Heartaches but it shifts to It's Just a Burning Memory 

First :troll:

Dansk?

I might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia

Please, @@losthesporething355, It's been 20 years. Come back to us. This isn't the person I met at the docks 50 years ago.

@@Voidi-Void I might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia but i might be 29 years old with dementia, but I might be 29 years old with dementia

it forgot.

It wants to prepare you

Maybe it didn't. You did.

A warning.

That must’ve been fucking terrifying before you noticed what was happening

oh no

Don't cry it's just a funny comment, don't cry it's just a funny comment...

Oh mom don't you remember. You know before the incident.

"the accident was 2 years ago. It wasn't your fault. Let me go"

*October 7, 2020. The "Forgotten" incident.*

wow... never tought of it that way but it actually makes sense

I know exactly what i feel reading this but i can't put it into words, like a memory i barely remember but can't forget.

Thank you for this tonal whiplash

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

The transition from heartaches to burning memory really shows the diffrence between the two and the amazing job caretaker did with portraying dementia

Yeah, I'm shook quite honestly. That was so surprising

@@bakedbeansman oh, no, speech tends to be one of the last things to go. before that, a person's ability to remember what they've said, or what other people have said, is greatly affected. when it gets to the point that the person is slurring their words, using the wrong words, or forgetting basic grammar or sentence structure, that's when things are very dire. i think the metaphor here is that the person can remember certain parts of the music and faint words, but can't remember specifics like the actual lyrics or the order of notes. they're trying to recall how the song went, but all they can remember is some of the horn sequences and parts of words.

In the actual album? Bullshit. I don’t believe you

@@uhhhscizo6531 yes

That were

Hi

@@anrylstudios henlo

why is this so accurate like wth

@@anrylstudios yeah everyone felt it even me i forgot why i am even here aswell

What?

Wow

Damn, nice writing

Thanks for the goosebumps

This Gave me chills…

👁️💧👄💧👁️

I had RU-vid on autoplay once in the background and when this started I simply thought "Oh, nice. Some Al Bowlly," You can imagine my surprise when It's Just A Burning Memory started creeping in. Quite spooked.

​@@pinkmark4047what are the odds?

Oh come on . Everyone knows what they clicked on. No one forgot .

cmon man.

OH THAT'S RIGHT I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM A SERIAL KILLER

@@jasperanimates5673 AAAAAAAAAAH

@@jasperanimates5673 oh, I forgot what they look like

“Who are you people, why are you in my kitchen.”

Adhd is like being drunk, hyper, and high all at the same time.

I have ADHD and I kinda felt this...

tally hall pfp? in a caretaker comments section? it's more likely than you think!

adhd mood

Felt that

*affected

​@@evergaming7960*bffected

Some people really don't realize it.

I forgor

Due to it's influence on internet horror, Backrooms, among other stuff, it's the only thing most people know it by. This song alone. Which is sad.

i listened to it so i know all too well

we are so used to the horror of fear; the lurking creature, the monster in the dark, the angry mob, etc Everywhere at the end of time is a different kind of fear that very few (yet too many) people experience. the horror of nothingness. first you can't remember where your wife is, and it scares you then you can't remember her name, and it frustrates you in the end, there was never even a wife to remember, and you are at "peace" "Peace" in the sense that silence is music. after all, why fear losing your memories when there is nothing to even remember. "a fog so thick you forget forgetting"

Neither did Ted Weems who also performed this song first in the 30s and then it became a hit in 1947

dan

@@Vintage_Andrew99 kill stealers

Fun Fact: Al Bowlly was killed by a German parachute mine that detonated outside his house at around 3 in the morning on the 17th of April, 1941. The explosion outside blew the door in, and the door smashed into him, killing him.

@@IMP_ROM the worst part is that it was just the door, not even the bomb killed him.

lol

lol

Lol

lol

@Nicholas Negosian Have one from me, friend :)

Dementia is horrible.

And Dementia kills them.

Genius😂

@@WesterLundWorld thank you

Then it switches to stage 1

Ohno

End of stage 0

He looking stoned

You can see a look of sadness and desperation in his eyes...

