Currently I'm in a phase where I'm neither sad nor at peace. Its a constant restless phase where all i want is to sleep for a while. But I'm unable to. But when i play this loop on my speaker with mild sound i feel like I'm being watched by a loved one who is protecting me. I'm finally able to sleep.
I thought I came to listen to this song to think about my new crush, but as soon as I read the first comment and listened to the song. All the memories came back.. I miss him so much. He ended things and I don’t think I would ever get back with him, but his voice his hair, his jawline, his eyes, his his laugh, his freckles, his voice. His personality. All of him. I miss it all so much. It’s horrible bc we weren’t good together but I always wanted to try. I’m happy he ended us. But his rosy cheeks his soft hands, his smell I miss it all. It sucks because I was never his number one no matter how hard I wished or tried. I think I need a long time alone. And I don’t think I’m ready for a relationship or anything. I can’t believe I started crying it’s been 3 months. When I seen him I see someone that gives me so much anxiety and yet I long to be held by him again. My new crush just isn’t the same. And I know I would go back to him in an instant. I haven’t cried like this in so long. And I feel so weak bc it was out of no where. Everyone says he took my spark away, and I know in a way he did. But I was learning to love him, I was learning to become comfortable. I just don’t know what I was feeling anymore.
hey to you reading this (: whatever brings you here, wether it's to fall asleep or to relax from something stressful, i just wanted to let you know that everything will be fine. If you're going through a hard time right now, it's okay to remind yourself that this is temporary, and there are many good and relaxing days to come. If you're about to sleep, i hope you will have the most beautiful dreams, and the most peaceful sleep. You are an amazing person and the world is lucky to have someone like you in it. I hope only good things, love and strenth will come your way. Goodnight 🍀
I dedicated this song to our GOD 'cause I was lost within the dark but then I found HIM and HE found me too. We love GOD right and HE loves us too. GOD bless you in the mighty name of JESUS, A M E N po! 🙏😇💚 Thank YOU so much po. All praises to YOU LORD. We lift everything up to YOU. We wish YOU all the best. May YOU bless us all. In mighty JESUS name, A M E N po! 🙏😇💚
Heaven, when I held you again How could we ever just be friends? I would rather die than let you go Juliet to your Romeo How I heard you say … I would never fall in love again until I found her I said I would never fall unless it's you I fall into I was lost within the darkness but then I found her I found you... … I would never fall in love again until I found her I said I would never fall unless it's you I fall into I was lost within the darkness but then I found her I found you...
I miss him I miss when we laugh and share our secrets i miss when i cry he will cry with me I miss when we share everything about us I miss when he was always with my side I miss when i was waiting him back at 11 p.m. and tell him what happend to me in details i miss when we say things we have never said them to others that make me feel i am special for him He was just seeing me as "bff" but i was not I did not see him as a friend i saw him more than a friend It was a nice time when i knew u I wish that i can talk with u again If i can" i will never let u go again like i did" I used to say to him i would never fall in love And he was laughing and said u will be in love with someone he didnt know that i fall for him I remeber when i sent to him this song I miss u
Lahat talaga nagbabago , nagiimprove yung iba nagfofocus sa pangarap at yung iba talaga nagloloko ewan , comfort zone sheeet anxiety shet bye GODBLESS SA LAHAT 🥺
Jan 17 we're listening to this song 💗 No matter what happens in the future I want him to be the most happiest person ever cause he's the most beautiful person I've ever met 💔
" i would rather die than let you go" in my case i cant hold on to him cause he pushed me away so i hv to love him frm a distance. Ik he's going thru a lot and rn he needs time to heal. I'll always love you my yang💖
He never knew how much I cared about him. How much I worried about his safety. How much I loved him. The anxiety and fear of him harming himself and when he said if we meet again next life. How much I concerned about it. Now we’re not together but I still want him to stay alive and happy even it broke my heart that we’re not together… god please save him. I hope he knows my love is pure and I never wanted to lose him but I can’t control it because I’m just a normal human with no superpower
Same..he... just left....like it was nothing and I still miss him...and wait for him to come back. Honestly even if he just wanted to be friends I would of agreed just to stay by his side... it would hurt like hell but it would've been better than blocking me on everything and saying goodbye on a night I was already drowning in sorrow and ptsd flashbacks. Ik he had a lot going on...but I just wanted to be there...for him... I feel like a child that's lost their best friend. I keep forcing myself to move on...but it's a temporary thing every time... Matthew if you ever see this.... I love you and I miss you so fucking much....pls....please come back...even if it's just as friends...pls come back..... I truly feel like part of me is missing... You were everything to me... I felt like I could do anything when you u were with me..... truly you're my Euridce...and I'm a heartbroken Orpheus...
Fell in love with her this year, but i'll be going away somewhere next year. I donno what our future holds. But i carr and cherish her, hope for the best!💕
I have this school friend. I am actually affectionate towards her. I feel so comfortable when I'm around her. Hugging her feels like heaven. I love how her eyes would crinkle when she smiles at me, when I turn to look at her but she's already looking at me, how she claims "we're soulmates", how she voices out her thoughts, oh how I love it when I see her dance. I adore so many things about her, but no I don't like her that way. I honestly think I'm just very hyperfixated towards her. this song was playing during a school party, and this specific part was playing as I watched my friend get asked out by a boy so they could dance to this song. I sat down and just watched her smile and giggle as she danced with the guy. When I arrived earlier that night, I saw her for the first time.. her in that beautiful red gown, her hands wearing a pair of long black gloves. I just said to myself, "She is stunning, prettier than any Greek goddess' statue, any boy could be considered lucky if he dances with her tonight" Months later, I found out she has been secretly dating that guy ever since the night they danced.
I give him all my loyalty and honesty but he still leave me in my worst pain , with Many claims at last , this give me serious depression , my mental health , my peace everything broked seriously , dark phase of life
When he broke up with me, he said he just cant be in a relationship. He said I was the best thing to ever happen to him, the only one who truly cared about him. I was hopefull since we kept talking, flirting again... Maybe when he feels ready we can start a relationship again Now he has found someone new, even tho she aldready cheated on him. He wants to keep her. I feel its so selfish of me to wish they broke it off cus I still have feelings for him. She really doesnt deserve to have him. But I cant tell him that, I feel so stuck... He told me he would always be my friend no matter what 😭 But I fear I'm really replacable. How do I act around him anymore, he was my world...
