I agree with your decision .... Most of the time it's so hard to decide something that will have a dramatic effect but I've learned to listen to our Inner Self .... I believe you know yourself very well ..... 💕✨🤗 I also have anxiety disorder so I know what you are talking about with the socializing aspect ... ... .... ... Living day by day is hard for me a lot because, like you, I need to have a plan. The first time I heard one of my good friends say they live day by day, I couldn't grasp that idea. I'll be like, "But ... what are your future plans?? ... What will happen in 3 months .... 6 months .... a year?? ... You have no yearly goals??" ... lol .... I just can't wrap my head around that idea too much but sometimes I do have to accept that planning day by day is what needs to get done. .. ... "Baby Steps, Baby steps" ... How cliche .... but .. ... It's something we need to do sometimes. 💕✨🤗 Have a good day.
I think your making a good decision...It's your choice your body! I myself have panic anxiety disorder and I won't take meds either because of all the side affects and I just don't want to feel I have to depend on something, I want to try on my own! Hoping all goes well with you and I look forward to hearing your updates!
AngelsHeavenlyNailz thank u for ur support I feel it was the right decision I feel even better today hoping the withdrawal won’t be too bad and really hoping I can fight to get this my sanity and show all the doctors wrong I just won’t know until I take the testosterone again that stuff makes u feel different but I’m hoping this was just grief and if I deal with that and focus more on learning to love myself like I did denis then maybe I will get there just one day at a time right
Donna Gledhill I really don’t know yet I’m really trying to train my brain how to behave and think I think swimming will help plus being busy and counseling lots of it but I’m giving myself two weeks I won’t know anything until after my t shot Sunday so Monday I will know but I’m really hoping this is it just learning to deal with the grief so I can live my life