@@gambe96 what

Was "dead inside" even a thing back then

@@metalbane9861 it's always been a thing, it just wasn't a joke until recently

he was a great grandfather, he never said anything bad, he was gentle, he was very funny, and he took me to go places even if he didn’t want to go there, it hurt me so much that he was going through that much pain and it made me absolutely break when he lies in bed and only remembered one person, which was my brother. after that he passed away and it still really bothers me that I couldn’t say anything to him because I couldn’t bare to see him like that it made me more upset than I ever have been beforw

@@user-fr4zn5fn7c incredibly strong, sorry for what you had to go through 💙

@@RileyVoices thank you so much :)

Your comment made me cry :( sorry for you❤️

fuck man. thats some sad ass shit. hope your're doing better now my guy.

yEa

uh hUH

Alzheimer's in a nutshell

Most people with Alzheimer’s don’t actually die of Alzheimer’s. They end up dying of a different disease because many dementia patients are old and vulnerable.

@@flamu9183 well what about the one 4 year old patient?

Mhm

mhm

By god, my heart.

@@Nobody-907 let me guess, your heart aches?

Then again.... Yeah.

Ok

There are no vocals at the end

There are no vocals at the end

@@heshiram1188 plot twist: there are no vocals in this whole song

What vocals

Poor guy

Not only bombed, even, a bomb went off outside his door and blew it in. Door hit him, it was purely bad luck that got him... And a door.

if not for the nazis, he would have probably still been alive during the 70s

@@user-qe8go6ur8w Yes.

Be thankful guys, that door might’ve saved him from Alzheimers

Thank you!!

Holy shit, youre right

You sure you've never seen that before? Or do you just not remember seeing that before?

@@fleeg3064 i mean ive never seen it done so well and accurately, at least in my opinion

@@greatestevah5300 You didn't get what I mean, it's a reference to how the song is normally related to memory loss.

Thanks

Everywhere At The Beginning of The End of Time

Now how did it go again?

It started with an heartache

@@pouncelygrin6699 u cant just do that... wait what am i doing again?

The transition is godly and it deserves all the praise

I lost my dog that I’ve had my entire life earlier today and somehow, I can’t remember him anymore, I just feel that he was here and that brings me so much pain.

When someone brought him up in conversation I would hyperventilate and I know it sounds like and overreaction to the loss of a pet, but he’s been the one constant thing my whole life, ever since I was an infant.

@@ambera9862 My condolences. I know how it feels, it hurts like hell but you don't ever have to feel like the way you react to this is an overreaction. losing your pet hurts as much as losing any other loved one and it's okay to feel sad and shook about it. dealing with death is never easy. we just learn to cope with it over time because it's a part of life and all we can really do is deal with the emotions we experience in a healthy way and accept that it hurts. I trust that you'll feel better over time, we're often stronger than we might think but there's also no shame in talking to people about it if you feel you can't handle it alone. either way I hope that you have a good christmas and I sincerely wish you all the best in giving this a place.

No joke

can confirm, it does

The titles of the other music in “Everywhere at the End of Time” also reference “Heartaches”

@@gameboy3d943 "What does it matter how my heart breaks" is another verse, and I'm pretty sure that "and heart breaks" references this too. Is there another one?

Im not the only one to notice... Not a song name I'm just not the only person to notice this.

@@KassKuri "Burning despair does ache" references to the name of the song. "Heartaches"

But what about Mournful Cameraderie? It’s the same as Burning Despair Does Ache

I noticed that too, nice knowing I'm not delusional

For two weeks after I finished EATEOT, this song and a song from a different stage were stuck in my head. almost constantly

@@MrPies32 For me I think it's the last song, "Place in the world fades away", that is going to loop in my head when I try to sleep.

@@MrPies32 me too.

moe

@@urikimaais4459 moe.

You can easily sing along....till you can’t

@@WesterLundWorld bro...

@@WesterLundWorld Oh man...

@@WesterLundWorld OH

@@WesterLundWorld That hits hard

I had to turn the light on lol. Felt like something was in the corner observing me.

I cant with this at night, im in vrchat listening to this and everyone is asleep so lt was me, alone, listening to this, i had to take off my headset to check, due to fear of being watched from my windows

It sounds like a the light from a light house is going by and you know that if the light hits you you’ll die, so you have to hide behind boxes as you wait for the horrors to pass.

Damn bois, i`m just vibing to it like to some **normal** song. There is nothing scary actually...

