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Wish I was young now, trans is more accepted. When I was young in the 70's and 80's it was so looked down upon

I relate to this quite a lot. I spent an inordinate amount of time as a kid thinking about transforming into a girl, avoiding male spaces and habits, and being disappointed with my exclusion from female social circles. I spent my twenties deeply unfulfilled and exploring femininity in tabletop roleplaying games. It took getting on meds for depression and OCD, combined with relating to every transfem meme on egg_irl, to realize what exactly was wrong.

I remember for me, it all started in puberty. I never felt I had any reason to question my gender when I was younger. And then when I was around 14, a few years into puberty, it all just escalated. I felt immensely jealous of the girls in my school, I daydreamed about having breasts intensely, but I thought it was just "part of attraction" and "everyone wants breasts". I'm 21 now and I still conflate gender envy and attraction all the time. I still present masc irl, but I don't associate with masculinity, I hate everything puberty's done and I hate masc products/how they are advertised. I feel like I kinda can imagine myself as a girl but also kinda can't, though the thought of growing into a man feels horrible. I still doubt excessively, thinking "but I do really want this?", stressing about potential regret etc. Having counselling currently which does help, but it's hard not knowing what the future's going to look like.

The part where you (horrifically) envision yourself as an old person in your assigned sex at birth, really hit home with me. That’s what originally cracked my egg, but much later in life. I grew up in the 80s, in an ultra conservative environment. We didn’t have the Internet, or anything like that to even put a name to what was going on. I grew up, thinking that I was born, defective, and I would never find joy in who I was. Now in my 50s, I am finally where I need to be.

I feel like I could live without transitioning but I don't think I can be happy, I don't think I can love myself and I will always regret it if I don't. I can see the effects it has had on my life to live without really living. I had a strong urge to transition at 25 (before that I knew I was different but I didn't understand what it might be) but talked myself out of it because I read that a person shouldn't transition unless their only other choice was to kill themselves. Now I'm starting HRT this week at 41.

Watching these kind of videos makes me realize that I might not be trans, but just a man who can embrace his feminine side and who doesn't care about fitting into the role model of what society deems a man should be. Idk what the label for that would be, but yeah... These kind of videos don't just help trans people, but also people like me. Thank you :)

As a straight guy who has been wanting to properly understand trans people for a little while and mostly landing on right-wing media your content has been fascinating. I had no idea that trans people have difficulty/dread imagining themselves as an adult still as their biological sex, for example. And I must say you pass as quite an attractive woman!

I felt the same as you. I wanted to be just like you. I new i always felt different. One Halloween my girlfriend dressed me up as a woman. When i saw my self for the first time. I new from that point on i wanted to be a woman. I started dressing up all the time. But wanted more finally i came out as trans. I love being a woman. Would not have it another way. I know how you feel. You are such amazing and beautiful woman. Thank you for all the great information.

I'm not even trans but I find this very interesting. And I'm sorry about what you went through before the transition. Sounds like a 24/7 mental prison, that dysphoria.

This was my childhood exactly, but sadly I was born 20 years earlier when we were considered by society to be filth. My parents are deeply homophobic and there was no information or support at all for us back then. I didn't even get over the self hate for being so broken until 2002 when my endless late night online research found a physiological explanation for my dysphoria that wasn't simply "you're sick in the head". But gatekeeping was still in full swing and I was denied access to HRT at age 28 because the medical profession was still homophobic and trans healthcare didn't properly exist. I tried to DIY but it became impossible to continue after about 7 months so I just accepted my lot and that transition would never be possible for me. Back then 28 was also considered much too late to begin transition. I wouldn't be legally able to transition for another 10 years but by then I was married and trying to have kids, run a business and basically work 16 hours per day. The workaholism kept the dysphoria at bay. My mind was so full with other concerns. I wish I hadn't become so good at "managing" because it was ultimately my breakdown that took me over the edge whereupon I discovered that "informed consent" had happened, that the DSM was gone and that we could now get the help I had needed for over 40 years.I finally began my transition again at 47. I am so happy that a generation of Mathildas didn't have to endure what I did, but seeing them so happy, able to have what I fought so hard for and still couldn't have, leaves me so heartbroken even though I finally have some peace. The world could very easily slip back to that of my childhood, where I feared for my future if my own parents were to discover my secret. Please don't be just an onlooker that allows that to happen, for your own childrens' sake if noone else's. Stand up for trans kids and our right to a life of happiness like everyone else.

