How To Stop Smoking Weed And Why (This will Change Your life!) 

1 week sober and no turning back! First day was hard! Second day was a little stressful, but now after a week I feel AMAZING! I haven’t felt normal again since 5years

Day 44 of no smoking 💪🏽 I’m really proud of myself.

Been clean for 2 months. My mind is SOOO much clearer now that I stopped. I plan on trying it again in the future, but when priorities and stuff come up, it is ESSENTIAL that you quit. It really does kill your motivation.

I am a university student of 22 years that lives in Barcelona that is saturated because of marijuana. I wanted to thank you because you have been the only person who has explained in an unbeatable way the reality of a smoker and I have felt more identified than ever. After your speech I have more strength to leave her and become that person that I have been hiding for a long time. I will remember each of your words during my progress. Thanks from Spain.

I know I’m four years late. I’ve been a chronic smoker for almost 4 years. I’m glad you mentioned it, it feels like the past four years were empty, I hated to admitted it. The end of the video was very helpful.

Weed stifles one's personality. It makes some people slow and socially awkward. I feel alot more vibrant since quitting

Bro, ive never had depression or aniexty but ever since I started smoking, ive always had it and its so weird

My problem is extreme boredness, I’m fine but I just get so damn bored and don’t know what to do and I want to smoke so bad

Does anyone get that feeling when your high, you've lost yourself. Or that your not as happy as you used to be. I'm not the same ever since I've been smoking and I'm ready to quit but its so hard because its the only thing the helps me eat or sleep.

Ive been smoking for 33 years pretty much daily. I've been sober 4 days. I love weed but I love my money even more. I gotta quit man.

Just thought I would comment as the partner of an addicted spouse for over 27 years. It literally stole from me a marriage due to his inability to be intimate on every level. It robbed our 4 children of an engaged father. My children always knew when he smoked and his mood swings. The past 6 years have been the worst as it has now made him impotent and he is fine with it because he loves weed way more than he ever loved me. PLEASE stop and develop who you are emotionally and spiritually without substances that heavily affect your brain chemistry and the straight people in relationships with YOU! Your private sin does not just affect you it affects all of the people around you who love you! Jesus most of all loves you and wants you addicted to Him only! it’s too late for me but you can change! God bless!

I wish everyone who watched this the very best. Overcoming the grip just takes time. tomorrow and every day after i promise will feel better.

Yesterday I had my last joint.. destroyed all equipment and flushed that pot I had down the toilet .. I'm retaking control of my mind and life. Thanks for the video

Anyone else watching this while stoned? Yeah I'm not going to stop.

I'm 48 yrs old...most of the people who I know, that smoke heavy, are having economic trouble. Enough said

Smoking weed is fine till it gets into your daily routine, I have failed to do this

12 years daily smoker wake and bake . Im DONE

Bro I’ve never heard anyone break this experience down like this but it’s spot on especially with avid users. It definitely controls what you do and who you are.

Brother you are SPOT ON please help me over come this addiction! How do overcome that terrible staleness and bored that comes with quitting. Im 22 and have smoked since i was 17 DAILY. IM 100% addicted to herb. When ever i try to quit i cant watch tv i cant play games cant focus on anything because its just not the same its not fun its not ENJOYABLE. NOTHING SEEMS ENJOYABLE.

“What people don’t realize is that you can get a lot higher without drugs than with them” - Hunter S Thompson

Great video, Wise words. I have been smoking for 15 years now. the reason i want to quit is to make something of my music career before its too late. I am at day 1 now. wish me luck.

I have gone for over 5 years smoking almost every day. Coming up on 2 weeks sober and it is like my attitude toward other people has changed so much. Crazy to think but it is true. Even just driving in traffic i can control my anger. great video man thanks for sharing.

I’m only 21 years young but smoked my first at age 12 and started smoking heavy at age 16 until age 19 very very heavy. I quit early on because I knew my potential. What helped me is my dad and I moved states and I had no more weed friends and no connect to buy. That helped me . That first year I put on 40 pounds of pure muscle. A discipline you usually get going to the army. I ate like a body builder. Very strict. No soda . No chips. No candy. They may sound hard but it wasn’t for me. I relapse thoe and what made me relapse what saying to myself “I’m sure I can do it occasionally” and also tough times in life. That was never the case. I relapsed about 4 time sustain my two years of wanting to quit. This was my last relapse and never plan on going back. I feel high on life. I feel at the moment . Simply just great. I started my business. My RU-vid Chanel. And I started packing on some good weight again.!!! If I want to quit. Quit!!! It is not impossible

probably the best video on why to quit smoking or using marijuana.. when you’re a teenager it’s fun and “different” kinda like a whole new life experience but you are so spot on with your points and how it can become excuse to be less productive and to be free from your stress with the real world. i like to live life like if i was still in my child-like mindset, being in tune with what’s around me and taking life for granted even if i’m stressed.

