hey, this is the first beat i've decided to upload. full beat tape comin soon. luv u. sample: wmd - ficus spotify: open.spotify.com/track/01NKsi... apple music: / school-rooftop-feat-wm... / school-rooftop hisohkah.bandcamp.com
out on all streaming platforms!!!! SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/album/1LuxL0bnzjpt2ZfBIPUFBS?highlight=spotify:track:01NKsiRIuQcgbXVZ4htZjT\ Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/school-rooftop-feat-wmd-single/1541083607 I am okay everyone. Thanks for the kind words as always. Been focusing on school and other stuff for a while so have not had time for music. Maybe one day. Love you all
@@mayasan2722 Your family won't be disappointed I'm sure. We all struggle, they will understand. Have courage and say how you feel, only good can come from telling your truth ❤️
I absolutely love the addition of Shinji's scream. It packs so much raw emotion and adds so much to the already beautiful song. It feels like taking a break from reality but reality eventually sets in again.
What I love about it is how abruptly it appears and then disappears. It's just there, and then, without a single trace, not an echo, not reverb, it's gone again. Just the sad song lost in life's endless loops again. This song just makes me think of life in general. I'd go as far as to say that the entire theme the song portrays is that feeling you get when you consider how many hundreds of weeks you have left on this Earth. As you speculate what more there is for you. What it will be like to be on your deathbed and look back on it all. It's that feeling of staring into your ceiling at night, huddled under your blanket. Or watching a sunset on a school rooftop. Or crying in your hospital bed after being told that you have an autoimmune disease you're gonna be fighting for the rest of your life, and then that fires your brain up about what "the rest of your life" is. This is gonna be a stretch, but the jinglebell instrument that keeps repeating throughout the song could represent Christmas. It always comes in regular intervals. And at a glance, yeah it sounds like there's about 60 or so of them. So it would make sense to represent us looking forth at the life ahead of us. Or back through the years, at the past we now can't change. Ok I gotta stop rambling at some point. This song just feels existential as SHIT and it really gets me going personally, as someone who struggles a lot with such thoughts. Update: Decided to count the instances of the jinglebells and I was way off, there's only about 30.
Comment sections like these are the most genuine ones you’ll find. We’re all strangers and we won’t remember each other tomorrow but for a brief moment we all gather and share our pain, experiences and worries.
For the past few years, this has been the soundtrack of my life. I don't even listen to it through headphones anymore; I just imagine it on a loop inside my head when I'm walking, driving, working, making love, studying, going to sleep, or waking up.
After 6 years. All these memories but I dont remember them cause they are all just me sitting in my room so so alone on repeat for most of my life from a kid to a man Ive done nothing but sit in my room alone I have very few good memories but they slip away every now and then, to anyone reading this please never talk the easy short cut never give into instaant pleasure work hard I at least someone to head my words and get their life on track. Please please dont give up stay on that diet and when you break it try again keep trying and working hard on your goals I listened to this song back then wondering why my life was so empty and now I listen to it knowing its because I filled it with temporary pleasure and fake things.. This song gives me a relaxing nostalgic feeling so Ill try to remember the times and work hard now to make good memories❤
One day when I was in the last year of primary school, I was walking through the hall alone and this music played in my head. I must have known I wouldn’t be there for much longer, and I was leaving my childhood behind. Then when I joined high school, I walked through the corridors alone and the song played again. It felt like an indescribable feeling of nostalgia. Just wanted to share lol!
We all attempt to add sugar to our coffee, however it doesn't last for long, it becomes diluted as time passes and then we must add more sugar, "to what end" you might say, I answer "to feel happy, even just for a moment".
I had this song in the background when i was 16, i was listening to it while my mom was out at Walmart and my dad was at work, i was just watching the rain fall, my grandpa told me to stay here as he drove off aswell.... He had a heartatack on the freeway... I miss him
Even when life is hard you must always keep going even if you fear the future and what it brings just remember believe in yourself even if others dont.
The scream is from Neon Genesis Evangelion. It’s Shinji screaming Bc of spoiler reasons Spoilers: Basically he witnesses the aftermath of his friend getting mangled alive by these winged beasts
my childhood is almost over and im coming up on being a teen and i feel like it was wasted, i spent 3years of elementary school on boys and drama and barely kept up with school
@@ember1348 bruh nah if you are going into middle school you still have like 5 years of childhood dont worry the real hard hit is 20 hitting that felt fucking awful
This gives me pure nostalgia. 3 years ago, I used to listen it daily. My friends and I loved this a lot. I had a friend group of 4 peoples and unfortunately we are separated now. I thought of them as true friends but they never thought of me as one. I heard them talking about me. They were saying I was useless and a pain in the ass. After that day, I just felt very depressed. Next day, I confronted them and we seperated. I still see the 3 of them being happy. They still go to the same spot we used to go to and scream and laugh their lungs out. I am all alone but honestly all I wish for is their happiness. School rooftop is my favorite because it reminds me of them. I still listen to it and I can't explain how much love this song holds in my heart.
