Heart Wrenching Story | APS SURVIVOR | Bilal Amjad | Sana Amin | podcast #1 

Thank you Sana for uploading it.

"SHAHEED never dies".

My cousin was in the same auditorium back then this incident affected his mental health now he just spends his whole time in masjid and tableghi markaz he's still so depressed 💔 this always makes me cry whenever I listen to something regarding this incident

یہ جانتے ہوئے کہ ہمارے بچے جنت میں ہیں.. ہماری زندگی جہنم سے کم نہیں.

My friend also survived in APS attack He got 3 bullets in his body Alhamdulillah is sb k bad b wo hmare sth ha. Alhamdulillah

Getting angry with his friends just before the incident will remain the most painful thing for rest of his life 😢. May Allah grant jannah to all shuhda of the incident Ameen

I remember I was in class 5 APS saddar when this incident happened , we were told to go home in a hurry, there was chaos everybody seemed so scared , alot of people took out their children from the school , changed their school , but I felt very proud when a day after that dark day we all went back and stood there for the fellows who lost their lives. I feel so so proud to be a part of such institution. May Allah swt grants sabar to each and every shaheed's family. And may such act never happens again ameen

I am an APS GBHS student Lahore i was in prep and was 5 years old when this incident happened now im 13 and in 8th and still get goose bumps when i hear the story of survivors. May their soul Rest In Peace Ameen.

ALHAMDULILLAH AM ALSO A SURVIVOR OF APS ATTACK lost 4 friends and will allways miss them

My classfellow's brother got Shaheed in this incident. It was very painful when I got the news because when they were at Karachi in our shcool I was used to of watching them playing while returning from my academy. They were three brothers very bubbly in nature. I can't even imagine their pain and their loss. May Allah Almighty bless the Shuhdas with higher rank in Jannah and give sabar to the Families Ameen.

I myself as an APS student and this incident never fails to send shivers down my spine..THE PAIN OF A SURVIVOR IS OHH MY GOD...I AM LITERALLY TEARY WHILE WRITING.. It's heartrending every single moment 😢😓

I am from delhi India back then I was in fourth class when this horrific incident took place. I clearly remember I came from school and a kid from my neighborhood rushed to my house and said see the news. We saw that many students have been martyred and many of them are injured, My mother and I started crying after watching the news. Hum sab bache mahino tak baatein karte the jaisa Pakistan waale school m hua vaisa humare school m na ho jaye. We were also terrified. After that incident india m almost har school m fencing hui security badha di gyi. They were brave hearts and they're immortal for us. ❤❤

Literally by hearing this from survivor got my goosebumps...All the prayers for shahuda and their families 😢😢😢😢

I stil remember hearing this on news, I'm not from Pakistan, I'm an Indian yet the amount of pain I have felt for the poor kids and their families, I can imagine how traumatic experience it is for them who witnessed it, so disappointing to see how innocent lives were taken away, how opposite ppl have taken our beautiful religion to, Islam is about peace and humanity and this is so very against yet the culprits have proudly commited this in the name of religion, how sickening! Allah give sabr to the families

This truly was a horrific event that happened, I remember for quite some time when I was a kid that the news came to my house on the TV. What made me teary was the fact when he said in his dreams his friends came and said they’re alive, truly the Martyrs are alive! May Allah give all those children a garden in paradise with peace and happiness, and their loved ones recompensed sorrows and grief with being united with them . Ameen ❤️.

It was one of the most horrific attacks and very disturbing at the same time. I was also a student when all of this happened it was very disturbing for me but now I am a mother myself and I really can't imagine the pain of all those mothers who lost their children in this heart wrenching incident. Their loss is irreparable. I just salute to their Sabr k kis trah unho ne apne bchon ki lashen us halat m dekhi hon gi😞 ALLAH PAK gharat kre un logon ko jo in attacks k peeche the jin k seene m dil nam ki koi chix nhi kis qadr behis hon ge wo janwar jahanum wasil hon In Sha ALLAH

I'm also an Apsacian. This incident still gives me goosebumps. i hope such incident will never happen again in any school or college.