im smoking weed since i was 13 years old started smoking heavy around 15 im 28 years old now sober for 3 days wish me luck its realy hard cold sweats cant sleep dont eat much its realy like a train wreck but you just need to keep your self busy remember people everything has a cheat code

Absolutely spot on! Been without for about a month after trying 5 or 6 times previously.Everything is changing for the better. It has removed the lathergy to move forward in my career..funny thing is, I wasn't even that aware of how much I was missing.. just sort of knew it was time. As a music producer I always had this idea that weed was the key to tapping into my best creative self.. couldn't be further from the truth! Its videos and writings like this that have kept me from slipping back. I have done more towards my life goals in the last month than I have in prob 4 years without that devious lil herb. Cheers bud! all the best :)

My main reason for me wanting to quit is the cost. I dont get paid alot and can smoke up to 1/4 lb a month.

This was so meaty and rich with depth and because it's a psychedelic drug it needs to be explained in a psychedelic way. I totally understood when you mentioned about feelings we don't get when we are high. I had quit this thing for a couple years and ran into a really stressful situation, I had a friend of mine mention it (it's always around me, I cant get away from it) and convinced myself to just buy a dime bag, this was 7months ago and while a joint will last me a few days, I'm still smoking every day when I get off of nightshift and have been for 6 to 6 months now, also smoking on my off days here and there. I'm right back to where I started. It seems to have a little hold over me at the moment. However, I will push forward and kill this thing once and for all. Not to mention dreams will come back (we never dream when we are high) our bodies are operating normally when we dream. Something to think about.

I'm going to find a white castle then I'm quitting tomorrow

I smoke herb daily and up to this point no one has ever been able to give me any good reasons not to. But you gave several pertinent reasons to stop or at least cut down considerably. I identified with all of the examples you gave.

I quit May 15 due to I started having panic Attacks as soon as I would smoke. Use to use it for anxiety and look what ultimately happen. Was a daily smoker for 5 years. Sleeping is difficult still and I'm having depression, but now I drink chamomile 6-7 cups a day and it helps me sleep a lot. My motivation is barely starting to come back this week. Brain fog is still present at times. I lost all social skills, but hopefully I go back to normal soon. All this is true in the vid though 👍🏼

Y’all will succeed in giving it up. Weed is thankfully not the most harmful substance to the body and detoxing from it while still a challenge is much less extreme than other substances. Just continue on until you begin to remember the feels of life before you tried weed. If your still using the substance rn you’ll underestimate how much you’ve truly forgotten about your past life and the feels that we’re attached to it. It’s hard to describe the moment when you’ve given it up for awhile and this unbelievably familiar feeling comes back and surprises the living shit out of you. At first you’ll feel like you almost lost your past self and your just glad to have it back but it’s never going to be too late to transition back to your pure form, it just might take longer for the full transition to take place the longer you’ve been away from it thus stopping now is the fastest way to become reacquainted with your beautiful intelligent creative self you always knew you were

It changes my identity. Your so right because when I’m clean I’m so hyper so happy and once I smoke and I get sober people have even told me hey what’s wrong with you I see you different.

I smoke one joint per week and still feel like i need to stop it because sometimes i tend to loose the sense of clarity so it makes me wonder how difficult it is for those daily smokers.Weed isnt good in a longrun hence its better to stay away from it for the better future.

I'm 39 going on 40 in less than a year. I have been smoking on and off for over 2 decades and I'm ready to quit. In the past I tried quitting but I wasn't ready back then. You have to be sick and tired of being sick and tired to really quit and that's where I'm at in my life.

