i can understand its scary. You could do something wrong and start a fire or poison yourself if done wrong. I also worry so much i can't do it. I like making up tea and food recipes but anxious too. Iwas doing it for a while but figuring out how to cook is hard unless i know how. Like i can't figure out. I love food too it makes me feel happier. I remember being so scared after the anthrax in the mail that i was afraid my mom would poison me. And after seeing what drugs do to people i had a phobia of it.
