I used to read novels growing up as well, as a teenager, it was usually murder mystery books or teen crush stories or stories of about friendship and so on. One time, I went to the book store to buy a book, I picked up a romance genre book, and it was called “everything I know about love.” I am a born again Christian, so I was expecting the book to be innocent, and funny. Because the way I define love is 1 Corinth 13. Except it traumatized me, I think I was 14 years old or so, it talked about partying and sex, I was shocked and I stopped reading it and I regret buying the book. Since then. I learnt my lesson that you need this thing called “book” boundaries. The book gave me trust issues with secular books, I stopped reading secular books and stayed with my Bible. It is only recently I have been back to reading secular non fiction books. And also read this (biblical) book called “authority and submission” by Watchman Nee. Highly recommended.
If I start saying my own it will be surprising to people, that the evident of; there is nothing too hard for God to do, I'm a living testimony for it. I felt it I was dying in my soul when this feeling come up to masturbate with anything I see but when I called upon God DELIVER ME BY YOUR MERCY, and from that day it stopped thanks be to God for giving me uncommon victory. God is preserving me by loving; whenever I see opposite sex this spirit try to struggle with me but by the spirit of God I always overcome it. This masturbation is a big tragedy which represents fornication and it faster to cause death upon the victim
This video actually helps a lot. I've been struggling with sexual immorality since I was 5. I always introduced to sex by two older females. Even after being delivered years later, it still came back. This has been a struggle for me. But I pray that one day, I too can give my testimony of complete deliverance. Thanks for the encouraging video. It helps a lot not to give up but to continue until deliverance comes.
God bless you Sis!!! i've got wow testimony of this too.. Genuine salvation and strong connection with the Holy-Spirit stand to be the main keys. Mine own experience was a hard spiritual battle with the devil. recently i found out that many "church Sisters" are into this but are afraid of revealing the situation. is there any provision for this movement on reaching out to girls out there? I will love to be part of this please. God bless you greatly
Thanks for letting God bring a message from your past mess. God bless you for this wonderful message of hope and redemption. How can one be part of this SPA ministry?
