AND THE FACT THAT HE HID HIS PAST ABOUT HIS FAMILY AND HIMSELF BEING LOU JITSU SO THEY DON'T HAVE TO GO THOUGH WHAT HE DID‼️😭😭😭 Thats my head canon anyway, he tried to take care of them the only way he knew how and i think that's good enough. He still has a lot of room and time to grow as a parent 🥲