Really weird how this came up in my recommended after not searching for it or anything related to it. I needed to see this. Everything you said was spot on. I really need to quit. Im 21, been smoking since I was 13 (had a year sober at 17-18, I was pregnant). It’s time for me to take a new path. Thank you for this.

i'm stuck in a deadly cycle of buying $50 sacks of flame , getting high and then flushing the entire sack down the toilet and smashing my 1 hitter with a sledge hammer. EVERY OTHER DAY

This was so spot on is scary

Well put! I've been smoking for 40 years, have recognized for a long time that I'm psychologically addicted. Have built in long breaks because of that to recalibrate and get back to health and normalcy, knowing I'd pick it up again and accepted that cycle as the cost of doing business. This time around am strongly considering quitting for good, so have listened to half dozen other testimonials. This one nails it for me, well done, Sir! Thank you for sharing your story.

Thank you for sharing this. Really appreciated the part where you asked, "Would I want to see people I love start using marijuana?" It was striking to hear you say no because you wouldn't want it to steal your children's joy. That's such real and wise insight. Very helpful, brave and transparent post! Thanks again!🔥

I can't imagine how much money 💰 I have spent on it ......especially in countries that think 10/15 dollars 💵 a gram is normal .......the weed is a waste of life and money 💰 and makes you a procrastinator ..... I can say that I wished I'd never started ... it's a drug and drugs are bad simple as

thanks for this video. You said the exact thing I hardly wanted to say out to myself. Your explanation is great brother. It helps alot! thank you so much!

I’m 16 and I smoke everyday but now I’m tired of weed and everything about it. I’m gonna stop because I want to think smarter and just go on with my life without having to be high all the time I also feel like I lm not me at some points ... i wish I stop this month

I've been smoking way to much for the last couple of years to run from stress. I hate it.

It helps to have something you’re trying to achieve that out weights the feeling of being high.

Being a teenager is tough when you get heavy on it. I spend way too much money on it and i dont even want to do it anymore. Every Time i get bored I automatically think of it. I had a job and it got better but the damn quarantine is tough.

Very great analysis. I must say, as someone who also has quit recently for many of the same reasons you did, it is frightening considering the reality of legalization. People who depend on mind altering substances that don't "need" them for medical reasons literally become zombies within their dependencies. People need to find their inner strength to enjoy life without depending on things they don't "need". Life isn't just going to be daises and roses, but it provides all of the tools necessary for you to create happiness. You must create happiness. Weed isn't just going to give it to you. That happiness is entirely synthetic.

You don't have to completely cut out the things you love. Same as junk food or whatever, just moderate and try not to do things compulsively and 24/7. Take a 1-2 week break to bring down your tolerance that saves money and makes it more enjoyable. Like people on diets they cut out all sugar treats to begin with but they will likely cave back into old habits after a couple of months. If you really want out you'll get out but if it's too hard for you I think a part of you really loves it, so don't torture yourself too much. Be reasonable but also take your pleasures where you can in life 😘

You explained it from a different view than any other video I have seen. Thank you. I needed this

I have a theory about weed, weed makes you feel good, feeling good all the time is bad, people getting a stronger mind when they have resistance when they have issues and they try to deal with them, if you solve all issues by weed your mind tolerance become weak , like body muscles don't grow or become weak if you don't have resistance on them if you use weed, you should not do it for the immediate pleasure of for the external world, you should NOT try to do it to resolve your depression or sadness immediately when they occur but try your best to deal with them, if you cant sleep at night don't sleep at night, the way to use weed is INDIRECTLY, meaning , wake up at 4 am in the morning consume your weed and go back to bed without eating anything without consuming any content, when you wake up later the weed high effect should be out of your body,but the effect on the rest of the day should be good. you should do it only on the weekend. that is the recipe PS: don't consume diff strains, choose one and go with it, if you want to change a strain, make sure that the old one is out of your body, meaning don't consume for 2 weeks. we are the host of the cannabis (flower) like the movie VENOM , and the flower don't like sharing the HOST (us)

I’m 12 days sober and i won’t go back to smoking. I smoked marijuana everyday for 9 years and the last 4 years I smoked pretty much all day. My quality of life is better already and I’m proud of my sobriety. If you’ve been thinking of quitting, do it and your future self will thank you.

This guy is speaking FACTS! This cycle is awful... I get the worst anxiety...so many thoughts racing because I hid them behind the high but the PROBLEMS never go away they come back then you smoke again. Never ending cycle.

