I was abused as a child, disowned as a teenager, failed my first wife, lost my kids to DFS, failed at starting over with another, saw so many funerals- friends and family, depression for all those years and starting over. I cried when I watched this. My inner soul is a raven, and his voice is this...😢❤, and 9 kids, with 3 women. I live
Wow felt like I was talking to my self in a mirror but this mirror was reflecting every weakness in me and saying stay strong and never give up. Big thumbs up from me.
Thank you!!!!!! You're incredible sir!! I hope even in the midst of your ownself darkness that you find lightness or darkenss. You did a really good job. You got this too!! Having faith and hope despite the loss of love ones. God never forsaken. He never leaves our sides. Holy spirit is something else my own dark friend.
Totally relate. Found this amazing smart funny beautiful chick we had the same humor the same world views. We had led parallel lives and after a lifetime of suffering found each other. My soul mate i loved her so much but we stopped trusting each other and couldn't communicate and the love turned to hate and abandonment. I just don't understand it. Something so perfect burnt to cinders. I don't even want to get up in the morning anymore
I wish you all the strenght to get over it. I am in a similiar situation. All seemed perfect. She even came to my city. But then? Nothing. Did all i could, for her. But it was not enough. Almost nothing came back. In the end it was just not real. But i am triing to make my peace with it. Looking more out for my own and one day, there will BE the one deserving and giving back. I wish the same for you :)
@@chaoswolf7976 almost sounds like the same one. Started accusing me of cheating constantly. It was so good at first but went downhill real quick like in the last month we were together. But yes I don't think any of it was real with her either. I wish you the same strength brother
We must go on and stop blaming others for we're responsible for our own choices...We must turn our will over to the care of GOD as we understand him. Amen.
