Honkai Despair 

Alright, here I go explaining this entire situation again. Stop asking me to go back to Genshin, or telling me that I'm falling back into spending habits and that you're worried about me. I said I will be f2p for Honkai unless people deliberately donate to get me to roll, because at that point its not my money and I don't care what people want me to do with it (not my money, not my problem), if people want to get the gacha pull fun out of watching someone else, they can. But I am playing this game because I loved the style, loved the music, heard it was leaning more towards satire and especially was turn based combat. Of course I was going to cave to try it one of these days. Now onto why I stopped playing Genshin so people can stop making rumors on why, since I saw some people just make the wrong assumptions lol. The reason I stopped was Genshin fans in general. They would leak into everything I was doing, any stream that wasn't Genshin I would be bombarded by people telling me to play Genshin instead, I would mind my own business uploading anything else? Genshin fans would complain. It very much soured my fun with the game, as well as just not being interested in the characters anymore, nor the story being very bland and slow for me. Especially now, people getting angry at my own personal opinion of the game is just repeating the cycle of why I never want to get back. HSR so far has been super pleasant, I like the designs, I like the characters, I feel much more comfortable playing this game.

not her releasing this on march 7th, that's so on point shen

Milky crashing in with: "FOUR DAYS! I'VE BEEN GONE FOR FOUR DAYS AND YOU FOUND CRACK IN THE TRASH!" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

“AH FUCK I MISSED OUT ON YURI!” Is already a contender for best Shenpai quote of the year.

Shen simping for Kafka is the least surprising thing here.

The way I audibly loudly gasped when Shenpai said just said “I was not sponsored”. This is honestly amazing.

"YOU YELLED AT ME FOR PLAYING ROBLOX!" Is a sentence I didn't think I would ever hear...

For the past 6 months I've been expecting RT to break and finally try Honkai and I cannot believe that Shen did it first welcome to my greatest addiction, OUR greatest addiction!

15:53 seeing a streamer you like in the chat of another streamer you like feels like running into your teacher at the grocery store ...huh, deja vu

Shen having the best of time while Chat roasts her for playing. Love your little characters sitting in the corner, Shen. They're so adorable.

Shenpai has joined the dark side again

"At least it's not Genshin" No, no, she has a point... let her cook.

Last thing I expected is to see RTGame going UwU mode in Shenpais chat.

I can't wait for Shen to meet a certain blue haired business man.

Star Rail is gonna fit Shen so much more imo; Genshin is rather serious and you play a righteous person with good morals Star Rail is a calculated shitshow where you play a Trash Panda that trolls their friends with memes

I LOVE that you can hear Milky hit the desk in front of him while he's going off at Shen.

My takeaway from all this is that chat is a bad influence... on itself. And that Shen Craft would be hilarious, probably.

Genuinely hope that people don’t go crazy unlike Genshin. I was legit surprised when I saw the thumbnail on Twitter-seeing the mascot I was like, “NO WAY.”

I felt bad about caving last week. *Then I saw this. Welcome to the hole Shen.*

"The MC gives blond energy" Well, especially after the newest story line that checks out

RT being friends with Shen makes my day. Irish Man communicates with German Woman.

“Dan Heng has the most gay shops of all” Correct, they have so much that they ended in first and second place on ships, winning against a Himeko’s ship and the canon immigrant ship of Bronya and Seele.

"Milky is calling" A truly terrifying prospect, but one guaranteed to deliver hilarity.

Aaand that’s Honkai Star Rail, what a game. Also as someone who plays both Genshin and Star Rail, I cannot deny that space is ultimately cooler than fantasy Earth.

I was looking forward to this haha As a former Genshin player, I've been enjoying Star Rail so much that I have it on my phone just in case I can't get home in time to play it on my pc. Of course it's not perfect, like seriously the Xianzhou part took way too long and didn't feel as personal as Jarilo. But it's not as bad some players would complain. This is actually the first gacha game that I intentionally avoid leaks and spoilers because I love the story so much and want to experience it myself first.

I found it hilarious that despite roasting you for caving so many of your viewers also have played this game. I'm glad to see you enjoy it, and I hope you can also enjoy peak gambling with Sparkle and Qingque.

Man she’s pretty great at playing that invisible violin, not a lot of people are great at that instrument.😺

1:14 Can I just say how much I fucking adore Milky

God I can 100% understand why Shen distanced herself from Genshin, as someone who still plays it on a casual basis. The amount of bullshit some of the fans do in the fanbase is the reason why it has gotten such a reputation in the first place. I'm also trying out Star Rail and currently having a lot of fun with it (not to mention the rewards feel somewhat more forgiving than Genshin)

shen: IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN

I actually do love Star Rail because it’s has great characters, a good story, and the animation to the cutscenes are just chef’s kiss.

didnt think this one would happen, but im not complaining because hsr is very fun game

I got clara rlly early too, mained the hell outta her for most of my time playing the game, she is so fun! Also I'm such a sucker for the robot with feelings and the "small adorable character melting heart of big stoic character and then big stoic character protects them at all costs" tropes, they are genuinely my favourites and they're encapsulated in this one character!

Oh no, you've fallen into the trap. Also great timing, posting this on March 7th.

Its time for me to find the vod of shen seeing the trailers

Shen Shen no

"It starts with League of Legends and ends with Honkai: Star Rail"

I rlly love that the game doesn't take itself too seriously but just seriously enough at just the right points so you can actually get invested in the story

Shen. I implore you. Release the VOD please. Your vibes are immaculate chaos.

