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Soup, you improve so much with every song aaaa Your use of acoustics is really amazing and there's so much effort in all of your vids!!! I can't wait to see more from you in the future!
OMG I haven't noticed that you actually commented but thank you so much! I hope to see more of your works too as well, you've gone so far too, especially with your PVs!
@@aceanarchy7 this is such a good reply I think I am going to reply on how good this reply is. this is a very good reply, congrats on having such a good reply.
@@EmployeeKB I must replay to this very good reply, that was responding to another wonderful reply, that was responding to an amazing comment, that commented on how fantabulous the it is talking about is, it’s a good song.
@@mslightbulb this reply is so wondrous I must reply to this beautiful reply replying to an amazing reply made so perfectly responding to another out-of-this-world reply that so wonderfully replied to an amazing comment that described the beauty of this song. this is a very good thread. well done on this, all of you.
this song hits me on a personal level. It feels like the story of someone fantasizing about having a different life they could never really have to cope with the pain in their own. So they feel stuck and realize that their life is a dead end, and feigns apathy towards their future accepting whatever happens in the end, because their ambitions and dreams can't be accomplished in this time.
lyrics! Awake at 7 AM, Morning in my eyes; All alone in a Tuesday. Fantasizing again, Thinking like a child, All to hide the pain away. Tomorrow, Things will always still be the same, And avoiding things That I should grow from. If the sun is to fade, Wherever will I go to, Will be my fate. I don't have a dream like everyone, I just follow things and that's OK!~ Days I say: "I don't need anyone," Yet I yearn the love for that of someone. Oh, what a world, Full of natural hues!~ Always seeming to change from Orange to Blue. Honey Delight, With the Love far away. Never seem to fail to say. "I love you," everyday. Awake at 3 AM, Simply living life; All alone on a Wednesday. Woah, Reconnecting again, As I wipe my eyes. Think all 'bout the pain, And things I cannot forget. Still, Tomorrow, Things will be the same, And yet my heart will always ache. If the bees were to die, And flowers will be lonely. There won't be any color at all, So when you see that; All in this world, With the kindness of few, May begin to lose its own, Vibrant hue! Sweet honey blue, And you're so far away, Yet I never stopped to keep Saying "I love you," everyday. I don't have that love like everyone, I just follow only the heart's desires. Days, I keep chasing for the one, For the one that may not even exist. And maybe, I don't have a dream like everyone, I just follow things and that's OK!~ Days I say: "I don't need anyone," Yet the truth is, Life just hurts to have fun. Oh, what a world, Full of natural hues!~ Always seeming to change from Orange to Blue. Honey Delight, With the Love far away. If only you could say, "I love you," today. Yet, I'm afraid, I am lifting my hopes, Dreaming of the things Too painful to cope. Gone with the flu, Of this love never new. Well, who would have known, That honey can Always be so Blue!~
I recognize a lot of my own tendencies in this, and I don't know who needs to hear this now, but have faith! Keep an eye out for the one, but remember that they might not be *exactly* what you envisioned. But that's okay, just don't put yourself or others under pressure about it constantly! As for fantasies, that is fine to do! Having a certain character you'd love and date if they were real can be good for defining your type! I have my own oc that I have made a story for with a kind of alternate me as one of the characters, so you can even turn it into a different product you can build off of! I've never been in a romantic relationship, so I'm no expert, but these are the policies I get by on and use as encouragement. I hope they can help somebody else as well. ☺
me who uses obsessive crushes on either fictional characters or famous youtubers/streamers as a coping mechanism for not having any friends and being deathly afraid of never finding someone who loves me watching this like: 👁👄👁 jk i love this song and i relate to it a lot, thank you for creating it : )
ok listening to this song for the first time in months, and this really reminds me of maladaptive daydreaming. idk if that was your intention, but I'd thought that i should at least say it lol
I'm in love with that instrumental, something about it is just so different than what I usually listen to, is this part of some sort of genre because I can't get enough
I'm just surprised how an amazing song like this _dosent_ have over 1M views :0 It's so amazing, Soup, and I love it, you deserve bread, and hugs and love but also breab
This song’s meaning: *exists* Aromatics: First time? i really do relate to this song, i long for someone to love every single day despite that being inpossible. ahahaaa, sometimes i hate being aro-ace this song is amazing though!! i love it so much, i’ve been listening to this on loop on and off a lot recently :3
@@ponkansoup ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-gthILSRmum0.html The call. It's filled already. The finished product might be posted around April if everything goes well!
If you are still out there , hope you see this and things have been good! For those who care : I think self shipping is when one ships themselves with fictional characters / a popular person or character...