I Cant Belive How Some People Dont Have Hearts Killing Poor Souls That Did Not DO Anything :(

Whenever,I think about this incident my heart starts beating so fast 😭May their souls rest in peace. Ya'Allah Bless us

I am also from APS Peshawar.I was at that time in class 3 .Still remember how hard that day was for all of us.

Goosebumps😢.. May allah grant their highest rank of jannah(ameen)

اللہ اکبر ۔۔۔اللہ تعالی ہم سب کو بچائے ایسی دن سے دوبارہ ۔

U r so strong to come here and share your story bilal ...cant even imagine how u dealt with it

Dil kamp jata hai jab bhi wo din yaad aye....May Allah bless all souls and give sabar to all families 👪 ❤ ameeeen

A ghazi. So many people have shed their blood for this country. We owe these people and their families so much. May Allah keep this country safe. Ameen.

When this incident happened I was in 5th standard in APS kohat, I remember we were told to home earlier that day, there were choppers flying and dozens of army vehicles surrounding our vehicle. I remember asking this one soldier how many students (not knowing seriousness of situation) were dead he said more than hundred I could feel sadness in his voice.

bilal i know its HARD losing a friend but remember that your friends are watching you and they are so proud of you❤️

This should go viral. Loved it want other people to hear this..

My heart aches for all the Children that died in the APS attack Hopefully their souls rest in peace 😭

APS is still the most horrific and painful incident we as a nation can remember. I couldn't hold my tears listening this incident by him while remembering the visuals of news of that day. I was teenage as he was at that time and I was stuck to the news channels as I was there and experiencing all the event as those shaheeds and survivors was experiencing it. it still shook me to core to remember all that and I can imagine how he and other survivors might be feeling being in such trauma.

Allah tamam shaheedon ko jannat mein aala maqaam ata kry ameen...

So proud of this man being brave and sharing his story and of thousands other, which could've gone untold. So thankful and proud of Sana for not doing what any other could've done; waiting for 16th December 2022. So as to gain views or things like that. May Allah grant ease to all the survivors to this day and sabar to all the families who lost their children to that horrific day. Thank you for keeping the Incident and Shuhada alive May Allah bless you all

I have lost umer Hayat 💔 we lost many more ... bilal bhai you may get all your dreams true and be successful .Allah rank all the martyrs of aps❤❤

Jitne bhi Muslims is dunya me nhi hn Allah un sab ki maghfirat farmaye or Pakistan ko aman o skoon ka gehwara banaye. Ameeen

Sana this type of content we expect from you. This is the best use of a social platform.

it is so brave of him to talk about it

I still remember that day. Our school was just 5 minutes away from Aps school, and we could hear the sound of firing and blasts. We were very scared cause we thought they were gonna come to our school next.

I have goosebumps while listening I am from lahore and at that time I was in 8th class when that bloodshed happened but now I am doing BS and it's my 3rd year. It's been years but still that day made me cry while listening and I hope the families of shuhda will have sbr. Also witnessing the whole terrific hell like can made a human full of depression. Hatts of to the bravery of students , teachers and all those staff who were involved...

From 2014 to 2022 it's still unforgettable

This incident didn't just haunt this school or this city..it haunts the whole nation till now..I still remember when I go to school at that time..after the incident I always thought that maybe this would happen in my school too..maybe this would also be my last day..and I was at I guess 6 or 7 class..most of the times I thought that if something like this would happen here how would I get away from it or survive.. My prayers are with Bilal Amjad, his family and all the other families who lost their children in that incident..it was one of the darkest day in our history

sana i also send you my story but now i realize ka woh iss ka samna kuch nahi...that day we were in fg school[in peshawar on khyber road ] and we were listening the voices of gun shooting and bomb blasts we were also thinking that army waly apni training kar raha hoon ga but choti time peshawar ki sarko par bacho ka taboot and ghar gana ka baad humain sahi pata chala hua kia hai.....even jab har december shaheed bacho ki pics roads pa lagi hoti hai ,i promise my self ka kuch pakistan ka liya karna hai kuch apna mulk ka liya kar ka jana hai bs Allah himat and tofiq da ...Ameen and solute to our ghazi bilal🥰

i Literally got goosebumps by hearing this from survivor. May their soul Rest In Peace

Salute to him for recalling such a traumatic tragedy. May ALLAH KAREEM Bless him and grant Maghfirat to all the victims, Aameen 8,9,10 all grown up classes, Maaon k palay palaaye Bache shaheed kar diye. Still can't hold tears.