Never expected this video, holy shit, Shenpai is incredible

What an ominous title for such a lovely game that I have not played because I would play it every day and get addicted

People meeting March 7th for the first time is one of my favorite things about watching new people play HSR.

Wait till you see the sparkle trailer. Literally why I came back.

I still can’t get over the thumbnail of Kafka and March with absolutely NO thoughts in their heads

12:59 fun fact this is the 2nd time they rick roll us

I'm gonna be honest. I had a little sparkle of hope that you would give Star Rail a try at least in your personal time. But this....this made my whole week. Seeing you having fun is smile inducing.I wish you a great playthrough and enjoy the chaos and the meme that is Honkai: Star Rail

I didn't know her and RT knew each other, hell yeah!

Oh no

I'm getting genuine nostalgia from the start of the game

Shen finally recovered from Genshin! Let her journey through the stars and memes be joyous and wonderful!

I thought this day would never come omg

My birthday is march 7th... It's been a while since I've watched shen and I think this is a sign.

I love that this was released on March 7th. Cannot get anymore perfect than that.

GG, you speed run the game xD Honestly HSR is a really good game! It has this persona vibe with the turn-based system and the flashy animation for the skills and ult. The story is also very interesting, especially the current chapters. It's a game you can play occasionally or for hours. Hopefully you will do more HSR streams and videos in the future! :D

Somehow seeing Shen thirsting for the characters more than me makes me happy. At least I'm not THAT

I was deadass expecting this video to be a bait and switch she is actually playing honkai

I just want to say I had alot of fun watching this video, I'll look forward for more for sure, since I really like this game. Just have fun, cheers!

That intro alone is why I can't get enough of your vids. Love your chaotic friends so much.

At some point I want to animate Milky's screaming & scathing monologue at the start of the video

"at least it's not Genshin" i feel that

Little did Shen know was that several arcs later, HSR would have her in a chokehold with a bratty twink, an army general and a passive aggressive scholar 🤣

that thumbnail art is so good i legit had to click it even if i was outside

I wonder her if her reaction on "A HEARTwarming and wHOLEsome expiriance" will be any different that majority of the community

I didn't know kafka talked about elio this early in the game, god I love how the lore is being set up!

I love how that rant Milky gave Shen was his only appearance in this series.

aw you have no idea how strangely happy i am that you wanted to play this game just cause you wanted to :D Not that sponsers are bad, but most people don't stick around or pay attention to all the good stuff here

I saw your old genshin videos and now im addicted, welcome back to the world of gatchad, shen :>

Happy to see you pop up in my feed Shen, top tier Honkai content

I am honestly amazed and impressed this stream had a video so soon. While I fell off of StarRail I do say its infinitely more interesting than GI

The funniest thing is I got a honkai ad right before this

6:24 Welcome to everyone's first impressions of March 7th

9:56 there I am, Gary there I am!

I’m glad you’re enjoying this game so far. There’s some songs further in that I really want to hear your reaction to

I didn't know about the secret ending until like a month ago, it's so funny!

Momma Shen and sassy child Voxer is EXACTLY the kind of content I need. Inject this content into my veins like morphine.

Shen's laugh is so infectious! Love your content, Shen, you goof!

Shen is gonna love dragon dan hung

Shenpai went full Kaneki in the thumbnail

Well, welcome to the Honkai pit. Good luck getting out. Edit: Never mind she got out quick lol Edit 2: scratch that she didn’t get out yet

“Are you enjoying my pain!?” Voxer probably: and that pain will be transferred to me

@Shenpai we all love Kafka, you are among good company

the little lore i know about this game is that March 7th was found in space frozen in an asteroid or something on the date of March 7th and she remembered absolutely nothing so they called her March 7th, and i know she slowly regains her memories throught the game starting in the ice planet

4:06 Shen is so real for this

Welcome to the honkai rabbit hole you never going to escape

YOU CAN JUST CHOOSE NOT TO GO OMFG

Yesssss not this dropping as I’m booting up star rail lmao. I dunno how long you’re gonna stream/make videos for this but you definitely chose the right one of the three

Welcome down the rabbit hole Shen, enjoy your stay :)

Honkai ?! Shenpai is using the light side of the force again

love how the first playable character is the deadbeat mom

Shen got the classic Tomb Raider polygon chest going on in the thumbnail

Oh boy Shen, prepare for sadness both credit cards and story wise.

Props to Shen for actually posting this video on March 7th 👏👏👏👏

Kafka: *speaks* Shen: God I could eat her voice 😮

Uhhhh shen AND star rail? Count me the f in!! Can't wait to see you addicted to this game

Shen knew what she was doing by releasing this video on March 7th

I love your reactions!!! Lmao, "Why is your NAME a DATE!?!?!" OH, I completely forgot the game called you out for having figurines XD Btw, the male main character's voice actor is voicing a 4 star in genshin, lol.

I’m on 7th loop for the past few days, Shen. I hope you have fun with the game❤

If your playing a Hoyoverze game and your happy and smiling, they already got you where they want you

Welcome to my biggest gaming surprise of last year. Enjoy the ride.

WAIT I GOT THAT MAIL FROM SPARKLE AND I NEVER NOTICED THAT WAS A RICKROLL WTF-