I just realized the biggest reason I have been in the questioning stage for the longest time is because I can't express myself at all around my family. Not even my non trans self. They don't even know who I really am at all. I don't know why this is the case, I can easily be myself around friends/coworkers. But around my family, I'm introverted, very quiet- basically mute. So that literally is the biggest block in the way of me getting used to who I really am

I'm a borderline case which is making me nuts. I hate being seen as a man, the core of my being feels strongly feminine, have hated what puberty did to my body and responded by dissociating and becoming invisible. Spent almost ten years in depression where I didn't see any future for myself at all. Then finally I figured that in the world of my dreams, and in a future I feel worth striving for, I am a woman. However, I still suppressed that for multiple years after. Now, I feel like I have two possible futures: either I transition (which, ironically, seems like the easier alternative), or become the best possible man-like being I could possibly be (I've been joking to myself that this would be the ideal male character as written by a woman). I've delayed transitioning for so long that I've created a stable and loving environment for myself which would be in jeopardy if I started now. Also, there's something worthwhile in the ideal man endeavour too, which I could actually relate to. It's weird.

I have just been one month on HRT! 🥰 I am a happy transgender woman who loves herself and loves everything that is beautiful!

Loving your videos! They are so helpful. Thank you! I hope you’re well

I thought you were never coming back to RU-vid. It’s so great to see you again Mathilda.😎

Wow! Such openness. I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. Have a beautiful day.

The first time i see a sponsor and drop everywhere ive struggle with disgusting body hair for a very long time nothing works on it and when i finals actually get it shaved down at the cost of the tool's durability its starts growing back immediately the next day its so frustrating thankfully this seems like its worth giving a shot

great video sis!

I love your hair and your use of hair slips. Soooooooo cute! 💙

Your throat looks amazing, I can't even see a scar.

I was struggling with my thoughts about going trans. When II started watching these videos, I feel ready to come out to my family. You have really helped me understand myself and I am ready. Thanks @MathildaHogberg and if you dont see this, I dont mind.

Thank you, Mathilda! Always wise words. ❤😊

For me, in 2020 when i was around 13 or 13 going 13 it was the first lockdown, so i had alot of time by myself and i had trans thoughts where the feeling of being the opposite gender would give me comfort, but it also made me scared to tell my parents about it. I made a plan to leave notes around my house explaining it as i was too scared to comfront them myself, i thought it wouldve been easier for them to approach me. And so, they sounded annoyed and mad, and that i was mentally ill and if i felt like that they wouldve sent me up for adoption cause they couldnt have a son who wanted to be a girl. For the next two weeks i cried the thought away, well atleast i thought i did. Now and again after a few months or so id have sperts of thoughts about it but i always brushed it off because i thought it was wrong and "not who i am". I am now 16 going 17 in almost a month now, ive finally learnt to accept it and ive came forward to a few of my online friends, and they have accepted me which is boosting my confidence abit so thats good i guess :) I plan on telling my most trusted person in my family, my nan shes really nice but i find it convenient how the person who is the oldest in my family that i know of (shes 82 btw) is probably the least homophobic & have a very more advanced mindset compared to even people in this generation which actually shows alot, i love her with my whole heart so if theres a physical person i wanna tell, its gonna be her. I'll probably forget about this comment so if you would like any updates just reply to this comment and I'll let you all know :)

I got a question do you need to take gender therapy in order to take estrogen? Cause I’ve been having gender dysphoria ever since I was 13 and like I’ve always wanted to take estrogen but then I was told to wait till I was 18 to do so and right now I’m 17

Sweetheart matilda you are amazing woman love you so much you are a valid valuable you are beautiful inside and out

