Thank you for your insights Astraea...yes...they want to " stop someone from quitting " = a key group goal for continued manipulation... self love and a free will decision can " flip the switch "...only if desired...serious decision indeed.
The ones who wanted us to fight to push each other away were doing it for a reason but I got tired because it was not fair to me. Not fair to him either. He has come towards me recently to try to get back in my good graces but I definitely want him to look within. It wasn't about winning for me. It was much deeper for me. She needs to grow up and so does he and I am going to be good either way.
☯️✨💁 #ImVeryCalmAndAtPeace ... I'm Chill'n Watching The Readings and Enjoying My Snacks and My Night 🌃 I' DON'T CARE WHAT'S GOING ON and I've NO Regrets WHATSOEVER and I'm NOT Going To Live The Rest Of MY Life Worrying About What If's and I'm Minding My OWN Business , Health and Staying To Myself ( . ) I Don't Want or Need ANYONE'S Apologies , Excuses OR Explanations and I' Trust NO ONE These Days and Other People's Secrets and Situations AREN'T MY Burden's EVEN The ONE'S I' Know , I'm Not Bothering Anyone and I'm NOT Going To Put Up w/ Being Bothered #SoGoodLuck w/ WHATEVER , I'm NOT Interested and I' Don't CARE Who's Focused On Me ... By ALL Means Keep Watching ~
Rash actions taken due to unbalanced emotion are never a good idea. Further slander will surely not improve this situation, nor will it change my mind. Further m8nd manipulation whilst I sleep is a COWARD'S WAY OUT. If that type of behavior has not yet taught them this, there will be further consequences. Prayers that these individuals will find something within to be happy about. And so it is. 💙🤍👑🤴🏾👸🤍💙✌️🕊
I'm not communicating with him because our messages were not private and a bunch of stuff I'm not cool with. She was doing it for a reason or she wouldn't have been doing it. I kept telling him that but he didn't want to listen. It's about ego for her but not for me. The click doesn't like me because I don't want to be in it with them. It's like everyone was spying and it got to be too much. I wanted him to see who was trying to manipulate and why. I had to step away because being away he can see it's not me doing anything.
Thank you for another good read this am. I will always go against the grain. My calling to facilitate growth. No unconditional love here. Look forward reward to leaving my present abode. Peace be still.
Yes she's been trying to manipulate the whole time. Trying to use anything she can because it's all been about money. If it was about him it wouldn't be about anything superficial. I have hope he will see it. That I wouldn't try to trap him and my mom would be in despair because she tried to stop it years ago because she knows that I wanted to be with him. Pretty much everyone knew and used it against the both of us. But it's not my job to explain it or show it to him it's for him to see it
What's in the cards for the Hyenas, the Karmic and Two Face is far from pretty despite current appearances. Same for my toxic TF if they keep fighting necessary corrections of trajectories BEFORE it's too late, to limit the damages they'd be held accountable for. The upcoming explosive "situation" with Two Face: WHY the Fck does my toxic TF STILL believe Two Face wouldn't throw them under the bus to try to save a threatened image hence career/BIG $ at stake?? OF COURSE they would, Two Face is a Hyena, ONLY cares about serving their own interests.. What would my toxic TF do? sue Two Face? That will NEVER happen, i know it, Two Face knows it and my toxic TF deep down knows it too, it'd reflect even more poorly on my TF's damaged image & character if the scandal were to explode. Come on... Two Face should have NEVER been picked for that stuff for obvious AF reasons. Whoever had pushed for Two Face esp without raising massive Warnings (showing previous similar situations to validate the Warnings) should be fired or banned from the inner circle bc it REALLY was a no brainer. When the hired gun bangs the opposite sex of course it will come out at some point, you can NOT expect a Het guy getting that much attention/fame & money out of the fakery to be monk celibate or discreet AF for months to protect the lie if they're not in a very steady & committed real relationship on the side, even more when it's getting widely questioned=more scrutiny on his end (ppl paying attention who aren't blind by choice can see it's fake also bc Two Face is too thirsty it's ridiculous at this point, worse than with failed 007 back then!). Despite appearances it adds a lot of pressure on their shoulders as less & less ppl buy the lie, they can see it lol, Two Face isn't trained nor used to handling it, that kind of ppl aren't used to that kind of lie bc they don't NEED to lie on this to begin with, and their cocky & thirsty behavior doesn't help either, irritating more ppl who know it's a lie.. As a result it's too big and BIG $ worth when the proofs emerge on Two Face's end of it to pass on exposing the fakery. That's what my toxic TF's Hubris still refuses to understand bc they're too used to buying off everything: it would NOT work for this, hence a scandal following. Exposing the Truth would be the only way for Two Face to save their image hence money maker.. It's THAT simple. And my toxic TF was too Hubris ruled, toxic and Delulu to believe otherwise AGAIN... If it's not terminated before it explodes: Two Face would throw my TF under the bus without any hesitation, telling ppl the woman caught with is their real life GF, secretly going on for some time=they're no cheater.. Two Face doesn't matter to any extend, like the others they're just a prop, BUT the issue with Two Face is the massive damage they can do if the Truth is exposed prior to the termination, that woud make it impossible to control the narrative afterwards. To avoid anything petty & immature like with the previous ones (that would only make it worse) and to be used as preemptive damage control when Two Face is inevitably caught with the real GF soon after: Preemptive Termination is the only way. The damage done would be a lot worse for my Toxic TF esp longterm, there'd be a very serious risk for a dominoes fall too soon Timeline wise and for the worst reasons, which would be a bigger & more impactful dominoes fall on everything. Two Face's career will be over anyway in a few years, no prospect for any switch esp longterm, a scandal would only deflate their hype much faster in the home country, only place they could have any career. BUT my toxic TF would be left with the exploded bag of sh*t all over themselves to deal with and try to clean.. There'd be no win and if they tried to fight it it'd only make it worse bc the Truth would be too powerful, it'd expose their Kraken side more. The more stubborn, Hubris driven overall toxic my toxic TF's decisions AND lack of wise actions keep being, the harder & bigger Karma's boomerang on fire will hit them, in the LONG run also impacting the people closest to them, suffering that person's never ending depression, bitterness and anger towards themselves.. It doesn't matter how successful and hyped a few of them still are for now, their biggest error is still to believe they will get away with all of it, business as usual.. Time will tell.. My toxic TF has to stop deluding themselves & listening to their Hubris about ALL these toxic Bad people's loyalty and other empty promises: Toxic ppl esp like them are only & always loyal to themselves, to no one else.
If he's planning something I would be surprised. And yes she needs to be told no. The tower already happened for me like she wanted it to be but I am independent so it didn't work. She is the one who needed to move on. She didn't want to. It's okay for me to because there was never a motive for me.
He doesn't want me to move on and find someone else but he kept running from me until I ran from him. From her toxic jealousy. I still care about him just don't want to live with anyone who doesn't want to listen especially for their own good
