This was almost a relapse song for me all my years sober I would listen to this and feel the pain I went though but ild always still feel like using somehow addicted to the low that I experienced this song really hits me hard it's crazy how much of a experience a song can bring back how much history can be felt with a song
i been depressed so long,.... being happy just feels weird, i get an urge to fix myself, but i dont know any better, "im stuck in my ways I aint changin"
Bruh back here again If I could I'd cry, but ain't been able to in over 10 years. Best rap song Australia has to offer, true aye Will always have a soft spot for this lad Always the best song to sit in misery to People with this level of fuckery in thier lives only understand and relate to those who have the same level of self hatred & lack of inspiration to hold on It's getting tiring out in these streets Best of luck to the rest of you And bloody goodluck to me Peace ✌️
“These xans don’t work without codeine”. 🔥 3 years of Xanax and oxy abuse I would stagger home from work and sit alone in my shed punch cones and cry to this song on repeat. 1.5 years clean now feeling clear in the head. crazy how when I listen to this it brings back all the emotional pain.
“ I get stoned forget I don't sleep till my eyes roll back and I'm close to death Laying next to these hoes they don't know Im messed up Two halves will feel whole in bed Till they notice I'm broken you know the rest I get scared now I hide like I owed her debt Then they run and I'm left with a note that read “I give up I just try but it's hopeless Ben” I'm Stuck in my ways I ain’t changing Old friends pressing my ex like a playstation They want me back in my cell told me wait patient I’m Sick of doing drugs I might need a vacation, Rehab they ain't got no beds vacant and they don’t take cats on the psych meds I been taking f*ck How'd I get back to this People round me they can see that my face changing..”
He never uploaded it because this was stolen and had received so many views already so almost gave him no point doing it, he has addressed this in live-streams and ect. In the end of the day stealing other people’s work is disgusting and is the reason our music culture struggles so much
@@billyx9713 fark bruzz. how are you going now? did that 6 months teach you anything? I'm in da middle of bupe withdrawal rn, and I'm really starting to rethink whether getting off this shit is even for the better if ya get me. no pressure on a response but any advice on facing the demon of opioid addiction is always appreciated...
HUSKii - Old me pt.2 To Rate I'm back on the road again Back on my own again I grew up in the cold now the snow my friend Correctional homes with the older men No love shown I got told hold it in It feels like I’m losing control again I'm alone I don't know about a shoulder lent. No tears I been holding it My whole life they just hold against me I ain’t told my friends I get stoned forget I don't sleep till my eyes roll back and I'm close to death, Laying next to these hoes they don't know I messed up, Two halves if your whole in bed Till they notice I'm broken you know the rest I get scared and I hide like i owed her debt Then they run and I'm left with a note that read “I give up, I just try but it's hopeless ben” I'm stuck in my ways I ain’t changing Old friends pressing my ex like a PlayStation They want me back in my cell told me wait patient I’m sick of doing drugs I might need a vacation Rehab they ain't got no beds vacant and they don’t take cats on the psych meds i been taking f*ck How'd i get back to this People round me they can see that my face changing Made Satan buy my soul then robbed him Ran from the plug I still dodge him I was raised by bear snakes like mowgli I ain't got no job I ain't clocked in Selling cutter to these gronk think he knowns me I f*ck his bitch when I’m bored or she's lonely I don't know if it's paranoia or pills i be taking but all these people around me they seem phoney I still miss her I see her in dreams only I'm still sitting here thinking what we won't be I'm way worse than the day when I wrote old me I'm back to it I'm fading away slowly I'm way worse than the day that i wrote old me I'm back to it I'm fading away slowly I'm way worse than the day that I wrote old me These xans don't work without codeine Same girl that i loved just tried noosing it Kept feeding her bongs I could see her losing it I tried keeping her calm but these sleeves full of scars from me braking her heart I can't do this shit Lunatic I turn my exes then the shit turn south like I moved to Texas Back to these flats tryna move this meth shit Stepped on it twice they still think it's hectic f*ck the world I'm on my snake shit Cunts are soft I don't see them changing f*ck these thots all my bitches basic But they get the bail when I'm in the stations Then it's straight back to my spaceship High for the night then we sleep the day shift My homies know I'm broke they don't say shit They know the go and no talk won't change shit I'm stuck in my ways I ain't changing Old friends pressing my ex like a PlayStation They want me back in a cell told me wait patient I'm sick of doing drugs I might need a vacation Rehab they ain't got the beds vacant and don't take cunts on the psych meds I been taking I slid back into the old me I still won't shake your hand cos I'm shaking
This song leaked a few days, maybe a week after i lost what i thought was the one for me. it helped me through that time and him as an artist helped me get over that person. the only aus artist that can be as unique as him, is himself. nothing else to it
"Sick Of Doing Drugs I Might Need A Vacation? Rehab they Ain't Got The Beds Vacant And dont take cunts on the psych meds ive been taking! I slide back Into the old Me, I still Wont shake ya hand cause I'm shaking" 🔥💯
glad I wised up. had xans from hospital. lost my shit, stole an old lady's walker to drag myself out the front to a taxi, abused a taxi driver and accused him of trying to rip me off before I got out after three minutes, hitched 35kays when I couldn't even walk without that old lady's 4 wheel walker to get my car, drove myself back to hospital and never once thought any of it was a bad idea. On the way I also thought "I could end all this pain right now, just swerve into a truck bro.' that wasn't me talking. that was me coming down off bennies. Was on opiates for chronic pain for 12 years and they were killing me. 2 years clean now. Thank fuck for legal weed.
Stepped on it twice n they still thinks its hectic! I'm way worse than the day that i wrote old me, these xans don't really work without codeine ☠☠☠☠ 2021 #201 forever!
Yeh aye haha, always smile to myself ev Time that comes up ... #Selling cutter to this gronk #Made Satan buy my soul then I robbed him Just so many dope lines, all his music does
The best thing about having Aussie friends is finding artists like huskii and trauma bonding lol. Also made Satan buy my soul then robbed him goes harder than any bar you’ll hear in western rap