May we never have to go through this again 💔

Allah Hu Akbar may there souls rest in peace 💚🇵🇰💚

saw the same dream where my friend tells me , "mei tou zinda houn, tumharey samne hoon" , Hayat Ullah Shaheed

Bilal, I can't imagine the horror you and countless others faced that day. Know that all our prayers and love go out to you. You all are the pride of this nation. Thank you so much for sharing your story even though it must have been hard and traumatic for you to talk about it and thank you Sana for bringing it to us.

I'm also apsacian and I pray that all martyred students rest in peace Ameen

4 minutes in and my heart is clenched knowing whats gonna happen and how painful it is.

We lost our beloved cousin Arham Khan in this brutal attack, he was also sitting in auditorium and now listening the scenario of that day inside auditorium i'm having goose bumps right now. We miss you Arham 😭

Heart breaking to listen to this.... I can't believe how he told this all without crying 🥺

That incident shook us and left us bewildered at that time..but still listening all those horrible events gives shivers down the spine..

A huge round of applause!!! For Sanaa!!

Itne brhe trauma se move on krne main apko pta nh kitni mushkil hui hogi....srf yeh sun kr halat khrab hogyi hai...i'm trembling right now ....may ALLAH grant jannah to all shuhda 😢

Mai teacher hn or ye waqeya pory pakistan ko kabhi nahi bholy ga ye waqeya sunty hoye meri ankho sy ansoo ruk nahi rahy esa lagta hai ye waqeya hm sab pr beeta hai

ALLAH PAK pakistan 🇵🇰 ko apnay hifz o aman may rakhay Ameen

In tears rn. May Allah bless him n bless all those departed souls.

It is heart wrenching I was really disturbed after hearing this but I recalled how Imam Hussain a.s suffered when his 6months Old Was brutally killed with a 3 spear arrow 😭 Haye Hussain a.s

Hello sana My big brother is also a survivor of the incident and now he is an army officer

I remember those hurtful days . I cried for weeks because of this incident . And listening to this shattered my heart into pieces again 😭

Is tarah podcast honi cahiya....ya stories logon ko pata chalni cahiya.

I cried when he mentioned his friends at CMH its heartbreaking I can't even describe it in words

Rest in peace to those beautiful souls 💔this tragedy will always be remembered by us as a Pakistani this tragic incident was so horrible for all of us ....We can't Imagine the pain that they gone through but our heart wrenches whenever we listen about this attack🤧

My heart rate while watching it was 97. Just imagine what would his heartbeat be at while experiencing this.

I still remember when this incident came on news till now it gives me shivers and Freshness of the pain. May Allah gives you strength and heal you from this painful incident

My heart goes out to all the families of those shaheed children. May Almighty ALLAH grant them higher levels of jannah ameen. Also, these series are damn interesting and underrated please keep it up.

This video made me speechless. How brave of you Bilal Amjad. We are with you💔

such a great start sana keep it up keep them coming.....

My heart wrenching for this boy😢 May Allah give him sabar Nd there fmly who loses their life

Immense Respect 🙏🏻 We cannot forget that Day back in December 2014. I was in class 10th and I can still feel those headlines and shows💔

I’ve literally cried again hearing this story… Allah pak is mulk ki hifazat farmaye, ameen.

Immense respect to all the APS students!

I was in class 8 at that time and i was in aps gilgit .. it was islamiat paper and when i reached school .. teachers told k paper cancel hogiya hai .. hum ghr aye and i saw in news what happened ... I still cannot forget the day .. just to think about them makes me cry . 😭

really heart wrenching story,mjhy yad hy jb ye incident hwa mn newly mother the n mri lap mn mra beta jo kch days ka jo k ab maahaAllah bht bara hogya,mn news mn tv py ye sb dkh rhi r soch rhi k mra kch days ka beta hy r mn itna strong bond smjhti isk sth,jin mothers ny itny saal lgaye bcho ko pala,jawan kia n phr khu dia,kya halt hogi un parents ke.mri ankhon m bhttt ziada ansu hn r un sb bchon k faces ghoom gye ankhon mn.Allah unk parents ko sbr dy .