Im 38ys old and im only just exploring myself, my gender and wished il would have been true to myself long time age. Instead ive just suppressed my feelings and lived a lie my whole life. I relate to you sayin something was wrong in are chilhoods but i didnt know how to say what was wrong but i knew i felt different. I grow up ashamed of my body, felt inadequate and knew this was not normal. I hate everything about luke and look forward to becoming my true self. Thank you for your info

Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. There was so much you said that I related to, and find it reassuring to know that others felt similar to how I've always struggled to accept about myself. Even before puberty I was jealous of girls and wished I could dress and live like they did. Finding myself wishing I could be just like they were. Always thinking that there was something fundamentally wrong with me. I am now coming to understand and accept what was really true. You are a beautiful woman and a great inspiration for true self accptance and a comforting guide to confused girls like myself. Thank you.

you have such an amazing story, I empathize with your experience and I am so happy you're using this platform to share what you went through to understand your gender - from a cis-gendered women

I'm finding myself in so many things you, or other trans creators said and I'm really convinced that I'm trans and i feel like i even kinda came in terms with it, but at the back of my mind there's always the little voice which makes me question everything, like "what if I'll regret it later on", "what if i can live as a woman (I'm ftm)" "what if you come out to everyone and then you change your mind" etc. and it's just killing me.

I remember thinking as a teen about how maybe one day when I’m old that the technology would be there for me to be a woman/transition, I also kinda thought that this was maybe something everyone though of at times. I had never been exposed to anything about trans people before and didn’t understand that that was something that was feasible at the time. I didn’t really get exposed to anything about the trans experience or what was available for transition until my 20’s and at that time it finally hit me all the way that i was a trans woman. I wish that i had have been exposed to this information earlier in life, or even just had taken the initiative to look online, but i just didn’t understand that what i was feeling was different than cis people.

Thank you for sharing your story about your life mathilda i wish you every success in life 🙂

It started very early for me. I thought about it a lot although I did not at the time fully understand it. When I was eight I was put in therapy for severe depression where they attempted to "fix" me to be what I was "born as". When I was in my late teens I was able to start expressing more fem and got affirming supportive therapy when helped not only with my depression but I was able to start learning about being my transition. Finally, I was able to begin hormone therapy and just this year have been able to bottom surgery. Got another surgery coming up in August and even though operations make me nervous I'm looking forward to it. Thank you for another wonderful upload. :)

thank you so much for making this

Since i was little i always had a voice in my head saying that i would be happier or i would feel more comfortable if i was a girl. I also used to ask my friends if they felt the same way and they didnt. As i was growing up i kinda developed an attitude to like defence myself 24/7 as i didnt know how i would react to some comments and things. Fast forward to about 2-2.5 years ago when i went to pride parade here in my town and after that i started thinking about my gender more seriously (i was a enby gender fluid) and the event that made me think about it even more it was that i fell in love with a guy to thepoint in where it was an obsession. We lasted together for like a week. After that i was devastated but thanks to him i realized that i feel more comfortable as a girl than i was a non binary amab. Last year in november i met a girl who helps me getting through all of this, even if she doesnt fully understand me. I have to say that thanks to her i am more happier, even tho im not on hrt due to my family not supporting me (conservatives) and because im only 16 i dont know if in my country i can get hormones without an adult permission (we had a law here in Spain that said that people can change their gender a lot easier now and children from 12 can get hrt without adult permission but know i dont know). I think ill be updating this as the time goes by. (Sorry for my bad english btw)

Helpful, informative video!

I just want to say that you are such a wonderful person and I love you very very much. You are a source of happiness and hope for many women and people. I have learned a lot from you. I am officially a woman for 7 years now. I am really still learning from people like you. I am very grateful for every video on your channel. I wish you and the people you love a happy life. and keep it up bestie we're really love you! ❤

I don't know how rare this is, but I have body dysmorphia as well. But I Male to Female, I want to be both, where I live I've no idea if they would do something like that. But yea I wish to be both and have everything still down there working fully and all that stuffs. Also I've had this in the back of my mind for like 10 years now.

