LL BKLYN You go bro. Very nice listening to you. No yelling. No head banging band. Just you. You’re not a piece of shit. Maybe that’s what surrounds you and makes you feel bad about yourself. Keep doing what you enjoy doing and feel good doing it. The rest of life will take care of itself. Try to have a positive image of yourself and that’s what everyone else will see. The better you feel about yourself the better you will be treated. Just take care of the things important to YOUR life.
I believe you said once that you haven't been playing very long and are self taught. I'm self taught 12 years, you are miles ahead of me. You must be doing something right.