The absolute pain in her voice. No wife should be put in such a situation. Not just wives, it needs to stop happening to anyone. If you want to die, please don't try to drag angels to hell with you. It is cowardly to ambush unarmed people with weapons to harm others because you are hurting. Praying for this woman to find some sort of healing eventually.
"Now go, attack the Amalekites and totally destroy all that belongs to them. Do not spare them; put to death men and women, children and infants, cattle and sheep, camels and donkeys.” (1 Samuel 15:3)