Trust in Jesus Christ. Look up voddie baucham gospel in 4 minutes on youtube. Its an amazing presentation of the Gospel. Repent and trust alone in Jesus Christ to be saved from sin and hell. Also look up Ray comfort on youtube, he is a very gifted evangelist. If you already profess to be a Christian look up Paul washer shocking youth message.