Caid Mendoza yo i’ve just finished watching the serie a week ago and now im kinda addicted to this type of songs lofi with a bit of evangelion nostalgia in it if that makes sense lol
@@eddykalima9257 watching edits remind me of when evangelion was the first of it's kind. Like back then this kind of psychological anime wasn't a thing and evangelion made that genre of anime. Its animation style was also unique. Forever one of my favorite anime and nobody can deny how influential it was. Also this lofi sample is amazing and I wish there was more like it.
Remember that you can always start late. Even if you have worked on something and couldn't make it (for any reason) to the time where you see the results, no worries cuz the progress itself is worth it already.
I try not to think about it, but the memory creeps up every now and then, its not painful for the most part. I do wonder if "the good times" were actually "good times" we tend to block out painful memories.
Hey at least some of y’all had a better childhood then my. I remember one time for my birthday I wanted to go to on the trampoline places. And my dad took me for my birthday (not my little sister because we didn’t have much money) and my sister threw a fit and I only got to play for 10 minutes. And my parents have always been busy so I had to learn things on my own. Like tie my shoes, ride a bike, etc etc.
… I miss the time me and my nephew would always hangout, we were inseparable I think that’s how u say it, now he just puts me down, he learns it from his father and cousins.
This song helped me a lot last year. I haven’t listened to it in a while but it seems new seeing that it finally aged to 6. It seemed like time went on forever back then. Life sucked and it is still at a slow pace declining until something can change it. The days have been getting more repetitive. Long nights in bed just thinking, laughing at a temporary source of happiness in front of my face in a digital world that isn’t real. Once enough time passes I’ll have to go back to my sad reality of repetitiveness, getting so repetitive at once that I have only just started to cut myself now. Restless nights of no sleep then tiredly at school while the teacher drones on and on about stuff for the whole year that change every week, the breaks come rarely but keep my sanity high enough to keep going. Cold mornings with the AC on and wearing a jacket or hoodie all day, begging to stay home from school while getting yelled at for my behavior, and starting to really question some things about myself. My life has eventually become like a TV show that I watch from the outside, it feels sad and miserable, it’s like it was just like this since I was born. It just hurts. My life hurts. Anyways I have a few shallow cuts on my arm now but I hope it doesn’t get deeper. But I don’t know why it feels so good, my mind felt like it cleared up right after and it seemed like clear skies ahead of me. I really hope I just don’t do too much… I already have a huge future ahead of myself that I don’t plan on ruining just yet. I want to sleep know and it’s 2:57 in the morning. My arms hurt and I feel ill while I lay in bed
hey man, i know this was 4 months ago but just read your comment and it really hit me in the feels. I was in a kinda similar spot years ago of life being really repetitive. I found the best thing to do is to find something your passionate about and something that is fun to do, try and break the repetitiveness. I hope you get better. Life may not be amazing right now but i promise it will get better. Best of luck to you.
@@spooncrew5051 its become absolutely miserable. Lately I’ve been getting sick and have had lots of nausea and pain. The cuts have been soaking my arm in blood, I’ve gone as far as pressing my moms buttons to pull me straight out of school, and I’ve been caught with a lighter I found on the floor now the teacher asked me about it. Im truly believing that I won’t survive in this world
@@ilikeandloveeverything8711 Sorry you have to go through all of that. just know that people care about you, even if it might not seem like it. I know I'm just a random person on the internet, but i care about you and what you're going through. I hope things get better in the future for you.
You know she used to sit by me every lunch and breakfast and hold hands i felt like i was in a movie fr and thiught that nothing could hurt me until she broke me and left for good only to be back to do it agian she was so much to me but turns out when she was dating some other guy he said to me she feels that way about every other guy and it hurt me where it hurts most but now that spot is clearing up thank to a girl that really loves me and i truly love her back and i will never let myself Express myself to her again bc she was shuch a hurt in my life she made my grades low my sleep schedule fuked and me also depressed well i did it to myself getting with her she was my first heartbreak and gotta say it hurt and i hate myself for ever doing that with a girl. They seem cute and nice on the outside but inside they are planning to shatter your heart and break it down piece by piece but i love the person that i am now trinity is just a name to me. n 3^07 ! You know who you are ;)
it’s 12 am right now. i just stood outside in the snow for about 20 minutes watching it fall. it was completely silent, no cars, no airplanes, not even wind. just snow. i had this song on loop to fill the space. i did something similar around a year ago the last time it snowed. it’s a small but beautiful thing
Just me a fellow Japanese stranger on the internet but if you’re reading this whatever you’re going through I hope you’ll get better hang in there you’re a great human being just know people around you loves you 🫡❤
There's a Brazilian RU-vid channel that talks about movies and this is their intro. Every time I listen to this song, I remember of them and feels like I'm about to hear his voice make a deep analysis of a movie.