Allah maaf ni krega un sab zalim ko koi itna berhm kaise ho skta h🥺😭

This was too painful to watch my goodness. May Allah grant all the families with Sabr and Ajar e Azeem. Aameen

Getting goosebumps while listening 💔😫apny frnds ko khona bhut mushkil ha

I am getting goosebumps while listening to this

Salam to all martyred in APS attack. May Allah grant then high ranks in Jannat ul Abrar and give sabr e jameel to their love ones. Aameen

Allah enhy ur un tamam shuada ki families ko sabar dy ur unk ajar mein izafa farmy.

I Still Remember This Painful Incident Like it was Yesterday. I was in 8th Grade and I Lived Abroad. I Remember I Came Home and saw the T.V and My Mom Told us what Happened. I Was Shocked and Terrified and I did'nt Watch the News for Months. And Surprisingly My Uniform was Quite Similar of that of APS. Everyone was Depressed and Our Mood was Pretty Terrible Considering we Had to Go For Umrah two days after the Incident. When we went to School the Next Day, We had a Moment of Silence When the Announcement was Made. It is Still Shocking and heartbreaking to this Day. The Song "Mujhe Dushman ke Bacchoun ko Pharhana Hai" was on our Tongue Everyday as We made our way back home from School on Bus. May Allah Reward Jannah To All Those Who Were Martyred on That Day! Aameen!

Ufffffffff😭💔ya Allah these goosebumps 😭😭🥺Allah pak ap sab ko sabar dy AMEEN suma ameen

It was one of the darkest days of history of Pakistan. It hurts my soul to think about kids who went through horrible experience. It might still be traumatizing for them.

I am In ApsAcs System From The Prep Class When This Incident HAPPENED I Was In 1 Class In Aps Okara.... After This Incident Many Students Changed Their School But I Am Still In Aps System Now In in 10 Th class... I am So Proud To Be A Part Of Aps ....... Aj Bhi Jab Mein Woh Din ke Bary Mein Sochta Hoo Tu Mera Dil Toot Sa Jata he...💔

I was crying badly while listening to that guy 😢

Our morning show hosts need to learn something, from Sana.This is how you listen to someone's story, without interrupting in between.

Salaam hai bhai aapki himmat ko jo itna bada haadsa dekhne k baad b hosh o hawaas me ho koi mere jesa hota to failure of heart ni to mental stability lose ho jaani thi.

Sana JazakALLAH khair to bring this story to the public from the perspective of the students of APS...But there is a suggestion.. Plz dont interrupt while story is being told.. Tasalsul khrab ho jata hai agley ka.. U can ask questions or convey ur sentiments after the whole story by the teller has been completed...

More power to you stay strong stay Blessed 💗

Aww stay blessed man😊this is so heartbreaking

Iam from India, when this incident happened iam in my eleventh standard and remember the reporting of aps peshawar attack in newspapers of India than, and really felt a great sense of agony while hearing his story, surely Almighty Allah had saved his life from all that horror puzzle for a greater purpose ❤

I really like this series but it is so heart touching

Cried a lot, still crying.... Hope any body could also share the horrific bomb blasts done on madrassa children at wanna balochiatan, wish those stories could come out too and people could also feel the pain of those people who lost their kids who were studying Qur'an also of those people who are killed in droan attacks I wish somebody could also make them in lime light, their misery and suffering as common people who are living in those areas suffering from droans and talibans may Allah bless them all and grant jannah, blood is same of every innocent human

Sana you deserve mollions of subscribers ❤️💞

I know how painful it is to lose a friend I remember when my friend group was planning a birthday surprise for one of our friends. We were planning to go a restaurent near the city, but on the way we got into an accident with a trolly and some of us got injured but he had a deep press on the head unfortunately he died just one day before turning 17

This story really made me saddened as if I was really facing this situation.

I'm crying ...He is so strong

First comment Yes that was a very painful moment 🥺

I just want to thank you for sharing this... This is really painful

This Incident Is Heart Tearing😭