@@maxinator7604 Sounds like a lord of the rings reference. Is it?

I've had this exact same sensation before. It sucks when I'm enjoying talking to my friends but I can't get my mind off all the shit I worry about

for me its me trying to convince myself why not to strangle someone

Well in the album this first stage represents how "we" or "the person" suffering with dimentia is trying pass of the slowly deteriorating memory off as just a part of age. The songs title fits this too as it's called "A burning memory" as if it's just starting to fade away. The similarities between these things are how we put our feelings down a lot of the time and sometimes ignore the problems we have as a whole. But the longer we do it the worst they become as those feelings keep piling up and over. The reality is that we all feel like shit and feel even more helpless. But even if the source of depression or in this case dimentia is not clearly defined it's still not worth it to ignore it. In the long run it evolves and continues to eat at us. Meeting your needs is the best possible thing a person can do for themselves.

you a fellow depressed bi? haha

@@hel2727 yea man sucks when you gotta to see it. Sometimes you just wish you could be there to help.

lol the typo just makes this better

@@thebluecactusstudiosmemory1483 ikr, it is like the i forgor💀

al bowlly is good but idk why i feel like hes a computer genarated voice

@@AverageDudelol Because it's an old song?

“I feel like it’s gonna transition back again, my memories are coming back, I can remember his voice again!” *shifts back* *”AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”*

you are right

Your listening to a dead person, all he’s memories and experience died with him.

Jeez, it really is. You can hear all joviality and pep removed from the song in mere seconds. It's unnerving.

Well...yes and also no, it's more like...hollowing out?

This

You put it there

Right, of course. Silly me. How could I have forgotten?

_first time?_

love your pfp

@GD Magic Gaming apologies

I can't make it past the first song, it terrifies me in a way I never felt before. I've always been a paranoid person but that first song gave my paranoia a boost.

Nice, 666 likes

It took until The end of time

@@ColonelBogey ba dum tss

same

I didn't even saw that it was only 5 minutes, man it really felt like 10 Which it's kind of accurate, because people with it never notice how fast it's consuming them until well.. To late to go back

agreed

Because you heard her... It doesn 't matter where or when ...

the time you said it i saw that the paintings have appeared and triggered my fight or flight senses

HOLY SHIT HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT NOTICE THAT

I didn’t either- they just suddenly started appearing-

@@justwoosh same

Everytime they are about to appear you are going to hear a loud distorted Static TV-like noises

Oh shizzle, you're right

And how the phrase "Burning Memory" is heard clear as day. God that's fucking creepy.

@@strangeonexd4776 no😟

OH F**K I ACTUALLY *FORGOT THE LYRICS OH NO*

@@Jam._. sh*t

Thanks! That’s a nice description. Ivan Seal’s paintings are like the visual representation of exactly that about something looking ghostly familiar, not only the EATEOT covers as probably everyone knows but the rest of his paintings as well, I strongly recommend checking those out :)

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for the people wondering its at 3:21

no vocals is better

@@geezy8689 listen to Everywhere at the end of time by The Caretaker.

Oh I hope the music never stops for me, in spite of the horrors that get replayed repeatedly... Those thoughts are a struggle for anyone who suffers from PTSD, unfortunately.

haha I do that

The album is about the descent into dementia

@@sweatnuts81 I know

Didn't need to be called out but thanks 😔

Isn't your favorite song the last thing you remember though? Not positive about it but i've heard it is

@@broookville yeah, it’s one of the last things you forget. I remember reading somewhere, that when a patient forgets their favourite song, they’re getting near the end of their life.

that's actually the last thing most patents forget, that's why most of them are told to whistle their favourite song so that they know the end is near when they suddenly can't remember the melody

I forgor 💀

Now I can’t un-hear it lmao

Take my like and leave

Take my like

HAAAAAA

Yes

Perhaps it's an infohazard?(or a placebo)

@@turtlefan3971 Uhhhh maybe- Maybe I just have really bad memory and only recently realized it? A lot of things could factor tbh

@@Yamaguchi_Tadashi probably

@@Yamaguchi_Tadashi i also realized but this year not last year that i have horrible memory i dont think its dementia or anything but i also recall realizing this around after hearing this song for the first time like a week or 2 after but still

@@wrrrryyyy12 same here... this song is like an scp, convince me it is not (also im willing to bet you forgot you wrote this comment)

Thanks! Turns out the whole image served as a nice metaphor as well :D

f-forgot?