I'm gay and I can't relate to a lot of things you said about other girls. Very interesting, thank you for sharing your story.

you are soo pretty!!

I don’t know if I’m trans but I feel mad inside about how I look as “male” but it doesn’t sit right with me at all and I’ve never cried over but I’m legit so confused 🥲

i think i am a trans female too. i am remembering the episodes of shows i watched where spirits were swapped, men changed to women,etc. those episodes stuck in my memory for a reason. i think i know why.

Ok, so how I knew I was trans, well I didn't know I was trans but I knew something was off. I never felt comfortable as my assigned gender. I was like 10 and I just knew that I didn't like who I was. I wanted to change places with my sister. I wished I could have been born a girl. It was so hard growing up because my dad didn't raise no sissies. I was pushed into more boy oriented things like sports. I hated it, I just wanted to play with my sisters things like dolls and tea sets. I wasn't even allowed to show any emotions or wear pink. Those are girl things and again, he didn't raise no sissies. I didn't even cry when he passed away when I was 16. He didn't raise no sissies. Back then being trans wasn't a thing, I had no idea what I was, so I lived in secrete for years dressing and wearing makeup, just doing all the things I was told was wrong but felt right. it wasn't until was in my 50s that I found out what being trans was. after watching RU-vid creators like Mathilda that I realized that there was nothing wrong with me, and that there was a name for just who I was. It took a lot for me to make an appointment with my therapists, and after 4 sessions, she diagnosed me with gender dysphoria. I wasn't sure I wanted to start HRT, That took me months before I started on hormones. They changed my life, I feel so much more happy, I've lost weight, I have more friends, I'm happy to go out into public. Before, I stayed inside my house only to go out to work and shop for food. You know deep down if you're transgender. You can't lie to yourself. If you have questions, my advice is to make an appointment with a therapist, you need someone you can trust that can help you find yourself. Please don't wait, I did and I feel like 50 years of happiness was robbed from me. Don't let that happen to you, it really sucks.

Welcome back Mathilda!

In the UK they're now using conversion therapy tactics as part of the state run healthcare system. I think your advice about therapy can really depend on the country or region you're in. I have experienced these tactics used and would encourage anyone to pick up on the signs before entering therapy if you live somewhere where this is happening.

For me it was the growing old as a man I could not imagine that ever it's not me but I didn't notice it much when I was 18 so I was mostly okay still had some issues especially things I wanted to do and didn't get to do and how I thoughts. but pretty much around 25 is when i felt really bad kept getting worse until I was 28 that point I didn't want to "play the game anymore" so I talked to another doctor took me four months finally started two and a half weeks ago so far spiro only in a month will add E I believe. Like if I grew old like my mom nice my dad rage quit. Though I'm non binary, much more feminine, demigirl, Girlie enby, Transfemme.

I just feel female. I’m not into men but I relate to females completely. I don’t feel male.

Hello,I have been crossdressing since I was 4yrs old.I have been questioning myself for about 10yrs now.I was dressed by my mother and my sister when I was adopted at 3months old and went to school as a girl up til about the 8th grade.But anyways I feel that I am transgender male wanting to transition to female.I am 55yrs old now I never got the transition done but I can not afford the hormones and estrogen everyday.I did watch your video about having the hormones and estrogen it was very interesting.What do you think about me being transgender.And can I keep up with being more feminine.I really want to be a woman and live everyday as a woman.

What a beautiful woman,I can only hope to end up with someone like you with such a beautiful personality inside and out.

You are absolutely gorgeous. I wish I could be half as beautiful. It is amazing how close your experience has been to mine. I went through a lot of the same things around the same age. I would love to fully transition, but puberty was not as kind to me. I am above average size for a man, and could never be passable, no matter how much I want to be. I am trying to figure out the next step in my life, but I have yet to determine what I am going to do in life, or how I am going to do it. Sometimes I just wish that life was easy, lol. Transitioning is incredibly difficult because there are so many variables you have to overcome, particularly if you aren't passable.