Im going to be 30 in 2 weeks, i have smoke since im 13, i realy want to make my self the gift of life and stop smoking, i know i have a problem and i need help, your video inspires me

You sir are a genius respect for putting this video out this is very very true a lot of people will disagree with this video but that’s because they are in denial

EVERYTHING you are saying is sooo spot on. First time i saw this video I wanted to wrap my last nugget in a kilo of duck tape. I wanted to trap it the way it trapped me and leave it in some dark place, the way it left me. But then I realized, my brain is just playing another MANIPULATIVE GAME to keep it, to keep the feeling, to keep false memories, so i flushed it. The thing about distorted memories hit me so hard man, because its so true. I smoked basically daily for past 7 years, and it pretty much destroyed me. I wanted to be a physicist, I still want that, but it kept me away from my dream because I was basically cognitively impaired by it, brain fog kept me away from life in general, let alone complex calculations I needed to do. I always found excuses, Richard Feynman smoked, I'll have new insights etc. etc.But the truth is, it created an aura around me, aura of not giving a f&&k about anything, it acted as a spiritual and psychological sedative or suppressor. That aura WILL NOT let you to see yourself and your goals clearly. Its crazy how insidious it is. It will make you live a HALF LIFE, with UNFORESEEN CONSEQUENCES (gamers will resonate) that will destroy you when you see them clearly. I respect you so much for this, and for saying that "smoking sometimes" is NOT okay once you jumped on an addiction train, because it is a trap, and I have fallen in it HUNDREDS of times. Once I quit for 8 months, thought lets do it one time again, just for fun, then 3 years passed while stoned... I tried lots of things, nothing posed a problem (even f$c(ing ketamine), except for god damned weed. Too long, I started to vent out here, sorry. Thank you man, peace and love from F&$C/INg Bosnia and Herzegovina (problem reaches that far). P.S. Your kid rocks the piano :)

I’ve been sober for 2 weeks now and I completely agree with this. After a year of smoking every day multiple times a day, I fount myself way to dependent on it, wether I could eat, sleep, be happy, and just being able to to enjoy myself and what I’m doing all depended on if I was high or not. After I stopped, about a week after I found myself much happier, sleeping better, and found that weed was no longer even on my mind.

Spot on man , you nailed it home with one strike ...

Wow such a great video, I'm on day 8 I have changed. Like you said the thing I use to love kinda have changed because I'm not high all of the time. I use to smoke everyday for the last 8 months. So being sober is kinda new to me. Headaches and being bored sucks. I hope I start to feel better soon.

Over 30 years of smoking and want the things I can get only when sober

Weeds so insidious. I haven't quit yet...but I'm getting up the courage to try. I'm not tethered to my life anymore. Thanks for this. It's like people mock you when you say you have a problem with it because it's not heroin or coke or something more addictive, but it's really fucked up my life for sure.

Eating weed gives me severe anxiety attacks. doesn't get me high.

I can actually say this was really helpful

thank you man, ive seen this video several times, it is the best video about quitting weed, i am like this is like my 5th time i quit and ive been off for long now. when you said that you manifest things and they get deluded and you never actually make them happen you enter this cycle that will bring you down and this is the real danger of smoking pot for some people, it changes you and you dont know who you are anymore. beautiful video take care!

I'm here because I want change. I want to be healthy and focus on my happiness. I appreciate cannabis and its existence but I need a break to focus on MY life. Main goal is to be healthy & fit. Everything falls into place after. . thank you for this video. You explained everything on point.

Looking for some hapiness but there is only loneliness to find

Dam I'm smoking n watching this😢 but he's right 100%

If it’s treated like a drug it’s a drug. If someone takes care of priorities and smokes it’s an herb. I quit a long time ago and I smoked daily. But I treated it like a drug so I needed to change. Ps; I lost my friends when I quit. They just fizzled away quickly

Good video. The way I see it, if weed becomes priority in your life, if you're putting it first above other things, then something needs to change. Examples include declining social outings to stay indoors and get high, getting pissed off when your dealer can't supply you for the weekend, interrupting (or cutting short) something you're doing so you can go pick up. If it's not priority, you'll be happy to attend social outings and not get high for that night, you won't care about this weekend being weed free, you won't care about contacting the dealer too late and potentially miss out. When it's priority, the idea of not getting high scares you so you'll seize every opportunity to get high. When it's not priority, you'll be happy to miss out and get high on some other unscheduled day. Being weed addicted means you want to be high all the time at all costs. *If you want to include weed in your life but in a balanced way, then you need to be ok with being sober at times. You need to enjoy sobriety. That way, you'll actually enjoy being high more.* Easier said than done, but that's the key.