OH GOD

Hadn't even noticed because I was so focused on the sound shifts. Sweet baby Buffalo, that's beautiful.

Shit

its just a burning heartache

@@loganadolfson that's called heart burn

Bob

@@bob-xb3nh bob

Bob

Try living with the shit 34/7 365 like me.

@@jaidendeprez1842 to be fair, I do have pretty bad issues with dissasociation myself. I've found that taking photos of things, having someone to check in with, and navigation apps all help tremendously with day to day symptoms. You probably didn't comment for advice or anything, but I hope you know that it can get easier, and you're not doomed to suffer alone!

@@spooks2327 Thank you!!! :) My bad

@@jaidendeprez1842 you're good!! I understand the frusteration living with this shit, sometimes you just get fed up 😅 I hope you find something to reduce your symptoms soon!

Shit you just described my daily life

are you alright bud?

@@drenn. I hope so

Omg same but I was afraid of everything well probably because it was like 3am and theres a chair facing right at me Nightmare fuel right there

Did you make it out?

I Do not know how scary that would be

Just don't listen to it at night

@@lukassheridan5271 Or even when the sun starts to set

@@lukassheridan5271 can confirm, am still fucked up in the head from it

Or when you are going through tough time in your life

I recommend taking breaks in between

lol we have the same pfp

@@_pawzl Oh wow we do

@@Neko.091 puro got me like

@@_pawzl puro got me like

I like changed :} *Lol am a furry and you can't defeat 🍪*

It is literally like heartbreaking

@@Indy-the-soup it is heartaching

@@KeaneJ123 It's... just a burning memory

That was on purpose. It's supposed to simulate what it's like to have alzheimers and to have your memories being take from you at irregular intervals and then to have them ripped from you in a moment and then try to remember what you forgotten before you forget why you need to remember.

Fuck i just got spoiled lmao

Oh boy, I didn't even finish the original. Just too scary

it’s in a fnaf fan game haha

I think it's so scary because of how real it is. Most of us will experience this at sometimes in the distant future. That's what makes it so terrifying for me.

Its horror. Psychological horror at that.

Same

Damn gotta go to vault 81 again

Bruh am i the only one who vibes to this shit

@@eraseLove1212 no, i also vibe

Well maybe that shot to the head is gonna get you eventually. Especially with other Head Crippling!

Sounds like we're picking up a lot of rads...

oh my god literally

@@I_Eat_Erlenmeyer_Flasks eyyyyyy I finally met someone who has the same phobia as me :D

@@I_Eat_Erlenmeyer_Flasks ohhh that makes sense

Gang shit

gang

Sort of leads to how the song gets turned into "It's just a burning memory" - the person forgets the title of the song, but that one lyric sticks through, so that lyric is now the title in their mind.

HOLY SHIT I NEVER NOTICED THAT THE BACKGROUNDS ALSO CHANGE

Not just that, someone hearing this has died

Nice heart-ache

You're*

Don't worry, you'll eventually forget about it.

Did AI have dementia? What’s the context cause I have no idea

@@randomguy2023 this song was sampled in an album called ‘everywhere at the end of time’ about the stages of dementia.

Bot

What a nice comment I hope they don’t have an anime profile picture

@@DevanK-rg3td I don't think that is a bot.

Stolen

@@octo1818 actually it's a spam bot

yessir

yes but to be more specific, your memory...

Nah , this is how depersonalization feels like

You should go listen to the original six hour album

Takes about 6 hours for that

I’m gonna make this comment a video :)

@@American_doggo blyat cyka

THEYRE FUCKING HAUNTING

E G G

How

oh my lord. what if dementia is really just a fight between your painful conciousness and the persons compartmentalizing coping mechanism, and the coping mechanism is winning and taking a nefarious grip?

u-um.. well- I mean- I guess.. *oh..*

stage 0.9 I can’t believe

how dare you /nm

70, 80, early 90, and some 00 rock fans-first time?

engineer gaming

engineer gaming

@@engineergaming3 engineer gaming

Anywhere at the end of time

beginning of the end of time.

Somewhere at the end of time

Currently sperated from time

resuming at the end of time