You transitioned perfectly, i can hardly tell you were a boy. I love how far you came

Hopefully in the near future we will be able to understand and diagnose this better. To make the decision to transistion easier.

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You are so gorgeous! And honestly I cannot tell your trans at all

I knew from a very early age on that both my body shape and behaviour were mostly feminine. When I was 8 years in 1985 I, for the first time, secretly went to my mother's wardrobe when she was away for work, put on her various stockings and high heels. I looked myself in the mirror and I felt so pretty and natural in them. I never liked to dress like a guy to this day. And in school I always felt more comfortable hanging with the girls. In later years during 1990s I told my mother about my strong female side and how much I loved to be a woman. She accepted me, because she always knew actually. I think the reason why my Polish mother (who died in 2012) was so open-minded and libertarian about LGBTQ was that she left Poland and moved to Germany in 1981, so I grew up in a completely different environment. She also had a gay friend in her circle of german acquaintances. And although our family is catholic, my mom was less religious and not conservative. These key factors also played a big role for me.

It's so good know that there is much another poeple that have the same toughs like you.. man.. I remember when I turned therian, I never tough I could do that.. like?! when I was kid I just like, liked so much to mimic animals yk? so when I saw that another poeple had the same feelings like you you get so happy AND- BRO its the best thing ever to you have a reason to live your life happily

Okay, I doubt you'll see this comment, but anyways I'm genderfluid and I'm also bi. I came out to everyone pretty recent like 3 weeks ago. I've never really hated my body but I also never hated being male. When I started wearing women's clothes I started to feel a LOT happier than usual I don't feel any depression like I did before. Anyways I wanted to ask because I've been thinking about if I should go trans and just become a woman fully or just wait a few years and really think it over? I'm also kinda scared about becoming too skinny, so idk if I should gain weight I a little bit before going trans. I don't know. I do know it cost a LOT of money too so I'm aware of that. 😅

Well this brought up some burried feelings and memories and now I just feel sad,and honestly wow this was deep,thanks for the info.

Thank you for this I just found out I am so thank you for informing me about this

How can I tell my mum that I am trans?

I've been in transition for two years now. MTF transgender.❤

i don't like people so never sat next to people in school but yeah fucking hated puberty hate thinking of myself as a man.

Thanks for your efforts

Sorry but how tall r u

Can I ask why you didn't want your body to "change that way"?

I knew early on I was a girl and spent many nights wishing I'd wake up magically changed. I also have an influence from a commercial that I completely forgot about until I came out to my brother. I remember choosing Aimee for my girl name at 5. My brother remembered it was because of Aim toothpaste commercials. I remember wanting to be the girl in the commercial.I laughed with joy when he told me and the memories came back. It's kinda a cute story now that my dysphoria is less because I wear a dress lol!

I just came out out to my parents today and looking back I can relate to all of these

Everything sounds extremely familiar except when I grew up there were no awareness of transgender people and I had no words to describe my experience. I didn't have a gender identity as a child, but I enjoyed dressing up in my mom's clothes and imagined that I would be like her when I was an adult. I also loved to play the girl roles when playing make belief and such. Starting to school I got very disappointed when the teacher told me I couldn't use the girls bathroom at school. I then started to realize that I wasn't like the other boys and didn't know how to be like them. I wanted to be with the girls but wasn't allowed to so instead I isolated myself. Yes, I was jealous of the girls for being able to be girls. I wished that I had been born a girl, but I also assumed that this was perfectly normal and that everyone had those thoughts. Yes, I assumed that every single boy really wanted to be a girl. I never told anyone because I thought it was normal and everyone else was just doing a better job at coping with it. I couldn't image a future for in my assigned gender. I could intellectually reason on what I needed to do to survive in adulthood, but it was impossible to visualize myself in the future and what I would be doing.

I didn’t ever feel like I needed different privates, but I always loved doing things people would consider ‘girls stuff’ and all that. I was actually bullied for liking that stuff. I’ve always wanted FFS specifically and can someone answer: What is the age requirement for FFS in England, and do you pay for it in England…? (Sorry I’m a bit dumb.)