Packing my last bowl of this fire while im watching this. Then that’s it for me..... wish me luck on this big journey... been a recreational weed smoker for about 4 years now and need to quit for PO..so hope it goes well

I been smoking heavy for about 6 years straight. I get sick the same day if I run out a few hours later. I need help

Thank you for expressing exactly how I feel when using weed and why I should not.

After being addicted to heroin/methadone for 5 years (clean since 12/8/16) Am now a a patient of high potency marijuana and I have to choose when I smoke and really think if it's worth it because the effects really take a toll from day to day especially in the work place I know I'm capable and I still excell but Im just that one step away from achieving my best. It may not be as bad an addiction as opiates, I can actually get up and maintain a full time job, I just feel my full potential is robbed by drugs. It is time to take the next step and quit ALL drugs ALL together even pot and alcohol especially...

My girl says the spliff take the soul from me

Did you feel any withdrawal symptoms after you quit? I stopped about a month ago and have been super tired and irritated. I smoked for the last 6 years pretty steadily (almost daily but not alot everyday) and now life feels weird without it. I wish i didn't have the mindset that it was this harmless substance all these years but such is life! Im just hoping i get my mental clarity back and what not. Not giving up!!

MUCH LOVE BROTHER! I've watched this video once a day since i found it like 4 days ago. I already know everything you've said, but i'm having trouble quitting and it's nice to listen to someone's thoughts on it! I'm 27 and have been smoking heavy since i was 14. I'm an addict to thc, and used to be an addict to other drugs. I don't believe in rehab, i've never been. I have my med card in Michigan and i'm surrounded by cannabis, in all shapes and forms, all day everyday. I'm so sick of smoking...

Ok I’m half way through this video and I had to stop and comment to tell you this is by far the best video I’ve seen on marijuana addiction and answers to questions I ponder myself having quit several times just to always end up back using it again! Wow, thanks!

great video, thank you for sharing

All these problems what marijuana brings to your life, lack of energy/motivations etc. It all comes down to the _person_ using the drug. All these associations we have are made by us, made by our thoughts into our memory and experience. I feel like when you see and observe this movement of thought and all these thoughts associated you can actually get rid of all the "problems" and have all the energy you need to achieve whatever it is you want. I honestly believe the cause of these psychological problems is not the plant, but the user. The user is the Core and whatever is going on in the core, all the emotions life situation etc. are getting amplified By the drug, the drug is like Input to your Core.

i am a music producer, when i didnt smoke, i won some remix international contest, with weed, nothing. I hope i can achieve my goals again.

Been smoking everyday for 3 years, I'm 21 now. I have an addictive personality and suffer with BPONS. I also have Asperges Syndrome, so I'm pro at obsessing. Last night I smoked my last couple grams, threw out all papers, bongs, pipes etc (except my grinder, emotionally attached, couldn't bring myself to do it.) Currently 3 am, going onto day 2. The longest ive gone is 5 days within the 3 years, which was my last attempt to quit. I don't want to quit. But I ruined it for myself by abusing and taking advantage of a compound, and now I pay the price. Every step is still a step, no matter how big or small you or others may percieve it. Be proud of yourself and your achievements

How to stop smoking weed step one, stop smoking weed, step two, that's it cuz there is no physical addiction cuz I'll smoke every day for six months then I'll take a tolerance break for 3 months n come back for another six

thank you for this i needed to hear this

Thank you for being so honest and open, I keep trying to find as many videos as I can to keep me focused..today is day 4. I've smoked for 13 years, as often as I could. Every day I would make progress, then smoke n I instantly have all these negative thoughts about myself. The idea of smoking is more pleasurable than the act itself. I love weed and everything it has done for me but just for today, I will not give in to the cravings

I literally have been having breakdowns these last few weeks about how unhealthy my relationship with weed had become, and many of the reasons I smoke, you spoke about. And they're not common reasons or explanations you hear. It's weird to me that this video came up at the right time like this. I have very much an addictive personality. I have a subconscious need to always be hyperfixated on something or someone, emotionally primarily but literally anything. And weed has just become my copping mechanism, my creative fuel, my study fuel, my anxiety attack reliever, my depression and self destructive thoughts reliever, sleep aid, meditation aid, fun, everything. And I've felt lost and forgetful and sad and this video actuslly helped a little Idk if i'l stop anytime soon... idk if I can but i hope somewhere along the lines, I get the motivation to

I don’t want to quit I just want to not wake up in “weed withdraw”

I can't quit smoking someone help me not a joke if ur reading this dont start its addicting asfuc

I like that you didn't cuss...use reverse psychology...or sarcasm.... This is truly a share of your strength hope and experience. Marijuana is extremely addictive...and this uncut commentary is very sincere ...and helpful. I usually hate when people say YOU constantly because it's often an unconscious diversion from self...but this is not the case here...this is loving and thoughtful direction....from someone who's truly observed and learned from his own experience with a nonpreferencial and unbiased introspect.

