I've gotten to the point where I'm no longer looking for joy, as that turns into a game of looking for the next dopamine kick. There's no force behind my thinking, not even money will get me to change my mind.
@@pullingthestrings5233 THat's not joy, that's happiness or excitement. That is a western conceptualization meant to get people to buy things. Experiencing joy our contentment is what we should truly strive for.
Maybe his mother naming him after his dead brother had something to do with it. Going to the cemetery and seeing your name on a grave marker might tend to bother a child. Syphilis didn't help any I'm sure too.
An amazing show, thankyou, Nick. Very moving and sad, but so beautiful. Dear Vincent: he deserved so much better than he got and yet he gave the world so much.
@@Kilbership_Macey Nice. So glad I uploaded this, I told myself I had to, because I had access to this old interview that I found so intriguing and knew others would.