Her voice is so relaxing ❤😍

A lot of it has been more recent in my early teens and I just want to be the opposite sexs (mtf) and I live in a very religious family and can't tell anyone but recently have found some people similar and I think that when I turn 18 I will just leave and do what I want with my life. A lot of it has been wanting to dress like a female and act like it. I will always be with girl and wanted to be like them

As a trans nonbinary person, I wanna share how it's for me personally The childhood stuff- I never really developed a concept of manhood (my body is amab), never related to "guy things", nor male stereotypes, etc. The only thing I knew was that if I refused to perform a certain way, I'd be punished for it. So until my later teens, I let the people around me choose my gender expression. I assumed it was the autism that made all this gender struggle. I distinctly remember wanting to have the bright cute school materials that the girls had, if given the freedom, not caring if I played with "girl toys" or whatever. And also every time I was made aware I was perceived as a boy, I'd cringe because it felt so yucky. Later, body hair started to give me dysphoria too, but that's about it. The oddness that comes with being nonbinary is that my dysphoria is weird. I get dysphoria from seeing myself as a woman, and I get dysphoria from being perceived as a man. And the more I transition into someone androgynous, the more my dysphoria with masculinity grows. At first I was eh, but once the gender euphoria from ambiguous looks started to kick in, it's like a can't "downgrade" to boymode. The thing is, performing masculinity really well *also* gives me gender euphoria. But the social dysphoria doesn't go away. So I can be in a state of both euphoria and dysphoria at the same time, it used to mess with me a looot. Every time stuff is gendered or someone attempt to gender me, dysphoria kicks. It's weird going into non-unisex bathrooms, being expected to use my legal (male) name (yet to change it), having to specify my gender when I can only choose M or F, etc. What makes me way less uncomfortable is being perceived as a GNC cis person (think softboys, 'overtly neurodivergent' guy, butch girl, ambiguously gay, etc). Just anything that's not 'stereotypical man' or transwoman. What gives me the most euphoria is people being unsure of my gender, or passing as 'woman lite' before closer inspection.

omg ur so pretty😭😭

I'm a CIS-guy trying to develop empathy for transgender MtF women. I have actually studied this quite a bit. I asked ChatGPT what transgender meant and was told that it is a misalignment between the gender assigned at birth (due to genitals) and the inward identity of a person. However, after GAS surgery and hormonal treatment that misalignment comes into alignment. So why is such a person still called "trans"? I can see "formerly" trans, but once that misalignment is corrected then why not just "female"?

Your voice transitioned beautifully

yes this is exactly how i feel

Thanks for the advice! would it be possible to dm you my story to see what your opinion is if I am trans or not? thanks x

Awww omg. 1. I identify as a cis lesbian/queer woman and i want to say the 'well obviously EVERYONE feels this way obviously every girl wants to date girls but we cant ALL date girls' haha so i had that same kind of 'everyone wants to be the different gender/doesnt mesh with their assigned gender' feeling you had. Love that kid logic. 2. I'm crying listening to you talk about that ad and your determination. Thats so sad but so understandable. It must have been such a hard time for you. Sending BIG HUGS to your past self. 3. I know a smol human (10) who is questioning and i think this video is maybe very helpful! I will look for videos about the non-binary experience too. This video is great thank you so very much for making it! Big love to you and keep up the good work! ❤

Amazing 💘❤️

My voice is weird. I have EXTREME voice dysphoria. I can't stand my voice. When I yell, I just hear my abusive dad. The low end of my speaking voice is like 100hz, and I can go even lower if I force it. ...yet my high end gets up to like 700hz, and I can scream like a girl. I really don't understand how I have such a wide range. How I don't get clocked, I really don't know. Then again, I male failed years before I came out. From 16-23, I passed as a woman despite being flat chested, having a low voice, and wearing drab men's clothes. I had shoulder length hair. Very little body hair, no beard shadow. I don't know how that voice didn't out me back then, and I don't know how it doesn't now.