Just imagine going back to ur abandoned elementary school just to chill on the rooftop alone and while ur exploring u see some drawings on the floor and the colorful 2000’s wall almost tearing up with those colorful tiny dusty chairs and the carpets they used for when it was story time and the roof almost falling...
It’s getting harder and harder to be happy. I don’t want to repeat what happened last year but I realize I never left that it’s just gotten harder and harder
It fucking scared me. End of Evangelion is probably my favorite thing ever made, its a kind of special I can't even fathom. Hearing any screams from that film is still one of the most terror inducing feelings I can get. The utter terror the VA's gave to every last one of them is awe inspiring.
sophie florence You’re overthinking it. The reason it’s there is because the whole Lofi community loves Evangelion and it was shinji’s scream from the anime. It’s not about suicide, it’s just a song for losers who feel like they’re depressed even tho they ain’t
This is the type of vibes this song gives me: “Wake up on the train, only to realize you’re alone. You phone is powered off and your AirPods are in your pocket and it’s night time. You wake up at your stop. The very last stop, And Walk back to your house. Carrying Your backpack while on your phone and talk to your mother and tell her your coming home.”
I’ve been listening to School Rooftop since 2017, it helped me trough many sad and happy times. Since a few months I see it being used on Instagram reels and TikTok’s and I’m so happy for you, Hisohkah, that your masterpiece has gotten so far. I hope many other people will get people trough tough times. Big love❤️🏆
This songs makes me realize how quick the years r going by im 21 but it feels as if a few months ago i was turning 16, wish i could do highschool all over even though i was the quiet awkward kid i still find myself in that same old routine that i miss
@WoodenPCGamerBoi30 different 21 here. It all depends on you. Personally, it seems like every year that passes I lose a bit more of myself ever since graduating. Cherish the moments that you can and don't accept bullshit from bullshitters.
I remember in middle school I used to always listen to this type of music especially this song and I remember so many years of my life connected to this song and it’s just crazy how far I’ve come and how fast time is. When I was barely discovering things for myself now I’m almost about to graduate from high with a gf I’m really happy with. Everything then, seemed like the end of world and so many times I’ve been put down but I’ve managed to pick myself up and learn . We make mistakes , a lot but if you learn from them. Those mistakes are always worth it. Take your time guys, enjoy it while it lasts because before you know it, it’ll be gone . Cherish it , hold it close to your heart and go do what you’ve been afraid of doing. Go and make memories that will forever remain with you, so you can carry something with you as you get older and have something to look back on. Just, enjoy it. Please . Goodnight y’all and may you all have a blessed and wonderful life .
This song was actually very calming and makes happy. I’ve been pretty depressed this past few days, on Thursday of this week my dog died. I got him on Christmas of 2008 at the age of 2. I had him for 12 years, we were the best of friends. We went through thick and thin together. We where together when my house got broke into, we where together during tornadoes, we where together during a whole pandemic. Luckily he died peacefully in his sleep around the people he loved. Rest In Peace, Charlie.
I wish I wasn’t always the second choice, in everything, family stuff, friends, relationships, why can’t I just be as loved as everyone else. I don’t think I’ve ever been someone’s first choice and tbh it’s just sad because I always try to make the ones I love happy but they never care to make me happy...
Maybe you are now, but that doesn't mean you will be like that forever. You just need to find the right place where you meet people who are going to see how valuable you are, and then you will become the first choice for them. There will always be some kind of place like that, for everyone. For some people it just seems easier, for some others it seems so hard, but that's only reality. Psychological conditions and personal traits will always be there to make sure no journey is the same for anybody. Stop being judicious about yourself and allow you the opportunity to find the right place for you, that is almost certain to be out there waiting for you to reach it.
Damn, just find better friends. Smh, y'all complain about not having any friends or having friends that don't care about you, but what do you do? Nothing!
man i have been trying to find this song for YEARS. I had it in youtube playlist but it was under a different name and it got copyrighted, im so happy i can hear it again.
