When I go to church I still feel lonely so I stopped going! I always asked myself why do I have to make so much effort to be accepted by these people ❓ It pains me immensely 🙇 I am a single and retired lady, divorced since 2004, yes, I had problems in my life because of wrong decisions but returned to the Lord summer 2011 👍 There are seasons in our lives, loss of close family members and friends! 🙏 Now I stopped working ending July I feel lonely 👍 But the Lord is always with me, even if there is little emotional support from my children since the death of my only sister December 2022 🙏🌹 Her death hit me and my younger brother very hard as it was so unexpected 🌹 What was my sister not telling us ❓ How bad she felt and very ill ❓2001 my sister's fall caused a life changing injury, paralysed 👍 Bedridden for at least 7 years! I lost my Mum suddenly Christmas Eve 2000🌹🙏 My 2 favourite and loving women are with the Lord 🙏🌹🌹 It changes you, traumatic events change you 👍 February 2019 I suffered a heart attack, was 2 months off work, then slowly returned back to work 🙏 I am so very thankful for my life, thank you Lord for keeping me alive ❤️🙏❤️
@18:06 an Angel went down To Stir the Waters Seasonally 🤔 Sounds like "they" got stuck on Stupid, I mean to say Men's Traditions.( I say that because of the Culture and worship in those days kinda makes sense "An Angel" sounds like "new age" beliefs of a Society) Notice Jesus only Healed 1 Man sitting there 🤔 Belief
