how my girlfriend helped me through my depression. | Nidhi 

I actually cried watching this. To be honest I didn't want to watch it because I'm coming out of a depressive state myself and ya just watching this made me cry and remember how much I've been through and still going through. Don't worry you didn't trigger anything it was a bitter sweet cry :). Thank you for sharing 💕. All love💕.

“I know it seems hard, but remember...through every dark night, is a brighter day after that...so, no matter how hard life gets, stick your chest out, keep your head up, and handle it”.

I have a friend who is going thru some mental issues and this video has been a big help, thank you ! Am so glad that you have Jadz , she is the best girlfriend ever! Please don't be embarrass by anything that you've shared because we care about too! You are a beautiful star in the sky just a lovely person ! Please take care of yourself and continue to get help ! Am so proud of both of you ,your just simply incredible! Much love from America ❤❤❤❤

Thank you for sharing your story Nidhi .You have a beautiful supportive Girlfriend, it’s clear Jadz loves you very much . Y’all have a beautiful relationship. 2020 is going to be a special year for you both. Buckle up and enjoy, there are good times ahead. Hugs and best wishes to you both from the land of Oz (Australia) 😎🇦🇺

I’m so glad you had each other, I was worried about you these few months. I kept coming back to the channel to see if you were alright! So great to see you getting better.

this made me so so emotional. thank you so much for putting yourself out there and talking about it so openly. all the love to both of you💜💜

It's never "enjoyable" to watch videos like that. It's however, very educational to see how you can react when one of your friends has mental health problems. Nidhi, I'm so happy that you have such a great support system of people who will uncomfortable be there for you like Neha, Paula and Jadz. I'm especially happy that you have such an amazing person as Jadz as your girlfriend. She's always there for you at your happiest moments as well as on your worst moments. I wish you many happy days ahead. Keep your head high. You are loved and valued by all your subscribers.

Thank you for sharing ❤ I can't imagine how tough it is to have to relive everything by talking about it. I'm sure both of your bravery will help so many people. Including me

its really brave to share your story.I know its muskil but just be happy. and you are really lucky that you are surrounded by people who are so understanding.

Me and my girlfriend are both Indian And I've come out to my parents only but I only get bashed for it and my mom says my girlfriend will ruin my life I hope that me(a girl) and my girlfriend can go through this together. Thanks for sharing your story.

I've been there so I can empathize with you. I have left the dark times and stepped into the light. You clearly have people who dearly love you, which is so joyful to see. It's a new decade and it brings new beginnings. Best wishes and hugs all round from the land down under.

Hey Nidhi, as someone who’s going through the same thing now, I definitely can relate to everything you said 100%. I know you can definitely can become the happy, cheerful person you once were in your videos. Keep that image of yourself in your mind always and keep working towards that again. Jadz makes an amazing girlfriend- the way she supports you, is always there for you, rushes to meet you as soon as she finds out you’re not feeling okay. The relationship you both have is so so precious and definitely hard to come by. I know you’ll be okay again and I’m happy for you that you have such a beautiful and supportive relationship - this’ll help in your recovery. All the best Nidhi and Jadz! ❤️

This made me cry so badly.. not even going to pretend otherwise. As someone that deals with seasonal depression nd spends an insane amount of time curled up in in car sobbing I just want to say Well done to you for having that sense of self that you knew there was something wrong but also to Jadz and your sister for being amazingly supportive.. The support off people that you love means everything especially when you get to a point that your no longer able to express how your feeling about them or anything at that point.. Thankyou so much for sharing this as I fully understand it couldnt have been an easy video to make and probably brought back alot of emotions. I love that you aren't afraid to show all aspects of your life (to a degree) and I believe talking about these issues is only going to do good. You have a created a space where everyone is welcome and feels accepted which doesn't happen very often nowadays so thankyou. Cassie 🖤💜🖤💜

The people close to you love care and respect you and I simply enjoyed you sharing this and just remember you’re both not alone. We are here as well and thank you for this video and you both are adorable

Hey nidhi , Thankyou so much for this ❤️ .....I am a survivor of self harm and well I have a history with mental health too but you make talking about it so much easier ....love you gurl ...your my youtube didi .....jazz seems like such an important person in ur life and the chemistry between you guys is super cute ...😘love you unconditionally....

this is so adorable watching you too. the understanding you both have is beyond ❤️. I did watched whole video sitting in my car as an excuse not to go to my home early. but as the video ended I had a thought I will be fine.

I actually love yours and jadz relationship, I truly hope you guys stay happy together for a long time 💞 not only are you doing a ton for POC lgbtq+ representation but you guys look like you genuinely care so much about each other, the most wholesome form of love ❤️

as someone suffering from clinical depression, ocd and anxiety disorder since 7th grade it's really not talked about how much it can effect your education

Book Recommendation: I've never been unhappier by Shaheen Bhatt. She is Alia bhatts sister. She has Beautifully explained her struggle with depression .

I feel your pain. My darkness is life threatening. Every breath is a reminder to me of the past. I wish all the best for you and your support group. Don't ever give up on yourself. Life is a beautiful gift and you are worthy of enjoying it.

Love You Both and so Happy you have each other!

#NotificationSquad 🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️

Two georgeus girl .. just watch this video now .. u both are a great couple support each other .. what ever it takes just stay together .. Send lots of loves from Indonesia

Jaz: you're sister was like I'm up for anything 😂😂

God bless both of you,teary eyed watching this .Nidhi your so lucky Jadz is always there for you.just keep loving each other & be happy.keep going & be strong,always remember that there are many people who loves you including me

Love you so very much . You are so brave and I hope you and Jade stay together for eternity ❤️ Loads of love from 🇮🇳

i spent 2 years in counselling, it was in a government hospital and they really didn't give a shit, my psychiatrist referred me but i just sat there for 2 years every week and said nothing because i can't speak in real life about anything at all and just sat muted there for 2 hours then i stopped going because what's the point.

Aww u to are so cute together love watching your videos happy pride to you and your girlfriend happy new year's

My depression gone away lonely after more time because I told at my self stay all my life single I stay well lonely not found a girlfriend. Now I no have because my gf found me after 34 year who I search a girl for me.

Can't wait for jaz to propose to u

Love u guys

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Can we all get to read that poem? If its not too personal, or at-least that one line 24:27

Love u so much

kudos for paula

Thanks for sharing

Are you guys married to each other I am so confused