Sitting in my room and watching the sunrise while everyone else sleeps. Laying on my bed and remembering how good and healthy i was back in a day; and now, the life is just a loop for me. While my same ages found love and have their own hobbies, i found a job to make my life worse.
I remember listening to this back in 2018. I would drive home from work depressed as hell. I kept telling myself ,”It will get better, it will get better”. But it never did. The job I had started late 2017 was what I had hoped would be a good start to my career. It wasn’t. It was anything but that. My boss was terrible, the clients were terrible, the hours were terrible, everything was terrible. I would go home and pass out after work only to be woken up by my work phone asking me if I can come back for an emergency call. If I didn’t, I would be looked down on for not “working hard enough”. Funny to think that the only thing that got me to leave that job was covid. Looking back, I’m glad I learned enough for me to find work elsewhere eventually, but it just sucks to start a career with curiosity and excitement, only for it to be sucked away by such a soulless company. For anyone reading this, just know your worth. Do not let anyone tell you that you aren’t worth much. Because I wouldn’t be here writing this if I had listened to people that knew nothing about me.
COVDID-19 destroyed everything else we love. I came here after finding out that one of my relatives (who lives from a different country) was tested positive for COVID-19. My uncle from my mother's side worked as a tricycle driver, and was quarantined (probably a PUM or PUI). Pray that COVID-19 will be gone for good...
I’ve been hearing School Rooftop since it came out. I’ve laughed, cried, woke, walked, slept, worked, played and much more while I listened to this beat. It has been part of my life since I was 15 and it helped me to go through so much when my life felt like it was about to crumble. I remember when this song finally dropped on Spotify after years of waiting. Thank you so much Hisohkah and I hope you are still doing very well. I know you’ve been more active lately on Spotify but I really hope you find time for music because just like me, I’m pretty sure you helped a lot of people through your beautiful lo-fi and talent.
I woke up in the car cold with a blanket over me, I had my earbuds in and was listening to this, it was dark but there was still somewhat of a sunset, it was so relaxing. After that I couldn't remember the name of the song i was listening to, finally found it :)
Used to listen to this song when I was at my all time low, but instead of crying to it I can come here and straight up vibe to it. This song is beautiful
This song reminds me of the first time I watched Evangelion and EoE. It was such a strange and dark time. It wasn’t just the show that made me feel that way. I had nothing going on for me and I was stuck in a unproductive and sad period of time. I wasn’t in contact with any of my friends and I have never felt more lonely. I binged watched the show and movie alone, in my room. It was a terrible idea, but in a way, I don’t regret it. I hate that I loved it. I guess I saw myself in Shinji. Maybe I hated myself and maybe I still do. I don’t know. I’m glad that I’m better now though. Thank you if you read this. Take care.
Had this song going for hours I think this year has been the worst of my life, and I've never felt so low and down. It somewhat helps me get through my feelings smh.
you made me so happy the first time i met you. the moments we spent together will never be forgotten, a permanent part of my life. but the time it ended, the time where the feelings stopped and the time started to flow again, it was the most down i ever felt. the inescapable sadness followed me from every corner to every new perspective. thats why after all these years to see you again, i dont know whether to feel happy or sad. it just all feels so weird.
“Music is a powerful man, it speaks to a primal pit in our brain. It makes anyone wanna get up and get their knees going gotta get em pumping, pumping, pumping, Pumpa, Pumpa, Pum.” “You gatta let things take their natural path, cause dying together sucks a little less then dying alone” 0:01 -Jake the Dog
This song gives me so much nostalgia. I remember when I used to read scary books and when the scream came on it scared me half to death I swear. I love this song so much, that’s kind for making it.
Pov: its been awhile since you’ve been out, outside its raining, u scroll through your phone watching the old videos and photos from school and from when you were with your friends while laying down scrunching on your blanket because its cold, you put down your phone and wondered when this would end, and fell asleep. You just wanted to be happy and out again.
Echoing in the halls of eternity Comes at last a rhyme, a reason Child of the century, fruitful season Born in the fires of treason Sculpted by masters of deceit Feedbacks a loop of defeat Playing this game, temporary Lost in the surreal, ordinary Hand on hand on hand, power game Hierarchies seeds wilt, forced famine Cosmic fields of grain, need no rain Swim upstream, boundless salmon Bind up yester year with threads of silk Returning back to gaia, mothers milk Grant us endless days of harmonious divinity Without the coating of modern senility Rediscover the essence, soul fertility Rediscover the truth, spirit mobility - Wrote this to your track, good work