How should i come out im super nervous to come out

I appreciate hearing your story, and reading the others in the comments. For me I never felt right as a boy as a kid and always thought that it wasn’t fair that my sister could wear pretty things and could do things with the girls that I couldn’t, not that she did. I’m happy that I’ve become my true self now and can say definitely that my real life begins at 40 😊.

I knew back in the 60s/70s but back then if I had said anything I would have been certified. Plus my Father told me at an early age, that if I was gay he would kill me (and he meant it). So I lived a lie (tried to be 'normal') got married, had a family etc, until 2015 when I finally 'came out' & transitioned. NEVER BEEN HAPPIER, now I can just be myself & not put on an act anymore.

Growing up I found that I had an easier time talking or interacting with girls my grandma was the county girl scouts troop leader and I was always eager to help her with the troop I didn't make many friends bcuz I was always different didn't know why though

I read what Zinna Jones wrote about indirect gender dysphoria. so now that is something to ruminat/obcess about. even if I was a paragirl, I would still be transgender.

So I have always wanted to understand more about what the feelings are when it comes to trans. I thank you for being mature about it and making it sound well thought out.

One thing that has made me go into the closet deeply is the day my parents found that I was taking my sister’s clothes and when I found it, I felt embarrassed and they called me disgusting. Probably cause I thought I was a transvestite or something. I was 15

I’m 13 identify as a girl (born as a male 😭)(in my pfp I’m wearing a bra lol) and like when I was little (like 6) I really really really wanted to be a girl and like I hated my p**nis and I thought it wasn’t normal (I mean like for me personally, being autistic and ADHD I can’t really explain this properly) and I wanted to be a girl and then when I was 7 I thought I was gay and even then I still didn’t feel right than when i turned 8 I realised that I thought I was a femboy (I heard about femboys from my older sister) and then I realised that wasn’t me either then like I found out it is possible to become a girl and then I thought about it deeply till now and 3 months ago I turned out as trans to my mum a week she said she called a gender clinic in Hobart (aus,Tas) and it would be 20 years to get a referral from my gp and today I did some research and for the state I live in (Tas) it would take from 3 months to a year to get the referral (I have psychologist and councillor) and yeah that’s it so I think my mum doesn’t accept me-

Hi I am a 19 years transgirl I want to get small breast What should I do Please help me🙁😔

Can someone answer this question, can someone be transgender without experiencing dysphoria?

Here's my question What will you do if you're willing to have pregnancy? Please answer this question Is that possible in transgirls Sorry if it's hurts I didn't really know whether it's general question or something rude Sorry again

2nd?

This sounds so like me!

Pls wear Dutch braids in a video after your hair grows

I really want to be a girl but im scared lol. I dont want to do something that i might regret, it honestly has nothing to do with the looks aspect cause i really like looking cute, but what if i want to have children in the future? Not to mention that my want for this is significantly accelerated when im turned on, so is it that j just like cross dressing? Am i just larping as someone who has a problem and just fetishesing being a women???? Idfk man everyday is a struggle. It doesn't fucking help at all that my family would probably disowm me on the spot of i ever even tried talking about it, they love god so much more than their own children and siblings. Its really gotten me to resent them to an extent and "my" religion. But at the same time, I still dont want to just cut them off. Would i be happier without my family as a women or with them as a man? I need therapy LOL but my broke ass cant afford shit atm xd.

Also, the fact that I'm watching this video, and I made this account I'm using right now. Probably just weird thoughts. Probably.

"Find yourself a licensed therapist" bruuh Can literally anyone explain what the fuck to do when the nearest therapist for lgbt or trans people is over 200-400km away because I live inside the ass of the world Its making me furious seeing how everyone on RU-vid thats trans just has a specialized therapist like next door and im the only human being not having one anywhere near But I love your channel im just extremely frustrated with my location

I'm also early on knowing what it means to be a boy or girl

If i just want to have breasts and look more female that means i'm trans? (i'm biological man)

I wish so much I was a woman and always wanted to be one ❤❤❤❤