I've been smoking for 4 years and recently have been smoking about 4g a day. I have recently gone on a tolerance break and am currently 14 days in. I've been watching a lot of videos about tolerance breaks recently and have been recommended many videos similar to this one about quitting marijuana for good. I've never experienced any negative affects from marijuana and still get everything done that I need to do for work, my goals, relationships, etc. I'm watching this video because I'm trying to have an open mind and see if I really do need to quit, but I feel just about the same that I do normally smoking daily at the moment. I have been saving money and that's good so I think I'll quit for that reason, but soon I'm getting my own house. It's a cabin in the woods and I'm going to grow my own food while working from home to support my family! I'm really glad about this lifestyle change and I think I'm going to only start smoking weed that I grow myself, that way I'm working for every part of the high I'm receiving. Thanks for the insight man, it's really helped me be more self sufficient!

The best way to quit (if you're having trouble quitting) is to take a two week vacation to someplace where you don't have access to it.

I'm suffering thru this so bad right now!!!!:(

I quit for a good job. I smoked for years and the first week clean was tough, but after that is was fine. I still love everything about weed even though I don’t smoke. It’s a great plant. 🙂

Thanks for your perspective. I am on day one of quitting the herb after a little over 5 years of daily smoking. I picked it back up after retiring from the military and initially used it for physical and emotional pain control. I don't remember the withdrawals being so bad as a teenager but its doing a number on me and I have to get past it. Of the dozens of video I've watched on this subject, you really hit home why I feel I need to make a change. Thanks again.

Im stoping By my local dispensery

This P.E. Teacher is straight recording this on his lunch in his little P.E. Office on god

I am actually really happy to see so many comments from people who acknowledge how difficult quitting is. I don’t personally indulge more than once every few years, usually to remind me that I honestly don’t enjoy it that much. But I know FAR too many people with this monkey on their back. Some for a few years, some for several decades. One in particular who suffers from CHS and STILL can’t quit. If being hospitalized due to severe pain and vomiting won’t make somebody stop, they are an ADDICT. Full-stop.

It's just something work for you buddy doesn't mean it's for everybody else okay speak for yourself when you want to speak on things truth is only for you

I am aiming to quit in 2 days thanks man for this help

I'm sure anyone can stop smoking weed easily if they wanted to. It's nowhere near as addictive as alcohol or cigarettes. The plant isn't the problem. It's lack of self control that is the problem. Marijuana doesn't change your personality or your rationality. I stopped smoking weed for 6 years after smoking non stop almost daily. I had no cravings for it or any sort of desperation whatsoever. Piece of cake. Marijuana isn't like cigarettes or alcohol other than the fact that it's a drug. What people mistake for addiction is just them actually wanting to smoke it. It's like eating your favorite food. No one wants to stop eating their favorite food do they?

Thank you for sharing this honest and thoughtful perspective of your journey through and out of cannabis usage. For years I have glorified this herb and believed it to be my best friend. I used alone and didnt like the pace or the methods that others used. It was a very special clandestine relationship that I had with Cannabis for a whopping 18 years. Then when I quit (cold turkey) it was.... what can I say.... a blessing. Yes it was hard and still is but I have supernatural help I think. I hurt myself, cried buckets, itched and ached to become comfortably numb again but I knew that giving in means disease that my insurance wont cover, loved ones will be devastated, I can be blackmailed by those who knew, I can never live or work in countries that have a death penalty for cannabis usage (Like singapore or even philippines), I can never find love/friendship/companionship in a non-user, my circle will be restricted to users and sympathizers of weed (many of who are just pushers in my world) and the reasons go on... The universe came together to help me see the problem. We need grace and blessings to get out of a problem that disguises itself as a boon. I am grateful for the life Ive lived but I now want it without the haze of a stoned head and contorted emotions

I dont want to quit..but my wife does want me to quit...this is day 1..no weed...I definitely will need someone's help because my wife constantly makes comments like..oh u quit before..let's see how long this lasts...so i have no support system to quit.just me by myself..highly agitated